3 Rebirth .5

When I regained my consciousness I couldn't help but think that I once more was in the endless black void. The only difference being that I could vaguely feel around, and I had a sense of up and down, which shouldn't have been possible. This wasn't including the pounding headache I was developing. 

This instantly made me take back my earlier proclamation that I was in the void, as when in there you had nothing but your thoughts to keep you sane. Not to mention you couldn't tell the difference between up, down, sideways, or otherwise even if you'd tried. 

Knowing this I tried to move.

Sadly trying to move around was fruitless as an attempt either lead to pain or extreme discomfort and an instinctual feeling telling me not to move or it could lead to dire consequences.     

I trusted my instincts as they were what kept me breathing and retaining the ability to somewhat speak when God created my body. So I'd think it's better to listen to them.

Taking this into consideration, I realized I was in my new mothers womb. God wasn't lying when it told me that I'd go through the entire birthing process huh? 

Speaking of God for some reason I was missing bits and pieces of our conversation. Which confused me greatly. 

Why would God get rid of my memories?

I remember him giving me TIM, telling me the reason why I was picked for this power and that's it. But when I was searching through my memories I felt that their was unexplainable black spaces, that when I tried to access them made my head hurt even worse than it did already.

Not to mention my name which I was sure that God spoke of was washed from my mind. Not blocked as I assume the other memories are as their still somewhat accessible, but erased like it didn't exist in the first place.

What purpose does erasing my name serve? Maby to help me integrate into the new world? Or is it something larger than that? Either way it doesn't matter as God gave me a mission, one I plan to complete. 

If I don't, then any loved ones I had before my death, if I had any, will die in the clash between God and Lucifer. Even though I don't remember my past, I can't help but feel fiercely protective of those I would care for, and cold for those I don't, It's once more instinctive.

Is this what you meant God? Is this what you meant when you said when I was compatible to your personality?

This, while interesting doesn't matter to me at this moment though. In the future it may but now? It does not matter.

For now I need to find out what my mission in this world is. Though I doubt it's going to be revealed to me right now, possibly when I get out of the womb.

Also thinking about it, how am I thinking if I'm inside my mother? Aren't a babies neurons and other parts of the brain not fully developed? This however could explain the headache that's been getting progressively worse as time went on. 

Still I shouldn't be able to think so clearly.

Most likely it's the work of TIM. It must have  instantly mastered the use of my brain neurons and other parts to the highest degree it could with what it had to work with. 

It seems that Instantly mastering something doesn't imply perfecting something just being able to use a skill to the highest degree your body could either handle or the same skill level as seen by someone else.

Normally, according to what I think (Something I should probably stop doing if I want to get rid of this damn headache!) this would mean these headaches I'm getting shouldn't even exist since from God's own words my body should be very adaptable, but since I'm still in the development stage of my body I doubt God's words are applied here. 

"Now since that's out of the way, I believe the best course of action would be to sleep. I don't think my baby brain could handle much more of my thought process any longer." 

With that I drifted off to the land of dreams.

Next time I awoke I would be met with a new world.