28 His journey

I didn't answer anything and they took me home along with them. I sat down on the couch, surrounded by others.

Somehow, the news reached Seonghwa, Hana, and San. The three of them came in and looked at me with worried looks.

"Why would you do something like this? If you had given a thought about your brother or us, you wouldn't have done this." San said.

"Can we just, please not talk about this?" I asked.

"Y/n, there could be some solution to this," Jimin said.

"My problems never have a solution, never had one. Nothing will change until and unless I do what my father says." I said.

"But harming yourself wouldn't solve it either," Namjoon said.

"If I don't want my brother or any of you to get hurt, because of me, I wouldn't mind taking my own life," I said and left to my room.

I sat on the bed and tears flowed silently. The doorknob opened, revealing Taehyung who came over and sat beside me.

"Y/n, I understand what you are going through. San and Seonghwa have told me a lot about you. But I never knew I would get close to you."

"To be honest, when I heard about you for the first time, I was very surprised to hear about a very talented person like you. They never stopped talking about you and it always made me curious about who you were." He paused.

"Y/n, life isn't about finding yourself in a world like this. You have to create an identity for yourself. Everyone knows you as Mr. Choi's daughter. They need to know who Y/n is."

"I've tried a lot. But all I got was hatred." I mumbled.

"As a person who has experienced it, I'm telling you this. It's not to compare you with us."

"What is it?" I asked.

"At the start of our journey together, we had a lot of mean and bad comments. Many said we weren't fit to be in this music industry. We got a lot of hate from many people. We weren't known by many, as we were from a small company back then and our albums weren't on big sales. We were in the thought of disbanding." He paused.

"We decided that this particular album would be our last and it would be the end. But that song became the new start of our life. We won first place for it and it changed our lives. We got many awards after that. We got an identity. We were known by everyone worldwide, our albums got sold a lot." He looked at me and continued.

"Everything lies in our hands and our will to make a place for us in this society. Everyone comes across people who oppose one's thoughts or actions, but it is not them who is going to live that life. If not now, later they will realize your value, your identity, and you as Choi Y/n and not your father's daughter,"

"Today too, we get hate comments, but we have ARMY, our fans, our greatest supporters. If we disbanded that day and didn't have ARMY with us to date, we wouldn't be the group everyone knows today." He held my hands and I looked at him.

"If you don't give up and run till the end, you will be successful and have an identity for yourself. You'll have my support, till the end." He said and smiled.

"Thank you, Tae," I said and hugged him.

"Don't worry about anything and do what your heart says." He smiled and looked at me.

As I looked at his eyes, there was this weird feeling in me. I wanted to look at those eyes forever. I wanted to hear these words constantly. Where have you been all these days? If I had met you sooner, would I have got a solution to my unsolvable problems at the earliest?

I stayed back in the room as I wanted to clear a few things off my mind while he left.

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