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That's the only thing I've ever wanted, Space! But it always seems so far-fetched when you're in a living that's full of weird people gawking at you as if there's a bomb on your body.

Sorry for my bad manners!

My name is Marian Annabelle Boggs. I'm seventeen, soon to be eighteen in next few months and I'm the last child of a family of seven. Yeah, that's right. I have five older siblings; Joey 24; Kylie and Kain are twins 22; Jane 20 and Bryan 19. My parents are workaholic; always busy but makes time for us whenever it needed..

As I said I'm the last kid and I'm unnoticed; everyone and everything always evolves and other but not me.. Even my friends ignore me cos my immediate brother, Bryan, told them to stay away from me cos I'm ME. My family and I live on the West Coast of Massachusetts and I'm in my penultimate class; I skipped a class cos of my high IQ but that seems to be a disadvantage sometimes.

Currently my parents are somewhere in Africa, Trinidad to be precise. And I'm getting ready to go to school well walk exactly.. Here's what happened less than an hour ago..

My alarm blared at my ears silently and i switched it off not a second later; 6:30 pm on dot. I swung my legs down and head towards the bathroom to take a cool and relaxing bath. A minute later, 'Marian, get your f**king ass down here or else I'm leaving.. 1.. 2.. 3.. '. Shit, I thought.

There was still soap all over my body, face and my hair was still wet. I rushed and stumbled in the clothes I threw off my body. '6.. 7.. 8..', he kept counting and i could hear the car roar in the driveway.. I got some random clothes on and kept regretting everything to nothing.. I stuffed all my books haphazardly in my bag and ran down the stairs bumping into Kain yelling 'Sorry' but not looking back. By the time i got to the door, Bryan left.

He f**king left me! Tears welled up in my eyes, threatening to fall. How was i supposed to get to school? Walk a mile or stay back? I would have stayed at home but the Principal would inform my parents without hesitation. Though my parents may be around as they are to be but they do make sure to keep an eye on us especially me which i don't even think is true.. I was rambling off in my thought when i felt something touch my cheeks, light and watery. I looked up toward the sky and the clouds were brimming, ready to fall..

This is so not my day, I thought as i walked down the road on the walkway. 'Please do not fall. Don't fall', I pleaded to whatever could hear me. My hair was damp and sticky to my face, the cloth i wore was wet and transparent showing the lingerie i wore underneath; twenty minutes gone and I'm still five minutes away from school. I started speed-walking; wriggling my legs along with me. It would have seem comical to me if i wasn't in my present condition but it wasn't so now.

Oakville High came clear to my vision as I stepped on the threshold of the school, the sky split apart. The hallway were empty and i looked up at the clock in red and brown design, it says 8:30am. I'm so in deep trouble I grumbled as i walked to my first class, History.

I opened the door and stepped into the class. Cold air hit my body making goosebumps appear on my face. 'Can you explain what are you doing by this time?', the teacher asked. I was about to reply giving an honest answer when someone said 'Can't blame a girl for going for some quick fuck?'. I would recognize that voice anywhere, it was Joe. One of my brother's jock pal and also my crush, Joe Hastings. Yeah, I have a crush and the guy seems to hate me.

I saw Bryan seated by his side, smirking. I felt like crying again, 'Just take a seat', the teacher finally said. I walked to the only seat left which was in front of Joe's and was about to put my butt down when I fell down to the ground but the chair was there, I stupidly thought.

The whole class erupted in laughter even the teacher snickered but still kept a straight face somehow. I stood up and faced Joe to say something but I couldn't.

I was the weak girl that nobody liked. A nobody!