Blurred Memories

"She lost her memory of past few years, she doesn't remember you and Sharon, I can only pressurize her to remember her dad, Commando Randhir Shikhawat, but she knows you and Sharon as the team members of her dad.", Dr. Avantika said to Aarush.

Sharon standing at the back of Aarush, and the moment Aarush listened to what Avantika said made unconscious for few seconds and Sharon tried to hold him. Aarush tried to ignore everybody and went near my room just to see me once. Gazed from the small opening and found that his documents, wallet and my dairy were kept on the side table, and then he got an excuse to step inside. Dr. Avantika opens the door and she entered, followed by Sharon and Aarush came inside. Looking Sharon, I said, "Oh officer, Thank you for supporting me and protecting me" and I continued said to mom, "Mom, since how long I'm here? What's today's date?" "Its five month now…" Mom said in a low tone. "And, I have been in this bed for five months, Oh God!! What I half remember is that I went to New York on my untold vacation called as solo trip and met … (I paused, and Aarush got alert and want to hear his name now) and I met my aunt, 'Mrs. Priya', and then I went to her house and she booked a hotel room for and then I don't remember how I went back here and when I reached here…" (The memories were literally gone, and my head pains me hardly)

Dr. Avantika and nurse gave a pain killer and I repeated the thank you statement again for Sharon, and this time he said, "Mam, I'm not a senior in our group, so I have done what my boss told me to do…" (I kept ignoring that Aarush is also in the room, I again talked with Sharon) "Oh so who's your boss then I would love to thank him?" I asked him. Sharon pointing his finger towards Aarush said, "He …" and I bend little to see his face properly, and the moment he came in front of me; I started thinking about where I met him before so badly taking a stress in our mind, due to which I had blurred vision. Nurse told me to take rest and sleep more, also wanted that they should empty the room immediately. All were about leave except Aarush; he waits to take back his things kept on side.

He went near the table to collect those things, kept the wallet in his pocket and documents on his arms. He saw the diary beside his document and laptop, but kept the diary as it so that one his love will read and find his love, so continued walking back. I was told sleep but was not able to have a sleep after knowing that I was sleeping such long period. I opened my eyes and found him going out, I stopped him saying that, "Hey" and then tried to sit comfortable. Looking me in trouble, Aarush came to help me and made me to sit properly. I said him, "Are you a boss? Well, thank you so much for this and everything…" and he replied, "No mam, it's okay, it is my duty…"

"Hey, I think I'm in your age, so don't call me Mam at least, or we can be friends, right?" Aarush left the room without replying me. The silence took place in the room for next few hours.

(Next Day)

Aarush never come to meet me and also the last dose still left, but he didn't contact me or come to see me. From Sharon, I come to know that he used to stay in the office these days; also he never goes back to his house.

(Last Dose)

"Mom, I want to continue my traveling after this, please don't say no naa!!" I said to mom.

"Okay, but you have to rest for one or two months from now… then if your status is good I'll say yes… till then it's no…" she replied.

"Okay, deal" I smiled.

(Sharon Enters)

"Hey, where is your Boss? I haven't seen him since that day!!" I asked him with curiosity.

"Mam, he went to UK for some office work… if it's any help then I can do it for you" Sharon replied.

"UK… when? And he didn't tell me about this?" Dr. Avantika said in panic tone, and continued, "Is he alright?"

"Yeah mam, he's fine. He went to handle his mom's work there in a kind of short vacation and team really a break now as Rooh mam is fine… so any serious work here, I'm going to handle it and he will rest for few months…" Sharon explained.

"I think I should meet him when I go on vacation after one or two months" I started thinking about him. Even I don't know why I was getting attracted towards him. He really shares a strong bond with me. "Should I speak to mom about him?" I thought but then I knew that at this stage of mine mom will never share anything personal that will affect my body.

(After three weeks)

I was discharged and everybody was packing my things in a huge box. The officers told me that they'll drop me and my luggage back to our home. So, the things were done perfectly by the officers but what I searching was actually not there. I was looking for Aarush and he was not seen on this day also. He went off and never come to hospital that was really weird. Sharon enters the room to say that the car is ready and we will leave in few minutes. I again asked him about Aarush and this time he clearly said me that he went to UK for few months and will only come back when he will right with the current situation. He lost the loved ones in past few months and also that he got a reverse outcome to which he confessed his love in a transmitter and diary. But, the girl he loved still hasn't responded him. I was left alone with confusion and Sharon left the room. Later, nurse comes to me and said, "Dear, is it your diary?" and she gave me a diary which was similar to mine and I remembered that it was lost in the airport maybe it is wrong too as I am still sick. I hold the diary with me until we reach home.

I was told to rest in my room so I went to sleep there, it was almost evening now. I lend back in the arms of my bed and open that diary to see what's in it. There I found that it's my diary. I turned over all the pages and then found that at the end of my diary there is written letters for me on every date of last month and those dates are not too old but they are the dates started since I was in coma. The strange part which I found in all those letters is that at the end of every letter there is a name "With Love, Aarush".