8 C.8 First Transmigration Arc 1 : YeBai's Realization

Shortly, they finished their bath as LiJu does everything, wiping him from head to toe and then let the other wear his clothes. YeBai was weirded out but let it happen anyways.

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As the two finished their bath, YeBai– Zhou XiuYing immediately went to the film room, obviously, to have 'space' he deserved after experiencing something that he never expected the Male Lead would do. On the other hand, his system keeps laughing his ass off, especially seeing his host obvious escape from the male lead while the said male lead looks at the running 25 year old man– who actually looks like he's in his 20's– with a confused look as he dries his hair. He wore his tight boxers and took the white robe on the hook to wear it, since he usually sleeps naked.

Zhou XiuYing opens the door of the film room with his fingerprints, and enters , as he slams it shut. His body leaning on the door quite dramatically as his head keeps spinning with lots of thoughts--  running through his mind. ' don't tell me…he's into 'that' relationship?! The! That means I have to play along with him?!' His hands smack on his face, attempting to hide while his heart keeps pounding— completely flustered as he thought of the possibility of the Male Lead being into 'that'. He wasn't ready for it… he was completely out of guard. He's even thinking twice of changing his plan.

[ But host, wouldn't actually be an advantage for you since he's into that? It will make everything easier. Your first debut as a transmigrator will be splendid as no one finishes the mission this early.] Sullivan, who just finished his laugh for eternity, said with mocking evident in his voice. 

[ YeBai: You made it sound like everything will be done by tomorrow! Why not do it instead of me? ] he said through their mind-link. After a few seconds of thinking through as his mind started to calm down, it might actually help him more if he goes with the flow with that prick… it might even be easier for him to fall as they will almost 24/7 be together if the other actually proposes to him a contract.

But wait…Sullivan must've known this from the start, why did he not tell him so he will have better ways to plan than actually seducing the others. He did know about this information but his good for nothing system did not tell him this?

[ You knew the Male Lead's…oddity yet you did not tell me about it? Are you actually proving to me that you are actually a good for nothing system? ]  YeBai asks with an obvious insult , if the two were to face each other YeBai would probably grab his good for nothing system and shake him to death. Sullivan, well being Sullivan, gasps in their mindlink as if he was hurt at his hosts' empty insult. [ That's rude! I admit it was my fault that I forgot about that piece of information… you don't have to insult me like that, you are hurting my ego you know. *sob sob* ] 

YeBai ignored the other's antics as his mind harassed him with memories of his first, supposed normal and calm, 'night' mixed with what happened earlier in the bathroom. Nothing happened between them actually but he still couldn't help himself but feel embarrassed, well who wouldn't when you hated the other and then he was being gentle towards you? Not the gentle he expected of course, but for all of the things why did he have to treat him like that?..oh right LiJu was into that lifestyle. His face flush in embarrassment as his mind keeps replaying the Male Lead's rough handling and then being gentle to him?! As he is still hiding himself, with both of his hands. He decided to just go with the flow and just finish his first ever mission as soon as possible, he really wanted to leave this realm. Well for obvious reasons.

He gets up and walks towards the huge grey floor cuddle seat that was good for 3 people. It has a three pillows – that if you lay on it you will probably sleep throughout the movie instead of watching it– and a soft-thick blanket that was made out of wool and fleece. He doesn't know how he knew what material it was, because he's clearly from a poor family that could only afford cotton, but he just shrug it of and just think of it as one of his sixth sense that was only just aware of he has after he died or something.

He sat on the cuddle seat after observing, unconsciously, the materials as he feel the fabric that was used on the cuddle seat as well as the softness of it. The cuddle seat was soft but not kind of softness that you would drown on it once you laid or sat there. He leans on the soft material as he took the maroon colored pillow ' he doesn't have a taste when it comes yo colors...it's all dark ' he thought as he hugged the pillow, observing the paint of the walls, the designs, the furniture...it all speaks ' I LOVE DARK COLORS '. As a person who grew up of a loving family with bright colors as either their paintings of their wall or furnitures, even the flowers are being changed every after 3 days. His mother would pick either sunflowers or any random flowers that she would pick as long as it would suits her taste plus bright colors.

The food that she would cook everyday will always have quirky drawings on it, just to brighten the twins day even more, or would be serve that is pleasing to the eyes and would make you think that its such a shame to eat it on how beautifully designed it was. Their home was so clean that it would hurt his eyes, especially the kitchen and the bathroom, no specs of dusts and dirt would be seen. The atmosphere of his home would always be chaotic and full of noise, either because the older twins were fighting or the two little princess was playing around the house and then they would be scolded by either their mom or him for being too noisy or being not careful that they would completely ruin the house. With his mom, brothers and sisters coming to him just to make him stop working and spend time together. A peaceful life that he would forever cherish...the memories the he would forever cherish. Memories that he will treasure for enternity. 

YeBai was completely alone as his mind seems just to realize that he really is dead… that he really died through that black pearl.Now he was completely alone in this world full of unknown and strangers, that he spent his 190 years for training nonstop that he was unable to realize things. It just happened so fast that he was unable to cope everything and have time realizing it. 

He wasn't even able to say goodbye. Heat their voices for the last time. Their love as they cry for him. 

His tears burst out of his eyes as he wails his misery out while he burries his face on the pillow. His heart felt heavy with sadness and sorrow alone with only the pillow he was hugging only his companny.

In this world full of unknowns and mysteries, he will face it all alone. Without the support of his love once. With only a heart full of longing for them, a mind that full of happy memories that he will only be able to cherish it forever but not experience it.

' I wish I could have last moments with my family… I wish that I could say how much I love you guy. I miss them so much. '