10 My first crush

Suddenly the classroom became dark, my food vanished, Susan was gone....

There was an alarm..

I felt uneasy, I tossed and turned and finally opened my eyes.

I was panting heavily, I went back to the past. I went two years back.

I gazed at the Time -Turner gifted by Jake. I wondered if...

Noo, the rational part of my brain kicked in.

But being a Potterhead, my head refused to listen.

Indeed, I felt magic in my veins. I managed to re- visit the good memories of the past.

I was thinking about my true love and in my dreams I got teleported to witness it.

Wow. I was just amazed with myself.

If there is a strong desire, to feel something... one who seek it, will definitely feel it.

One should believe in magic, because it's not the wand that matters but the magic in oneself which matters.

Belief in self is worth more than any valuables...

I was still dazzled, everything felt so real. My heart badly wanted him, the happy memories of the past.

But my poor heart didn't understand, I was on a new chapter of life. Probably the tenth chapter...

This chapter was about me and not Edward.

It was about me finding myself....

My heart was still stuck back, it wanted to move but FEVICOL was too stubborn.

It kept saying, "Fevicol ka mazboot jod hai Tootega nahi! "

(FEVICOL is a brand of adhesives owned by Indian Company Pidilite Industries Limited, which is very famous in India)

My head was messed up, because of my heart....

All unproductive thoughts were coming in my weird mind.

Like seriously, I felt I was marketing FEVICOL instead of my love story.

I needed a cold shower...

As the cold water ran down my body, I felt calm.

My mind was at peace now, I started humming a song...

A sad song, which I was constantly listening to..

"I know you" from fifty shades of grey.

That song was my solace, whenever I used to sing it, it took away considerate amount of pain...

I was letting out my emotions through singing, writing and reading...

What a sad song for a sad women... I thought.

I got out of shower, and changed into jogging tracks.

I desperately needed a run...

to run away from past...

With my headphones on, I jogged down the perimeter of my housing society.

Wind was going against me, my hair was a mess. But I felt more powerful running against the wind, fighting it's force...

After taking six rounds I was damn tired...

As I was making my way to my building, I heard a familiar voice calling me.

My eyes widened, it was "Isaac" my first crush.

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