39 Love. A little R18

Mira bit her lower lip and retorted, "Who are you calling 'dear'?"

Shin smiled, "Come on, just let me in. I've brought chocolate and your favorite doughnut," he said, holding boxes of doughnuts and a chocolate bar taped to them.

"I don't need it," Mira replied, poised to slam the door shut. However, Shin intercepted the door, leaving Mira feeling helpless. "Get away," she said coldly.

Sighing, Shin gently forced his way into her apartment. "Why are you acting like this? We were both drunk, and it's nobody's fault. Why are you so upset about it?" he asked, his tone filled with helplessness.

Mira gritted her teeth and retorted, "It means a lot to me! My chastity was supposed to be cherished until I'm married, but you..." Her voice trailed off, and she couldn't help but tear up. She blamed everything on Shin, even though she knew she was at fault as well. In fact, she had made the biggest mistake by allowing Shin to take advantage of her.

Shin observed Mira as she closed her eyes, tears streaming down her face. He shook his head in helplessness, aware that this wouldn't be easy. Gently, he reached out and wiped the tears from her cheeks and eyes.

Mira pulled away, her own hand wiping away the remaining tears from her eyes.

"I know what I did was outrageous. I'm here to repair our relationship," Shin said as he approached her.

"My parents will be furious if they find out..." Mira said sadly, her hands covering her eyes, tears still trickling down.

Unable to hold back, Shin gently placed the box of doughnuts on a nearby table and rushed to Mira, embracing her tightly. 

Mira was taken aback initially, wanting to pull away, but Shin held her firmly, and she couldn't help but surrender to his embrace. 

Shin cradled her head, his fingers gently combing through her hair. He whispered into Mira's right ear, "To show my love, I will marry you."

Mira's sad expression transformed into shock, her eyes widening in disbelief. "Are you... Are you telling the truth?" Her voice trembled with astonishment.

Shin nodded and released his hold, gazing directly into Mira's eyes from up close. Their faces were now so near that Mira felt a slight flush, but after the events of the past few days, she was less flustered than usual.

With unwavering determination, Shin continued, "I'm serious. I will marry you."

She looked directly into Shin's eyes and expressed her worries, "Even... Even though you are so successful and wealthy now... Even when you're still young and much younger than me, and there are countless girls out there, more beautiful and younger than me, who would chase after you... Will you still, still marry m-me?" Mira stammered, her gaze dropping to the floor. She couldn't meet Shin's eyes anymore. She felt inferior, as if she weren't worthy of him. Her anger over what had happened was compounded by this deep-seated insecurity that had been gnawing at her. She had convinced herself that if she were in a relationship with Shin, he would eventually tire of her and replace her with someone better. She feared that any connection she had with him would remain shallow, stuck as mere friends with benefits, with no possibility of a deeper bond.

But now, with Shin actually proposing marriage, Mira was torn between happiness and anxiety. She was happy but also concerned about the future they would share, always worrying that someone with better looks would come along and take her place in Shin's heart.

Shin noticed a mix of happiness and deep worry in Mira's eyes. Determined to reassure her, he spoke sincerely, "Don't worry. You're the only one for me. That's why I want to marry you." He sensed Mira's lingering concerns, so he reached for her chin, gently lifting her face to meet his gaze.

"Even though there might be younger and more beautiful girls out there, in my eyes, there's only you," Shin said with sincerity reflected in his eyes and voice.

Mira locked eyes with him, captivated by his genuine words. Her worries began to melt away as she felt the warmth of his sincerity. Unable to contain her emotions, she tiptoed and kissed Shin's soft lips briefly.

The unexpected kiss caught Shin off guard, leaving him momentarily stunned. Mira had unintentionally recreated the passionate kiss they shared a few nights ago, even daring to explore his mouth with her tongue before realizing her mistake. Blushing with embarrassment, she quickly pulled away, avoiding Shin's gaze.

However, Shin soon regained his composure and looked deeply into Mira's eyes. He firmly held her shoulders and guided her face back to meet his, taking the initiative to kiss her tenderly on the lips.

Mira initially resisted but eventually succumbed to Shin's kiss and his gentle embrace. They shared a passionate kiss, and afterward, they exchanged knowing glances. Shin then eagerly carried her to her bedroom without her objection. There, they no longer restrained their fiery desires and gave in to their profound love for each other, indulging in the pure pleasure they found in each other's company.

In the darkness, Shin resembled an awakened beast, empowered with newfound vigor. 

Mira, on the other hand, seemed like an angel who had fallen into the embrace of a wild creature. Her eyes reflected a mix of joy, initially tinged with sadness and worry.

Her unclothed form lay atop Shin's own bare body. She settled herself on him, their movements synchronized, but Shin moved with even greater intensity, intensifying the sensations they both shared.

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Early in the morning, both Shin and Mira awoke feeling sore all over their bodies.

Shin rose early, while Mira remained peacefully asleep. He couldn't help but reflect on the exercise they'd shared, which left his muscles pleasantly fatigued.

A smile graced Shin's face as he felt Mira's nude body nestled against his own. He savored the sensation of her gentle touch and their shared passion, he can still feel her breast and erected nipples gracing his skin.

Shin felt a deep sense of gratitude to the Almighty. 

He felt grateful to God for his new life and couldn't thank the divine enough.