9 challenge part 1(mc back story)

the second I finished my words I saw my surroundings changing and saw a forest infront of me but it was not a normal because the trees where as big as end dragon if not bigger. confused for what to do to complete the test I suddenly see a paper falling from the sky quickly I caught it and read it and what it said surprised me it said that to pass this test I was suppose to find my true self.

reading it again I tried to understand what it meant but after 10 minutes of not getting it I gave up and started to walk to the first in hope's of finding the answer. walking in the forest I saw nothing special just that everything is bigger then their counterpart. I just continued to walk for a while and after half a hour I suddenly felt something calling me. understanding that the test should have began now I quickly run at the direction where I feel the calling is coming from.

arriving saw an open space in the middle of the forest and in that place I can see a boy sitting on a stone playing the flute and what I can tell you right now is that I almoset teared up because the melody he is playing has so much emotion and it sadness.

waiting until he finished I started to think about my previous life and how I grew up. I don't why but I started to remember memories I tried to forget my whole life and it was going pretty good until now. what people don't know was that in my childhood I was abused and I mean abused really bad it started when my mother died before that happen we where a loving family but when she died my dad blamed me for it because the way she died was protecting me from the impact from the car crash. I still remember every detail it was supposed to be a normal day with my mom we where going to the store to buy food but dad had took the car when he went to work so we called a taxi but mid way a animal came infront of the car we were riding and hit us which led the driver to lose control of the car which made the car crashing on a tree and before I could do anything mother hugged me and enveloped me and shielding me from the impact and the glass that killed my mom and the driver.

the police came after a while and was only able to save me from the crash because I wasn't seriously hurt like my mom and the driver. the police tried getting information from me but the scene where my mom protected me kept playing in my head which led me to have a trauma from a young age. my father came and when heard that my mother passed away he cried for a week and after a week the doctor released me saying that he dosen't have internal injuries. when me and my father came home we didn't talk with each other I didn't know then why my loving dad was looking at me with those cold eyes but I thought that it was because of my mothers death.

But o was I wrong after while I stated to notice my father changing from the loving father to a monster that I started to hate all my childhood. he started with screaming at me at the beginning but it got worse after while he started to beat me and it was just slaps at the beginning but then he started to beat me with different things one of his favorite thing to beat me with was a bear bottle after he became drunk he would always beat me with it.

with my mental trauma and the beating I received I started to show my emotions less and less until I became ice cold without any emotions because I knew that bastard that I had to call father pleasured himself with seeing my pained expression. I later found that the reason my father started beating me and abusing me was because after we came back home from the hospital he went to a bar and started to drink until he was so drunk that he couldn't think straight and happen to have one night stand with a women that he stayed with because he was at his bottom when his wife died so when he saw someone loving him I don't know how but he fell head over heals for her and the started dating and even if I felt that dad betrayed my mother but I was still happy for him that he found someone. in the beginning she was nice but later in my live I found out that she was manipulating my father into believing that I was a devils child and I was the reason my mom died so he started hating me so now when his new wife abuses me he dosen't care and even joins her sometimes.

when I was in school I was acting as a normal kid and tried to fit in but what people didn't know was that my hate started to increase over the years until I had enough if the abuse so I started to plan on killing them and the reason I didn't call the police was because my fathers wife's brother is the sheriff that basically controls the police so it would be a no brainer to call him to arrest his sister and some people would only try to take revenge on the women because she was the person that manipulated my father but to be hones I DIDN'T GIVE DAMN I WILL MAKE THER LIFE HELL I WILL SKIN THEM ALIVE I KILL BOTH OF THEM IT WAS MY FATHERS FAULT THAT HE FELL FOR HER TRICKS AND IM NOT GONNA FORGIVE HIM FROM THE ABUSE HE GAVE ME ALL MY LIFE.