60 Appendix: A Few Years Later (2)

Enjoying the pleasant warm glow of the setting sun that warmed my body and bones, I closed my eyes, and after a while, I drifted away imperceptibly into a light sleep.

In my dream, I saw a memory of my last big quarrel with Samael and Leonard, which took place after about a year of our lives together.

During its duration, I went to the Miracle District, where Ankh accommodated me, for a few days.

In fact, the reason for our quarrel was quite... irrelevant, but it made me a little scared of myself, or rather the feelings I was feeling. So I decided to leave them for a while, using our quarrel as an excuse.

I needed peace and solitude to order this everything in my slightly confused head.

It was a very important time for me, during which I realized that I really had felt something for them. It was as if I... I cared about them... as if I love them...

This knowledge hit me during our quarrel and knocked me off my feet.