1 Prologue

Have you always thought about what you would do with a second chance?

I have, a lot of times. Living an ordinary, but, fullifying life. Trying to live for myself, even if it is just for once. No, no, no, I'm not complaining that my current one is a hard life. I wasn't an orphan, lived with my grandma, went to a normal school, but that's where it all ended. After finishing school I couldn't get a job, had to take care of my uncle that got severe health problems and my grandma couldn't take care of him alone. He died two years later. It may sound strange to you but i kinda felt a relief, i felt like i could finally start my simple but ordinary life. Well...seems I was wrong. A few days later my grandma got a heart attack, couldn't take the shock of my uncle dying, went to hospital and then three years later she fell, got a broken hip and my life was over before it even started.

Do I regret doing all of that? Giving up on my life on everything to take care of my family?

I don't know about you, but i don't, and i think that if all of that repeated again i would do the exact same thing again.

Why am I telling you all of this? It's because my life is ending right now, my vision is getting blurry, the sounds distant and the sensations of my body fading. Died of exhaustion. How? Well guess that taking care of others and not me did the job.

Regrets? I do have one. Leaving my grandma behind when she needs me, but I guess that my cousins can take care of her.

Wishes for my next life, if there is one? Just hope that I can get an ordinary but fullifying life.