harsh memories

"Xavier was drinking with his friends and woman was all over him he was enjoying their company. ... he know I was here and look at me his lips curl up in smirk he lowered his head and said something to the girl who's sitting on his lap she giggled and get up ...he walk towards me looking around and said ...where's Olivia darling ??..

anger start to build up inside me I wish to wipe his smirk off and beat him half to death the moment Olivia name come out from his dirty mouth but I have to control my emotions my rage for her sake....

" we need to talk Xavier...I said looking into his eyes "

"ok I'm all ears mate speak he said his eye's were shining with mischievous glint..."

""be serious Xavier Olivia is your sister,you can't do somthing like that to her...and she's my sister friend I can't ignore the way you bully her it's not right thing to do you know that more then anyone el...

my word's disappear halfway when I hear his laughter after laughing his heart content he said...."she's my step- sister,nd you know what "step"means and I'll do whatever i want with her that's not your concern and who are you to her ?? her knight in shining armour ? ?

my face got stiff and cold with furry the moment he said these words "No but I swear If you touch her I'll fucking kill you with my hands"

he narrow his eyes and said "are you threatening me?

"yes" I am,any problem? I said looking into his eye's if looks can kill I'm sure he would be dead the moment he said Olivia name one more time....

what if she's willing to do I can't control her or reject you kno....

he fell to the ground and spat blood ,,I punched him and grab from his corler"she's MINE stay away from her you sucker.. last warning Xavier stay away from her "

everyone stare at me silently I get up nd fix my clothes and leave without spearing another glance at anyone ....

I was really mad at my actions this is gona be troublesome if I stay here a minute more, I left without saying bye to Olivia. I feel bad but I can't help what I feel for her seeing her like this make my heart throb with pain.....I have to protect her with everything I have.....

"Olivia POV"

party was finally finished i sigh in relief, ,I just want to change my clothes in something more comfortable. ...my whole body was aching with all the time standing ,,

I stand in front of body mirror and start taking off my jewellery. I grab some wet tissues and wipe my make-up off of my face ,,,and get into bathroom. ...after 15minutes I come out of bathroom after taking nice and warm bath make my body feel lighter and so much better the pain also fade away....I dry my hair and sit on my bed thinking about tonight event what actually happen that make Reid angry,!!!

he promised me to meet after he finished his work but he didn't come and leave without saying goodbye. ...tonight he seams different, well he all the time stay mad or angry but today he show me his gentle side too like he's totally a different person ...

I grab my phone I wanted to call mika but when I saw time it's already 11:50 she's probably sleeping by now ....suddenly my phone ring and called I'd show the name of mika "speak if the devil"she's awake I answer the call without delay...

""Olivia how are you?why don't you call me all this time? I was mad at you ?where the hell you. have been? why are you not speaking?by are you there?Olivia? ??" when i answer she start taking non-stop without listening me..my lips twitch into a smile the moment I hear her complaints

"yes my dear I'm here ..now take a deep breath and at last let me explain my self ....I'm hundred percent ok and my hands are full of study mika I'm sorry I don't call you before. ...how have you been?"

"I'm just fine!!without you I don't like school Olivia when are you gona come back at the end her voice creak I know she's crying my heart throb with pain hearing her cry man I love her she's my everything a small year roll down from my eye I don't bother to wipe it because no one is here to see me cry.....

"I know mika I feel the same but I'm afraid we can't meet not know my mom is strict about my study and forbid me to leave the house I'm sorry""

in the other side I don't hear a sound not even her breaths I thought line was cut but she speak...

"it's ok take your time and don't make your mom mad Olivia you don't have anyone beside her,got it? now smile I know your making a horrible face right now she laugh loudly. .and that make me smile...

""thudd"my Rome door open nd my mom come inside "what are you doing Olivia?i already told you no phone call after 10 pm but look at you ?....I put one hand in my phone speaker I don't want mika to hear something like that....

I'm sorry mom it won't happen again I don't look at her I was looking at my phone she just said "hmmmm and left" when I hear the sound of her shoes fading I sigh in relief and look at the screen mika is on re line thank god ..I'm sorry mika it's time to sleep I'll talk to you later. don't be sad take care"

"ohh ok I'll also have to work you too bye" i throw the phone in side table I was furious what I have done with my life....I even can't breath without mom permission..I feel like a slave. .I just hope mika don't hear what mom said earlier. ...

next morning I wake up a little late jun was the one to woke me up I get ready in less than 10 minutes and run downstairs for breakfast I hope mom don't get angry at Me this early ....

In the dining room mom was not alone Xavier is also present at the table and having his breakfast when I saw him I stop in my track...after seconds I clear my thoughts "Good morning I said mom and Xavier both look at me mom smiled at me and on other hand he shot glare on my side,when I notice his eyes I took a glance at him....his lips were bruised amd the bruised becom swell and turn into darker shade of purple and that make him look like a joker ....I try hard to control my laughter, but he looks so funny i laughed loudly without any care... when he saw me laughing he put down the glass with force ...mom look at Me and said in strict tone "Olivia behave" I sigh and reply yes mom sorry. ...

thanks to maria she come to my help'Olivia here's your favorite pancakes with blueberry syrup I thanked her and put all my focus to my breakfast man I'm starving ....

mom eat her portion but don't leave for work it's already late I stole a glance and she was sitting silently looking at me...

hurry up and finish Olivia we have to leave she said .....where I asked in confusion,,, to meet your father her voice was calm and her face was stiff without any expression. ..I shok my head in disbelief No I won't go !!! you are sending me back to that hell I won't go mom I scream I was scared I thought mom was different she won't force things on me but looks like I was wrong ....I stand from chair and about to leave "sit Down Olivia Mason and listen what I have to say"her cold voice send shiver to my spine I stop and sit obediently ...my eyes get watery I don't want to cry not now Xavier looking at us in shok but in his eyes there was hint of worry but it can't be true, I'm sure I was mistook his expression .....

your Father wants to meet you. he wants to know the reason why you left him?and as you your biological mother I'll take you to him to talk that's it I won't give you him ok no one force you Olivia this is just formality if we don't go, you know better than anyone your stepmother sure make a huge scene I don't want anymore trouble understand!...

she said I again shok my head I don't want to meet him I said just tell him it's enough...mom sigh and said I think you don't understand what I said .....

no mom it's you who don't understand a thing you don't know anything my voice creak at the end I was at my limits .....

ok if I don't know you tell me what is it I don't understand Olivia she shout at me my whole body flinch at her voice ...

I shok my head in no "I can't mom" she frown and said "if you can't, ,then we are going get up now"

no mom no I don't want to go I start crying loudly Xavier look at me worried but don't say anything "stop crying Olivia you're not a little girl tell me straight what's the real problem! !!

I wipe my tears when my vision becom clear I saw Maria and jun was standing near the kitchen door and Xavier now standing close to my chair I get up from chair and walk to mom's side grab her hand "come with me " I said and take her to my room after entering the room I closed the door and turn around to face her ...

you wanna know the reason mom?I'll tell you but promise me you won't look at me disgust afterward. and you are not allowed to hate me or throw me out promise me ,I said looking deep into her eyes..she nod I take deep breath and take my shirt off ..i slowly turn around now my back was facing mom I hear her gasp when I feel her touch my whole body tremble tears start falling again ,,all the painful memories came rushing and make my heart bleed again these wounds can never be healed. ..."who did this to you Olivia mom voice was trembling with furry and pain..did mason !!I know what she was about to say I stopped her."No mom dad don't do anything he don't even care he don't know anything "

if not him the who?his wife and daughter? ?when I don't say anything she understand what happened...i sit down on the floor and start crying again remembering what they did to me..why I always wear clothes like that,,it's not that I don't like fancy clothes ,like any normal girl I love them but with these scars I can't bear myself to wear and humiliate myself in front of whole world ..I chose to wear bigger clothes just to hide my scars and protect myself ...no one know not even mika i don't tell her father don't notice my pain or my absence...that why mom don't send me there again please ...mom hug me closely and pat my head "it's ok Olivia shhh its ok ...i make you remember all the painful memories im sorry and now I'll make sure they pay for what they done to you I'll make their life living hell I promise you stop crying no one hurt you here I'm sorry my girl love you and your scars are not ugly they are beautiful it's prof that you are a strong and brave girl Olivia ""...

after crying my heart content I get up mom was still there with me she was in daze when she hear noises she come to the bed ..I don't know when I come to bed or when I wear my shirt I was confused ...mom sit next to me and wipe my face she smile at me softly don't cry anymore Olivia ...after crying my voice was bad so I just nod ..ok rest know I have to go ..I told Maria to take care of you she kissed on my head and left the room....

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