Part 29 ---accident---

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what happened? my head hurt.....I also feel a little weak though...have I drank too much?

when I opened my eyes, I noticed that I'm in the room, the room is filled of the smell alcohol though....

I closed my eyes because my head hurt really bad then sit up.....then when I opened my eyes again I know...that who I saw is....

JUNGKOOK!!!!

what happened last night!?....I don't remember, I know that I'm drank am I the one who took the initiative? have I just ruined his marriage?....I feel so bad....did we did it last night?.....well.....I can only do this....

I hurriedly stand up and took my things and book the earliest flight online...I need to go back to the Philippines...I don't want to ruin their happy marriage, I'm not that kind of person....the people will think that I ruined their marriage by climbing in Jungkook's bed....I need to ran away....

when I finally booked a flight, I ran downstairs and I saw the members still sleeping so I hurriedly go out and grabbed a taxi straight to the airport...

---calling

Me: "hey mochi!"

Mochi: "you finally remembered me"

Me: "I'm going back, pick me up in the airport 5 hours later"

Mochi: "wait what!?"

Me: "I'll explain to you when we go back home"

---hang up

she probably doing her things now

5 hours later-----

I'm waiting for mochi in the airport, she is not here yet....but I feel hurt about what has happened.....I can't even think straight!....I don't know what to do.....

then tears started falling down from my eyes....

Mochi: "why are you crying! what happened!? are you okey!?"

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Mochi: "lets go back...."

Mochi escorted me back home....I can't stop crying like literally I can't.....maybe because all the aches I have felt back then this is the first time I burst it out....

we are now home and Mochi gently put me on the sofa and gets some water and gave it to me

Mochi: "calm yourself, and tell me what happened....."

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I can't even speak a word

Mochi: "since you can't speak properly I'll start then, why did you disappeared in the last concert of BTS? where were you? you said you are with your boyfriend but you never told me you once have a boyfriend"

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Me: "I-"

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Me: "where, where you?"

Mochi: "I was in the bathroom"

Me: "you didn't hear anything in the microphone?"

Mochi: "what do you mean?"

Me: "suga announced that I was his girlfriend..."

Mochi: "how is that possible!?!?!? don't joke around!....and how do I know that was you? he didn't mention any name when he announced his girlfriend!"

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oh yeah, that was the thing

Mochi: "how is it possible that Suga pulled you up and say "she's my girlfriend"."

Me: "we already met actually.....the first time we met was the first concert we attended....I was going to the bathroom but got lost then...."

I told her everything that was happened

Mochi: "wait.... you are telling me that my BIAS JUNGKOOK like you!?!?"

Me: "I can't believe it either...."

Mochi: "then what happened next!?" -she said excitedly-

but then I broke down.....

Mochi: "it didn't work out?....."

Me: "I-I....I made a huge mistake of my life! why didn't I just followed my heart! why was I so stubborn!? why am I so stupid!?!?"

Mochi: .....