1 She knew

"There she sat alone on the chair in that clinic hoping the nurse would say negative and so it was. That two minutes of silence before the results ran across multiple thoughts, living the scariest nightmare with no one to stand by her stating it will all be fine. Those hidden tears defined the scariest heartbeat at the moment. A situation like that with all the emotions made a decision so strong not be anyone's "one time" anymore. "Be my dominant" he said. To the curiosity of being someone she never was or even imagined she became his fling as to "cherish what you get" they say,, "LIVE IN THE MOMENT" they say.. And she did . To that moment at the clinic she knew she deserved someone who'd be there with her, the courage with which he'd say "don't worry your my girl and I am here for you".. Yes this existed in a perfect world,,

Unfortunately we don't live in one..bygones remain bygones "not to be anyone's fling" she said.. "much more than a sex toy I am" she said....she put her heart out in front of him "he's not ready" he said..she knew the truth yet she felt he should know ".. He walked all over her and left..

The tests said negative and so was life... An untold story now said.. A story of not a princess not a queen but just of an ordinary girl in a imperfect horny world.."