15 In my memory

Taehyung looked around the practice room and found a tired Y/n lying on the ground. She sweating so heavily which was making her looking hotter than ever. A sudden rush of sexual desire hit him as he saw her in that state. How much that boy was suffering to keep his feelings low around her but during these 6 months period, he knew that he had fallen deeper for her.

Y/n looked around and saw Taehyung looking at her. Unknown to the fact of what he was feeling she stood up waved at him happily. She ran toward him and smiled at him which made his heart crazy like every time he saw that smile.

Y/n- so when I'll join the gang?

Taehyung- From tomorrow. Y/n

Taehyung took her hand in his hand and cherish it softly which made her heart beating fast but she kept calm knowing that her feelings have no meaning. She was just a normal girl while Taehyung was the biggest mafia.

Taehyung- From tomorrow, you have to work on your own. fight by your own, survive by your own. From tomorrow, I won't be there for you when you fail, I won't be there for you when you get hurt. I want you To make the best use of the training I have given you.

Y/N - trust me. i won't disappoint you. I will protect you and will make you proud of your training.

Taehyung smiled and patted her head .

Taehyung- Take a shower and yeah wear something comfortable. we are moving to Seoul in 3 hours.

Y/n nodded and took her to leave to get ready. Taehyung looked at her fading figure and sighed. It was hard for him to behave strictly with Y/N, He loved her for sure but he was also selfish for his own benefit too.

Y/N pov

I looked at myself in the mirror. The scars from the past are yet to be healed. In just 6 months, I felt like I have been thrown into a whole new world. 6 months ago when I woke up the first thing I saw was him. He was holding my hands while sleeping by the corner of the bed. I tried to remember him but I couldn't remember anything. The last thing I remember, I was in middle school. That time I was just 12 years and now I'm 20. He told me that he knew me and from then on he started training me. Unexpectedly I was good in martial arts, shooting, hacking, and planning stuffs. I don't know what happened in the past 8 years of my life. it was really shocking to me that I have forgotten 8 years of my life.

But he was there for me. From the first day, he cooked me, made me eat, dressed my wounds, check me up at night. He was a cold and strict one when it came to training and unknowingly I started liking him. It was something as far I remember I never felt before. But I know that I'm just a disciple of him. He needs me cause he knows and acknowledged my ability. He needs me for the growth of his gang. And if this way I can repay him then I will. I wish someday in my memory, I'll find you by my side loving me the way I am.