1 Treat my self part 1

I was just eleven years old when life seemed like a failure . I didn't understand everything with everyone's pace. I was a learner and a book warm I loved reading books but I didn't get any credit from my teachers or Parents,I was bullied and I felt like killing my self, I was just asking for a chance to show that I was capable of doing lots of things like other students,but teachers brushed me of to a corner and they said that's were you belong Helena. I stopped my self from crying because I had confidence in my self. I went home drenched in rain because the school bus driver said I smelt so bad Soni got home late. As usually I was going home to my parents face furious and washplates and dirtyclothes. I was the first child but the one no one loved. I was lonely and didn't have friends, after the the chores I went to eat took a shower and went to sleep. Suddenly I woke up anxiously I had a dream I was so happy it was a dream that wouldn't be forgotten. Then I packed my books the next day happy and filled with joy. That was the day people were going to stop taking me for granted and I was going to treat myself