84 Are you happy?

___Frozen Heart___

Quiet hours

when seeped into my heart

don't remember but

I realized when

my flaming heart

was long cold

.

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______Are You Happy_____

Are you happy

when you force

your will on me

make me succumb

to your whims

and drink the poison

of helplessness

kill my self esteem and

still smile at you

Are you happy

knowing how much

I hate you

still smile for you

still talk to you

like its' nothing

like its' fine

to hurt me so

to drown me so

in anguish, tears

be your puppet

still dance on tune

you play for me

Say how are you happy

knowing warmth

you get is fake

a lie spun

by you for you

a myth a dream

you painted

with the blood

of my dreams

my heart

and soul

you give so much

to me and get

nothing from me

Are you happy

with the empty deal?