The Pathway

I was walking in a tunnel, the longest tunnel I have ever walked in my life.

At the end of this tunnel is the answer to my 100 years of journey, the ultimate existence who can resolve my deepest desires.

Everything I experienced was for this day, to ask him 'Why'.

Why did I had to suffer this? Why did everyone had to suffer from this?

This was a world of secret, a mystery where everything was deeply hidden and you had to dig in deeply to find out more.

I walked on my path, the only sound coming was of my footsteps and my breathing.

There was not a shred of light. It was a total darkness, such that it could invoke the deepest fears hidden within.

But I was calm, I had experienced all there was, and the only thing that kept me going was the unanswered questions that stayed hidden in my mind.

I walked for hours and hours, days and days, with no end in sight.

You see, at my cultivation, we could go on for years without any food or energy source.

I was the most powerful existence beside the most debated omnipotent being that I was going to meet.

Many people questioned his existence saying that he was not real. No one had seen his face but every ancient record mentioned his existence.

I believe that he exists. He must exist because if he does not, I would be driven to despair unable to make sense of my purpose of living, and probably putting an end to my pitiful life.

I had to know!

As I walked on and on, I started reminiscing how I reached here, what was my motivation, and my deep down desires.

I was born in a place where it's people called it Earth. It was divided in several continents and countries.

I was named Rashan by my parents, whose faces I can't even remember now. I was 2 years old when they somehow disappeared.

I was then taken in and then cared by my aunt. She funded my education and living expenses.

We used to live in a big house by the lakeside. There was peace and serenity with there being trees and wildlife in the surroundings without any pollution or other disturbances.

My school and college were about 10 miles away from our house, where I used to go daily walking. Even though this made me fit and healthy, I feel this to be some of the most unfortunate things I did in my entire.

Yes, unfortunate. Being fit was an unfortunate thing!

If I could go back, I would have rather eaten junk food and enjoyed my life watching TV shows and series and die young rather than what I have experienced this past 100 years.

Yes, you must have already guessed it: the reason I am here is due to my physique.

I was a person born with an innate physique which was rare even in the real world.

No, I am not talking about the Earth world, but the real world. Earth is just a tiny little place in this whole system.

Everything we have heard, seen, smelled, tasted is all fake. We are nothing but a test, an experiment of higher beings.

People on Earth are ignorant, but nonetheless happy people. They don't know the vastness of earth and heaven and feel content by creating those small societies and fighting each other over insignificant resources.

Thinking about this, I felt a huge headache incoming.

I was 18 when I was kidnapped, or as the people on earth say it : "disappeared" of the face of the Earth.

This is my story, the story of the pathway I walked on to reach where I am today and where I will be going.