22 Side Story 1 ( Coward Son , helpless mother forced by her Son's bullies)

< ding Transmigration Complete >

<bonus mission before sending to host requested world >

I woke up in a dark room , next to me was a empty bottle and a broken glass , i checked my clothes and there seems to be blood on them , it seemed like previous owner coughed a lot of blood before dying and then i felt the pain in my left wrist , it was bleeding and there was a whole pool of blood on floor

when i was about to wake , i hear some voice saying " masanobu kun , wake up you will be late to school "

at first , i instructed system to hide it all

with my head aching badly and blood still dripping from left wrist , i realized it was stupid even thinking of going school , it will be a miracle if i could even walk normally

i went to bed and closed my eyes and received memories

it seems like this guy masanobu was living with his widow mother , he was bullied badly in school but he kept quiet , her mother was a beautiful and a kind person , she was someone who was always helpful , happy but she was naive , but somehow later the guy who bullied him stopped bothering him but he was told to go home later at 5 pm from then onwards, he thought every thing was going to be fine until one day he went home early and then he heard a conversation between her mother and the guy togawa who bullied him , he first tricked her mother saying they were both being bullied and how he cant tell his family , being blackmailed acting all victimized and then forced her one day and blackmailed her mother after that and raped her and then forced her to fuck other guys for money in exchange for not bothering with masanobu , her mother being weak and simple minded could only endure in shame and guilt for being foolish and thinking she can only do that to keep her son safe and keep it like that , days passed by , her mother would smile like she is happy but masanobu could see she was breaking apart and in pain , he could not even confront her and started blocking himself in his room,turning depressed , in the end because he felt angry , hatred , pain but he was a coward , he felt pain and helpless he killed himself by taking pills and yet he couldn't even after coughing a lot of blood , so he slit his wrist finally ending his life .

" huh , i have been waking up too much in these kind of worlds , and especially all these kind of scenarios , like how the hell am i supposed to even salvage the situation , rewrite the memories and make there life living hell ? " sign i should calm down , since the original owner has already traded , i will fulfill his request to make her mom happy and to make those people regret even being alive

" system , exchange points for rewriting memories , make his mother forget everything since the day that guy came and forced her into this and rewrite it as normal days like usual "

" ding , task done " system responded

then i woke up , wear clothes , took some bandages to wrap around my wrist and went ahead

"mother i am awake " as i said that i went ahead and hugged her

" there there , what got into you masanobu kun , hugging this old lady so early " as saying she was smiling warmly , it was not some smile which hide pain , it was genuine smile

" no its just i love you mother , i am sorry for not being brave enough and get bullied in school but dont worry , from now on i will stand up mother and i will also protect you , you dont have to worry about me , i will take care of myself and you" i said those while hugging her

its better for her to not remember that rather than thinking of it , it will only bring unnecessary pain and sadness ,

after hugging her for few minutes , i finally ate breakfast and went ahead kisses my mother on her cheeks

" oww , what are you up to today masanobu kun "

" trying to hit up on your own mother huh " she said teasing me

" ofcourse , mother is so beautiful so ofcourse i would " i said teasing back

we had a happy breakfast and then i left for school

but after leaving home i first instructed system" system find all the people who bullied this original body , locate them , and transport them together to the void " i said with a wicked smile

system " but host thats against the rules, you should know of the consequences "

" does that matter anymore , go ahead exchange my achievements for that , exchange it " i instructed in anger

system" ding task done "

after that i went to the void and there they were all standing there

" ow where are we "togawa who was shocked to sudden change of environment asked

" yes its all dark here "

" i cant even see "

suddenly they saw masanobu, the weakling appearing out of nowhere

while they were even able to react , masanobu went ahead and kicked them and started beating them ruthlessly

they were even unable to react , they were even shocked and then they started screaming ,screaming because of pain

" system , exchange point for the devils of torture 10000 methods "Ae ge said with emotionless face

" ding task done "system replied

after that i tortured them for god know how many years , since in void there is no flow of time , in outside world it would be like nothing has changed , even a second would not pass

all i could hear there weres creams and the guy who used to bully me was begging right in front of me on his knees

" masanobu, let me go , i promise i wont hurt you again "togawa shouted

" haha can you really do that now? " i smirked at his pale face

" please i beg you "then he went on knees

" haha it is just the beginning , here look who is there " i said pointing to the figures who had appeared now

suddenly the Togawa saw his mother , little sister there " why mom , sis , why are they here, masanobu , it has nothing to do with them , let them go"he shouted with tears on his face

i just smiled at him " nothing just watch "

as it was not only him but all of those guys there were seeing seeing there families , mother , sister , grandmother , girlfriends , crush , anyone they cared about were there

and then all kind of monsters came and ravaged them , raped them in front of them , they screamed but couldn't do anything , the bullies could only cry

then they went through different realities , in some there family turned into sluts abandoning them ,in some torturing them , in some getting killed , or forced into prostitution , cold blooded murderers ,every one they cared about was going through all of that

but it didn't stop there

" look its all because of you , how does it feel seeing them suffer , oh dont worry you will be seeing these everyday for eternity " i said looking at there sorry figures

it was not enough for to just physically torture them , i want to break them completely until they dont even feel the difference between life and death

as i said that , i kept doing that , everyone from there memories whom they hold dear to themselves was tortured , murdered , killed , destroyed , raped in various way and the bullied went through all kind of mental , physical abuse , even turned on them , blaming them , doing everything he could to mentally break them

system " host why do you go this far , you usually take is easy and work it out slowly dont you "

Ae ge " oh i do ,but sometimes i like to destroy people completely , taking everything dear to them and destroying everything close to them , kill them emotionally to point they can never recover , especially to those scums who are weak and insecure but bully even the weaker, this scum togawa is that kind of person "

system " but host how do you know that ? "

Ae ge" in previous body memories , I saw him in middle school being all weak and ignored by whole class and later he started hanging out with bullies eventually picking on weak people , hating them , even when bullying the previous owner that were his words , someone who is weak but pick on other , acts tough and try to hurt them , is nothing but a scum to me , i dont mind spending eternities killing and torturing people like him "

system " host in past weren't you the only person with positive karma but with your personality , how can it be possible? "

Ae ge laughed listening to him " haha is it not simple , just watch and see them , then you will understand "

as i said that , i saw them screaming , currently the scenario of someone being raped in front of them and then brutally killed was playing in front of them and then one who was doing that had same face as of them

togawa who was the main bully has started to fall apart , he was even begging me " masanobu please save her , please save my sister , i beg you , i wont ever hurt you , i would do everything you say , please save her ahhhhhhhhh" as he was saying that , the women was killed , her head crushed and the person who did that had same face as togawa , after killing the women he smiled at him licking his lips as he started kissing that mutilated face

" haha watch and relive it everyday Togawa, feel what its like to live in this world of endless suffering, it will be your only home for long long time "

then for next 100 years i just stayed in void torturing them , seeing them in agony , pain until they went numb and then i went even deeper , to make them feel despair , hopelessness , pain , misery , i even started to let them watch and live those nightmares even in there deepest part of brain which was considered taboo even in cruel and ruthless cultivation world , they cant even move properly , to the point life and death were same to them , the guy who used to bully me Togawa was the easiest to break but i took my sweet time until i made him mentally degraded to point he will piss himself hearing my name , all those things they had gone through had completely broken there psyche , even if they go back to society now , even if they went to act as normal people like nothing has happened , they wont be able to live on like before anymore , only there worse night mares are waiting for them as they will think of these very moments we had spend here , when they will see there loved one , they will howl and cry and beg for mercy thinking of what they have seen here , and who knows ,they might end up killing them themselves thinking they are freeing them from harsh reality , every time they will see a human , they will think of them as an devil ,never to trust anyone again , never to be able to smile or even walk like normal people as these will haunt them for rest of there lifes , they wont die but they wont be able to live too

" okay system , time to go back , even if they go back to where they were complete healthy , from inside they are completely broken "i said instructing him

system only replied with one line" host, you are really cruel , even i felt shivers in my spine when you were torturing them ,even the lady famous for torture in the upper world could learn from you, now i know why no one in upper world do not want to be around you "

to that Ae ge only laughed" haha there is different reason for that system , lets go "

with that i was back again , even if 100 years passed in void , in real life no time has gone , as i walked toward the school

I saw a commotion , it turns out the guy who used to bully the previous owner Togawa,was crying in the corner and was behaving like he was afraid of a dog and when someone tried to help me , he even screamed saying stay away from me you devil

" hehe time for fun " as i said i went ahead and seeing him sitting in corner i smiled " need any help there togawa ?"

when the guy saw me , he was horrified to the point he pissed his pants , he ran away like he had seen devil , even worse than devil and then was reminded of what he was gone through, what he had seen , felt ,he shouted

" stay away from me , ,,ahhhhhhhhhhhhh , dont hurt my family ahhhhhhhhh" crying and whimpering Togawa ran away toward road and there seeing him running like crazy toward road , the security guard knocked him out

later in school , i heard news that something has happened to Togawa , he started shouting as soon as he get close to anyone and he hides in the corner of room and that he had gone crazy and upon seeing his mother , he tried to choke her but thanks to doctor on scene the situation was under control "

haha a even worse reality is waiting for them

as i went back to home that day for lunch, before entering i thought of how the previous owner feel sad when he will come and see his mother fake and broken smile , i sighed , power was really everything in the universe no matter which world you are , even if not magic but simple strength , if he could stand up and be more courageous , would he really suffer like that and let her mother would suffer like this

even if you are weak , go exercise or learn or seek help , stand up again bullying at least , go tell your mother the truth , share what you felt and when you find out , instead of keeping quiet and acting like not seeing it , go comfort her and share your feelings you piece of shit, go file a police complaint or move to new place , whats the point to staying quiet and suffering and then dying leaving her all alone suffering like that ,what did death changed , i sighed again curing the previous owner for his powerlessness

but some people really are weak , encouraged by this crazy society to endure and not let other know , you just submit to it and accept it as your fate , whats the point of even a life like that

after that , i went to home and when i entered i saw my mother sitting on chair writing something

" oh masanobu you came , i was just writing my dairy " she said looking at me

" huh mother you write dairies , why i never knew that " i said looking strangely , previous owner has no memory of her mother writing diaries and if she wrote it , does it not mean that she could still find out the truth about her memories being changed

as i went there was strange expression on mother face " mom whats wrong ?" i said sitting on table and opening lunch she had packed for me for lunch

" hey why are you eating here " my mom asked

" of course i have no classes after lunch and some club which is not necessary to attend so i am gonna help you here " i said and started eating

" you know Masanobu , i was wondering something " she said

" yes mom"i asked knowing what was coming

" did i have some sort of accident and recovered recently "she asked looking at me

" huh mother what are you saying " i said looking at her like i didn't knew what she was saying

" you know i only remember spending my days with you for last few months happily " she said holding her forehead

"huh is there something wrong with that mother " i asked

"but in my dairy its different , at first i even myself didnt believe it, i thought it was a prank or someone was playing tricks on me, but then i searched through my room and my phone and checking, only then i started believing it " as she was saying it , she started crying

even though her memories are gone , i forget about remove things related to that , in that moment of weakness i forgot to comment system ,did i do it knowing it will become like this , well lets hear her our first now

i stood up and just went to her chair and started comforting her " mom calm down , dont cry " as i was saying that wiping her tears

" i even thought it was joke reading my dairy , even this morning i thought i was forgetting something but then i thought it was just me thinking too much , why didn't you tell me " she started sobbing holding my hand and looking at me

" huh mom ,please calm down first" i said not knowing what to say

she hugged me and just kept crying " i as your mother even let them do that to me and you probably knew everything , you kept quiet knowing that right and acted like you knew nothing , even if i dont remember , in my dairy i always write it whether i feel sad or happy , or what i am going through " she said holding the dairy in one hand

" mom , it was my fault , i was weak and a coward, i could not even bring myself to tell you that i was being bullied and i even listened to that guy when he threatened me , i let him come to our house knowing he had no good intentions , you wouldn't have gone through that if i was not a loser , i didn't even realize it when you were suffering , and when i realized i could not even have courage to say anything , looking at your painful smile , i could only cry and shut myself down blaming myself , so when i realized you dont remember anything and saw your smile like you used to , i thought it was better this way " as i was saying that i started crying

" i was so stupid , when i was reading the dairy , i was shocked when i read that i was being raped by the guy who bullied you, he blackmailed me and in promise he said he wont hurt you , i was so stupid that i kept up with it and even accepted to sell my body , i was cursing myself even reading that , how could i even do that and then there were these notes on how you was making gloomy face when you came at lunch or at night on dinner ,and after reading it you know how much i blamed myself to not even think that you already knew what was happening , you didn't talk, how you decided to stay out most of the time and that we rarely even talked ,while i was reading it , it struck me , how stupid of mother was i to not even see my son suffering and even letting that continue on , as first i thought it was a joke , how can i be that crazy , stupid and ignorant , then i saw the text from those guys and the pills in my room ,thats when i thought i need to get out of this nightmare , i realized what i have been doing ,i felt so much pain thinking what you have been going through " she kept sobbing saying that and hugged me tightly

i didnt know how to reply to that , in the end it was my fault , she was involved because her son was too weak and coward who could not stand up and the guy used to take advantage of it , for my mother who is not so smart about ways of world , it was easy to be fooled and blamed , it was my fault

" i am sorry mom , it was my fault that it happened to you , i promise i will never let myself bullied and let anyone hurt you ever again , i just wanted to see you happy like you were before so i thought maybe it was good thing that you dont remember and i dont wanted to remind you , you were really sad and i didn't even had courage to talk to you , i ignored you and god knows how much i blamed myself for that , i didn't want to see you that way again thats why i kept it quiet ,dont worry mom they wont ever come again i promise you" i said hugging her

" stupid whats there to blame yourself sob sob it was your stupid mother who couldn't even protect her own son , dont worry mom wont let you be hurt again , i have already filled a complaint in police station and in school authorities about your bullying and everything they had done , it was registered and it wont be long before those guys are arrested , i wont let you suffer again " she said still with sad face

" i wont let you suffer too again mom " i said hugging her and crying

that evening , we just spend talking and sharing how we were feeling and how tough it was and then we decided to sleep together from that day own wards , i was getting closer to my mother

later on those 4 people were accused and arrested and even though they were already beyond help , somehow they even admitted there own guilt and were prosecuted when they were interrogated , it was somehow like hearing masanobu name clicked something in there brains , they accepted all charges willingly and later even there abnormal actions were recorded

of course life wasn't really all good as my mother was also criticized and slandered by the families of those bullies and they also tried to force her to take back the charges

but then it was all out on media ,someone from high school has recorded video of them beating me and uploading it and there was whole story how they raped his mother and even force her to sell her body , of course i was the one who did it with help of system, so the bullies identites were send to media too

it blew up on internet , there was media outrage , the highschool staff was being accused , togawa dad was fired from his job and even her mother and brother were slandered on internet , later someone posted there home addresses on internet , it went so bad that they have to change there own home and and under pressure , police had to take action faster and so does the legal department

i asked her to change my high school and shift from here once it was over , later that month they were all convicted for 3 years being minors and not mentally stale enough they were send to mental correction facility but i knew it was just a formality for them, thats why i had decided to take revenge myself on the day i transmigrated , i knew society was like that , not taking minors seriously even when they are monsters , even if they drove someone to suicide , to them it was the person being too weak rather than those people who drove him too , oh and how they will play bright future ahead card so they will be given light punishment .

My mother was sad knowing it was all that happened but i was there to comfort her but only i knew that there fate was worse than that of death sentence so i comforted her and told her to not to worry

after that we shifted to a city far away where no one knew us , there were nights when my Mother Tomoko will cry thinking about past that but with therapy and support she was able to move on and little by little the smile she used to have ,started returning to her face

bit by bit I also started realizing i had feelings for my own mother

as after moving from there , 2 years after that , i finally graduated and with the help of system , i just forced my mother to apply in certain businesses , at first i thought she will say no since we had not much money but later i realized my mother had saved a lot for my college , somehow when i asked her to spend money there ,she thought maybe her son is starting to mature and starting some business , since it didnt take that much ,lets support him and she played along and later it turned us into billionaires , making money was really easy but she still forced us to move in to a small apartment in the city and rent it , thinking i would become lazy and it was not good to spend that much

and yes i am also doing the job now but its just in name , mostly i spend time with my mom , she keep asking me to go on dates or have a girlfriend but i keep avoiding it and i cant really tell her that i love her

i felt like i was crazy at first but something inside told me it was better to tell it rather than keeping it inside , it was intuition or instinct i am not clear , its like i am sure that she will love me back too

so after consideration and thinking it through with various scenarios of what could happen

i confessed to her during our usual dinner

" mom i love you " i said during

" why so sudden masanobu " she said with smile

" oh wait are you trying to tease this old lady huh " she said making a pout

" No mom , i dont mean that way , i mean i love you as a women, i love you as tomoko " i said looking at her

" i know it is weird , even at first i thought something was wrong with me , how can i think of my mother that way but little by little it kept increasing , it has to the point that even during normal conversation my heart beats went up looking at you and i feel all embarrassed,, sometimes i even get lost staring at your smiles and i want to make you happy , i hope you dont misunderstood me thats why i telling you this " i said in one breath

she looked at me for whole one minute and started laughing " hahahahaha oh my oh my so sweet masanobu , my heart went doki doki there "

" so Masanobu is now having that phase where he have feelings like men huh hahahha " my mother kept laughing at me

" Masanobu is an adult now and he is having feelings for her mother now , i should definitively write it down in my dairy later "she kept laughing at me

" so thats why you kept acting weird huh , i thought you ignoring me but it turned out that you were embarrassed hahaha " she kept laughing

" ah jeez mom i knew it was gonna turn out that way " i said with sigh , somehow my heart felt light and i smiled looking at her , her black hair looks more beautiful when they are open and her eyes sparkles when she smiles that way , somehow i wish i could see her smiling like that everyday

then she started crying , i was really worried thinking i jinxed it or i hurt her with my words or made her remind something so i went ahead and checked " mom whats wrong , i am sorry please dont cry " i said looking at her

instead of sadness , there was only smile over her face , and she looked at me " i am glad that it was that , phew i was really worried thinking you were hiding your relationship from me and that you were gonna leave this old lady for some hot chick you are secretly dating and then go make a family ,you know even though i couldn't find fault in it , but i still wished you would stay with me, jeez what a hopeless mother i am finding happiness at his sons proposal " she said looking at me

i was stunned , shocked speechless by her words and all the words that came out of mouth was " huh "

and before next words could come out , she kissed me , ahh my first kiss was already with my mother , i have fallen to the lowest haha but i like it

" say how does this old lady kissing like , expert level right " she said teasing me with a grin on her face

my face was red but somehow i voiced it out " mom you look really young and beautiful ,and and the kiss felt good "

" haha look at your face getting all red trying to flatter me " she said then whispered

" lets pop your cherry tonight " she said while pressing her hand on my penis there

my face really turned red hearing that , damn it why i am getting all embarrassed, are these the virgin instincts huh

then during the whole dinner she kept teasing me and being all playful

somehow i was happy seeing her smile , for a moment i was afraid of her remembering the past but seeing that pure smile i knew she was happy , i finally took out the ring i had prepared before

and showed it to her with my heart beat racing crazy "Tomoko , please be my Wife " i said looking at her

she was stunned with sudden turn of events , went ahead and let me put the ring on her ring finger and kissed me again , this time it was more erotic than the first one .

at that night i really lost my virginity to my mom and it was really an incredible experience

and then we start indulging in everyday to the point , it was my mother demanding it from me rather than the other way around , who was the one who said the young ones are restless , this old lady is gonna suck me dry

then we shifted to tokyo and somehow my mother nature changed to the one of noisy girlfriend who wont let you go no matter what , even in morning or night , she was stuck to me

" geez masanobu , i really want to do it " she said holding my hand in the booth , a awkward pose was on screen and we were in a purikura photo booth

" cmon stick close to me " she said making the pose

" geez mom , its so close " i said complaining

" cm on , its tomoko , and are you shy of your wife sticking close to you huh , werent you very bold that day when proposing to me ,where is your boldness now, dont tell you are backing out now " she said while doing pose

" of course not , how can i back out tomoko , i cant live without my beautiful and rich wife , you know " i said teasing back , i have also learned during these time haha

we had money and we had each other , later i married her , i cannot forget the smile that day my mother had on her face , it was something i have never seen before , when i asked her she said it was something exclusive to husband and wife , damn doesnt that mean i will get to see it everyday from now on "gulp "and it was one the most happiest memories of my life

later to realize my mother dreams to be a Professional photographer , we traveled the whole world and it was exciting seeing her happy , her content smile and everything she did , those small moments with her and all those sides of her i get to see as wife i could never had as mother and then she got pregnant and gave birth to our son , we decided to settle down until he grew up and then traveled again

finally at age of 92 she passed away My beloved Tomoko , my mother , my wife , my everything and so i decided to follow her on the same day too

< ding , mission complete, waking up host ">an electronic emotionless voice rang

<"huh , it seems like i was assimilated into that body and lost my previous memories ,well as expected ,> then thinking of the time he spend Ae ge just smiled

system <host you have to me careful , you used achievement and break the rules by bringing them to void so that is why your memories were blocked but i am always amazed on how good you are completing missions , even after not having memories ,you did like like it was usual"

<haha its in my instincts >Ae ge smiled cheekily

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