5 Taking Advantage

I knew I was going to have some issues. Having broken ribs, a concussion, and bruises all over my body it was bad enough. The ribs was going to take over 6 weeks of hell to heal. Lying down was difficult doing anything that put any type of pressure on my body was torture but coupled with the dizziness that came from the concussion and the bruises all over my body. It hurt for me to lay down, I was in complete discomfort and pain. My mom was at work Bella and Bryant was bringing me homework. I was emailing it back to the teachers. I was excused from school with a doctor's note but they wouldn't let me be behind in my classes. Bryant would pick up my home work. Bryant, Bella, and Edward would help me study.

Bella would come visit me because of the peace she would get coming here. She would also complain about the attention she was getting. I would just laugh at her. They could only target her for attention because i would just escape it if i was there. Bella wasn't getting as much attention as she complained about. Any attention was too much attention for Bella. Let mention, Bella was still irritated with Edward for not saving me.

(Shall we say, "The drama had begun." But it wasn't the same. She was obviously closer to Edward. They didn't have the strain of worrying about their relationship. Because she wasn't the victim that almost died. It was a budding relationship.)

While Bryant visited me I couldn't help but plot his slow descent into fustration. He had left school early to come help me. As I slowly walk to the door to let him in. A sweet smile bloomed on my face. He walked in smoothly. And i Hugged him slowly. He was solid and cold and smell delicious. I almost drooled. Plus it felt so good when he touch my hurting body with his hand. His cool touch was a comfortable

"Did you miss me?" I said.

"Yes, You know I did." Bryant paused, "We've been putting off the talk."

"I know. I just..." I wanted to make an excuse but I had none. He needed the get to know each other session, I was ready for sex. I went into my room with him slowly trailing behind. I at pointed to a stack of 40 books.

Bring them out here. We sat at the dining room table. They were numbered. He looked through all of them.

"You remembered everything. Even when I killed you."

"That was out of your control. Plus that was one hell of a nigh." I before i died, I was riding orgasms a few hours before. Of course, there were other problems that night. "Bryant you wanted to turn me that night remember. I was sick." nothing but skin and Bones. I looked anorexic.

I reached for the book he had in his hand and turn it to page 20.

You thought I was straving or i hyperactive thyroid probems and internal problems that cause severe bloat. I had what you called a distended abdomen. But I was pregnate and we didnt know it. I died while you were trying to save my life. Because my body couldn't handle the pregnancy." He cremated my body and the baby.

Bryant looked at the picture.

"Mireya."

I avoided his eyes. Because in it he would see confirmation. I didn't want him feeling guilty. But he wasn't ready to know somethings. I've had alot of shitty things happen to me in my life this time around. He doesn't know the half of it. Plus somethings that will send him on a couple of hunts.

Do you remember the books for the twilight series you read in the first life?

Yes

Well it was something like that. It was a tragic situation. We both were stuck in a situation with no planning, no one to give advice, and no one to turn too. Our past life held clues. But we didn't scour our memories for them. Emotions tends to make some people irrational. We were stuck in the thick of emotions. I managed to live to the age of 28.

"Now you know."

"He was still like a statue."

"I picked up the phone and called his father. He knew the situation."

"Can you come get your son? He become a statue in my dinning room?

"what happened? "

"he was shocked about something from our past life and the became like this ."

"He'll be ok. Just give him some time.

"If you say so. Thank you.

"No problem." I hung up.

I got up from his lap after using my cellphone. That passionate atmosphere was gone replaced with tense emotions. I went to go get a few other books. The shocks won't end here. I haven't even explained this life. I had four books in my hand with drawn pictures of my current life and an actually photo album.

"if you can't handle this, go home. Take time to digest this information."

"I can handle it."

He shook it. There was nothing he could do about it now. So there was no point in being stuck in his emotion state.

These are the books of now. Honestly I don't want to read these now. But you have things you need to know. So don't read them here.

Why?

Because you have choices to make about this life. I want you to think. I wont hide why i moved here. But you have to be able to handle the truth.

Ok, I respect that. I would like to take all the books with me. Bryant said while fighting the urge to read the books there.

No problems. I responded

We sat and watched TV, until Bella and Edward arrived. Then we studied.

Bella and I had a few snacks while discussing the latest study material in our english class. Compare and contrast of two different books.

I took 2 tylenol.

"Your not taking your other medication." She whispered. I can't bring myself to take it. I have a few problem so I don't want to take it.

"I'm ok, without taking the narcotic. And I can't take the ibuprofen. I'm taking the antibiotic and tylenol."

"As long as your feeling ok."

She was worried. She didnt go overboard with how she felt. She just planned to observed.

"So what are those books."

"Do you believe in past lives?

"Yes. I also believe in superheroes and villian."

She was being completely honest.

"would you believe me if i said i drew my past and current life."

Yes.

"Can i look at them?"

"I will pick out some safes ones. After Bryant finishes with then."

Why safe? Some have sex in it?

Yup

"ok....." She wanted to say more. May be even ask some questions. But she didnt.

While I thought about my second life.

I was a European rich girl. My name was Miracle Belladonna. Yes I had a last name. But I didnt like it. I have never known a hards day work. I had the memories of my first life, so, I wasn't completely usless. I loved to cook, clean, read, and play. Back then female received minor education. Being a doctor was a boys club. They didn't know shit compared to my first life. And shit and disease was chucked in with other thing like, starving to death.

My brother was prized. That didn't bothered me. When he needed help, he'd came to me. I had peace. I didn't have what I would call true friends. Their was competitive behavior just to find the right man. It was scary. I was a chess piece that my father wanted to use to bind people to us. I hated it. Sexy behavior was looked down on and were after hour fetishes. Honest, was what you believed? Mind games.

I was too honest. Too strong to be a woman in that time. Too aware of the problems in that time and not in any position to make change possible. I knew every short coming I had. History is a beast when you know too much. But i didn't get involved with anyone. I stayed in small circles and only made appearances when I had too.

Then I hit 20 years old. I was considered an old maid. And my father wanted to arrange a marriage for me. I had managed to escape this for 6 years. I was 14, when he started trying to make arrangements. I used my age to get out of it, then i used my disgust, then i faught with my will. And now someone gave my father something he couldn't refuse. A merchant wanted to make arrangements for the marriage. In the contract, he would pay for all including the marriage. My dowdy would remain mine to decided what I will do with it. The rest was the contractual he had with my father

I couldn't refuse or my father would disown me. At this time. I was lucky to have a rich family. There were so many wars going on at this time. That life was uncertain. I haven't met Bryant this life.

I guess I was going to live never knowing him this lifetime. I shugged it off. I walk down the isle 4 months later. My groom stood by myside And I was dazed by who i saw.

Bryant was smiling at me.