it's the beginning of the end

Hi you can just call me suele or sue for short so I was basically just walking back home from a stressful day of work and I was reading my favourite novel new chapter that just realised and I was soooo excited that I forgot to check whether it was safe to cross the road.

WAIT lemme give to a little background story as you already know my name is suele and I come from Japan my parents are really loving and they did their best to provide for me and my siblings but on day mom came home looking like she had been crying for hours and she later told us that dad had left her for a younger looking woman my heart sank has she said those words.

I had always loved dad so hearing about him leaving us came has a total shock but one day when mom was not home I heard strange noises coming from his room I decided to tell mom when she got back after I told her mom and dad had a BIG fight it got so bad that I had to pretend it was normal for parent to fight like this to make my younger sister (sia) stop crying .

After the fight dad never really came home and when he did he always had a new woman and he will say "don't tell your mom okay and I will buy you anything you want" I always believed him but he never got me anything you might be wondering why I didn't just tell my mom well it's because after the last fight they had I had always blamed my self for making them fight and I was sacred because when I tell him I will tell mom he usually threaten to beat sia.

I didn't really believed him but he really did beat her once when I was about to call mom and tell her everything sadly mom didn't pick up because she was probably busy with work I tried to stop him from touching sia but my weak seven year old body could not really do much to protect her but I did ended up taking some of the beating but that wasn't enough to protect her he ended up fractureing one of sia bone in her leg even though she was only five years old.

I was later tested to have lot some of my memory I guess it's understandable has I would want to forget the memory of seeing my younger sister leg been broken by my supposedly dad any way when mom came back home that day I told her everything but not everything exactly.

we lucky manage to move on we managed to get sia leg treated and they both helped me recover bits of my memory back.But it's has also been twelve years seen the incidence so am over it soooo yeah that's was my childhood now let's get back to the present.

As I heard people shouting to get out of the way it was too late I had been hit by the famous truck kun i was weirdly hoping it was the special recantation one I saw in novels soon I opened my eyes andddddd I was in.....the hospital a part of me was happy because am not dead and a part of me was sad and angry that I wasn't dead?!