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"Please come in , Hannah" Doctor goodwill said,

Through his hand gestures he mention Me to sit down on the chair in front of him

I said" are mine reports okay?" No doubt I was scared from inside

Doctor looked at me and said" Hannah my dear I know you are strong and will always be my dear you had been diagnosed with ovarian cancer stage 3"

I just heard cancer and I was done, I couldn't control but a tear fell down from my eye,

With a trembling voice I said " how, what...."

But doctor had no answer expect " trust lord, and we will try everything we can, further on we should be starting your chemo tomorrow or day after , but dear you have no time to waste plus inform your family too"

With scatter thoughts I said bye to doctor and came out of the hospital

After getting a bad news , I don't know what to do anymore, where to go , to whom to tell I just moved in this new country ... at that I just wanted a shoulder to cry on

I came to my apartment at 1:00 noon I don't wanna go to work so I just get a day off , I sat on sofa and I start calling loud and loud , my only words were " why lord why me why me?""