15 We don't kiss and tell

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I leave the room still filled to the brim with anger but I know as soon as that's ebbed I'll crash and burn in a hole of self pity.

But until then I'm going to revel in this anger.

I go back to my room stripping out of ally clothes leaving me bare as I admire myself in the mirror for what feel like the first time in forever. Who needs Elijah when I look this good without him.

I put on one of the thousands of bikinis I brought with me, it was a cheater print bikini that had a bow tied top



Once I'm happy with how I look I head downstairs through the cabin passing multiple people on my travel who give me funny looks for strutting around in just my bikini. Sue me it my cabin they should just be grateful I'm not in the mood for skinny dipping.

I walked through the double doors to the back and got into the heated pool, it was always peaceful here I've always enjoyed coming out here alone.

About 10 minutes pass by of me swimming and floating in the pool when Stephan walks by from the direction of the woods I'm assuming he took his wolf for a little walk.

"hey Trin" he says walking past the pool heading towards the double doors to go back inside the cabin again.

"wait.. Stephan come here a sec" I shout back swimming over to the corner of the pool to meet him.

"hmmm" he says standing in front of me at the pools side.

I gesture for him to bed down to me with my hand.

He bends to his knees leaning to listen to what I have to say before I grab his t shirt dragging to me and into the pool fully dresses as if I were a siren in the deepest pits of the ocean.

We both went under water me never letting go of his shirt, when we rise I push him into the corner not giving him chance to register what's happening as I push my lips to his.

A demanding kiss as I steer, I let go of his shirt only to put my hands to the side of the pool to hoist my weightless body up in the water to match Stephan height and deepen the kiss, he grabs my waist pulling me further into his chiseled body while his over hand held my arm steadying me.



I run my tongue down his neck kissing and nibbling down leaving a mark. He turns us around sitting me on the edge of the pool so only my legs now dangle in as he pulls my hips into his gyrating ones.

His lips leave mine to kiss down my neck and then further until he's kissing between my breasts making me throw my head back with a breathy moan.

"wait, this-this is just a physical thing okay no strings, no stupid bonds just us fulfilling each others needs" I say in an almost moan with breathy words.

"friends with benefits, I like it" he says with a smirk before biting my neck with a slight suck surely leaving his mark on me.

He reached to undo my bikini top pulling the string at the back undoing the bow.

When the doors opened "we're gonna st- oh uh sorry didn't mean to interrupt" Laura said stood at the door staring at us.

"oh no worries we'll carry it on later" I say giving Stephan another kiss before walking into the cabin dripping wet past Laura who's stood gawking at me as if I just stole the squeaker from her dogs toy.

I go to the room where Megan and Danielle are already making a start on getting ready for the club so I take a quick shower to rinse myself of chlorine then got dried quickly.

I dry my hair putting some loose curls in then do my make up going for a full face with a nude lip, I add a large chain necklace and grab one of my dresses out it a short yellow bod on dress that's ribbed down the sides to synch me in perfectly, I opt for my glasses for a change as I couldn't be bothered trying to tackle and fight with my contacts .



Danielle has he beautiful blonde hair down in big volumous curls with a pretty little black dress which had a low plunged neck line chowing her perky cleavage. She had a full face of make up finished with a red lip.



Megan chose to wear her beautiful natural curls of course leaving her hair down her make up too was beautifully natural while she wore a vibrant red dress with long off the shoulder sleeves showcasing her curves.



Laura wore a cheater print frilly dress with a gold belt to bring her waist in its neck line was very deep showing some cleavage, she had her hair it really loose wavy curls and wore light make up.



We all walked out the room together the girls not shutting up about me and Stephan which Laura had been quick to share but didn't seem to have anything to say about it now as she walked silently.

As we walk town the stairs I can see we are the last to be ready as everybody else is already down here waiting, my eyes find Stephan's in the group as he looks me up and down with a sexual eye.

He wore a red and navy flannel shirt which was buttoned up though pulled tight over his muscles, he wore black skinny jeans with ripped knees and his overall look screamed sexy lumberjack.



walk to him as he continues to take me in though I can feel Elijah's eyes baring into me I will myself not to look.

"well don't you scrub up nice" he says with a smirk ever the joker.

"hmm not to bad yourself, if you were going for the working man look that is" I say placing a kiss to his cheek.

A guttural grumble of a growl vibrated through me and I turned to see Elijah glaring at us, though no one else seems to be looking at him as if only I'd hears him like his wolf spoke to mine and mine alone.

Looking at him was a mistake this stupid bond making me take in his every handsome detail as he wore a blue button up shirt with a few left undone his tattooed check peeking out while his muscles looked like they'd break the seams at any movement, he wore a pair of black skinny jeans with his hair gelled back.







I pull my eyes from him not wanting to give him the satisfaction or the pleasure of seeing me.

Stephan put his arm around my shoulder as we all head out into the van.

Callum is driving us as he doesn't want to drink, he thinks at least one of us should be sober. I think he's stupid.

The clubs only a five minute drive from the cabin and when we pull up outside the queue to go in circles around the block. No thank you.

When we get out Elijah walk to the front of us all and the bouncer removes the rope letting us all in. Of course stupid alpha perks. I'm not complaining.

Once we were inside my eyes had to readjust to the darkness with the flashing strobe lights the air was Smokey and humid and the music made my ears burst.

I'd never been to a club and I'm not sure how I feel about this one, though it was wolves only I can't help feeling out of place.

Stephan leads me to the bar as worth through the crowds of people, though most people seemed to move out the way of Stephan.

I'm not surprised if I saw that much muscle on legs coming my way I'd flee too.

Once we reach the bar we take seats on stools which were wet and stick making me instantly regret sitting as I slide of the stool choosing to stand between Stephan's legs instead.

"what's the lady having" Stephan whispered into my ear before kissing my neck making me shiver.

"hmm I'll have a top shelfer" I say slowly with a mischievous smile.

"fine but I wont carry you home" he said with a chuckle ordering both our drinks

"hmm fine I'll find some other gentlemen to carry me home instead" I said with a soft laugh wiggling my brows at him.

"well well well, haven't you fallen from grace little angel" he says cockily.

"well all the good girls go to hell so I night as well have a little fun" I say taking my drink from his hand and walking away into the crowd to we're I can see our friends stood together.

Lea and Pete are dancing together Ryan and Danielle are making out Sat on a big cuddle type chair which has holes in the fabric. Jade and Laura are talking to Claire and Brad, Chloe and Jace are talking to each other seeming to flirt with another now they had the alcohol courage. While Lee and Callum sat down together Lee didn't seem to be drinking either he must of felt bad letting Callum be the only sober one. And Elijah was nowhere to be seen.

My drink was not half empty and I could see Stephan making his way back other towards us.

A young guy walks other towards us too looking at Laura and jade "are you looking for a good time ladies" he says in a not so charming voice.

Before either of them could reply Stephan stood in front of them both putting them behind him "no they're not" he says in a warning tone.

The guy doesn't give up as he walks towards lea who is still dancing with Pete "what about you hot shot" he says to her but ignoring him Pete just turns them so the creek is given Pete's back.

He looks over at Danielle licking his lips but before he even takes a step in her direction Ryan shouts "don't even think about it" making the clearly desperate man stop in his tracks.

Until his eyes fall on me, but I don't have anyone to stand in front of me or tell him no everyone else have already gone back to what they were doing ignoring the man altogether.

He stoked to me putting his hands on me though I slapt them off "don't touch me!" I spat.

"I guess I've always wanted to have a nerd, maybe we can try some role play put you in a shirt an ti-" he didn't get to finish sharing his dirty little fantasy before he was flying across the floor.

Elijah who had been nowhere to be seen now stood in front of me making a wall of muscle between me and the man who can't take no for an answer.

Once he sees he man is clearly not getting back up anytime soon he turns to me.

"are you okay Tinker.. Trinity?" he asked while stroking my cheek.

I slapt his hand away before looking up at him, though everything in me wanted him I would not let this man see that "I'm fine thanks for being a good friend" I say enthusing friend as I shove past him and walk to Stephan who's stood talking to jade while jade stand with them awkwardly.

"Trin I got you a drink" Laura says all but shoving a drink in my face.

"oh um thanks Laura" I say smelling the drink vodka and coke maybe? I take a sip shuddering at the horrid taste was this a triple god.

"well? Is it alright?" asks bringing the glass to my lips for me to drink.

I have a few mouthfuls and smile at her forcedly "yeah, thank you"

She starts blabbering on about her and Elijah and I zone out of the conversation not interested to hear about her love life.

Laura nudges my arm "hello earth to trinity I said are you okay, are you feeling okay?" she asked me with a smile though the close she got to me the more distorted her face seemed to me as if if were swirling around.

"I'm-I'm fine" I say though I feel like I'm floating or maybe flying as if I has little wings.

"oh look that guys staring at you he's definitely checking you out... Go on" she says giving me a few pushes I assume in the direction of the guy though I couldn't make anything out as I stumbled under her pushes.

I felt arms grab me holding me up strong, rough and cold giving me shivers. "well aren't you eager buttercup" a voice says into my hair.

I blink my eyes rapidly trying to get them to focus, rubbing my glasses lenses to try remove whatever is affecting my vision.

Slight trigger warnings unwanted touching.

Someone seemed to rip my glasses from my face making me feel vulnerable, I couldn't see everything around me just looked like moving clouds of colourful smoke, my head banged and throbbed the load music agitating it further, my body was sweating, shaking I felt hot too hot as hand roamed me but I couldn't pick up my arms to move them. Where's Tink I need Tink right now.

I start to panic somethings not right, I need to concentrate where's Tink she can help us get away from this.

I ignore the hands, mouths and God knows what else that's roaming my defenceless body and force my head to beckon Tink, where is she?

Then I feel her, she's scared? She can't come forward, wolfs bane she mutters before disappearing further into the darkness of my mind unreachable again.

When I open my eyes again I have a sense of power, burning rage somebody tried to hurt my wolf.

My sight is still slighted from my lack of glasses but smoke clouds soon take shape into figures as I shove hands and bodies off me slashing with my claws swinging with a unlady like strength, one, two, three, four bodies all clinging to themselves on the floor where I'd put them.

But before I can further mutate the vile bodies lying before me I'm wrapped in a strong arms, cuddled into a chest.

I go to strike the newcomer too before my hand gets caught mid strike. "trinity calm down its just me, what happened?" I knew that voice but my mind was in to much of a haze to recognise it.

I hear shuffling then something touching my face as I go to hit it away I realise it my glasses.

I look up seeing Stephan holding me though even with my glasses his image seems more like a popup telegram.

He takes my hand and walks to me away from the boys, he stops walking and places a cold glass to my lips. The fresh cold liquid is welcome to me as I drink the whole glass quickly, he puts another in its place and I quickly drink that too.

"do you feel any better?" he asked stroking my cheek.

I can't find my words so just nod my head at him not wanting to panic him.

"I told you them drinks would have you on your arse" he says with a little laugh shaking his head "what did the men up there do, did they hurt you?" he asked more seriously.

"n-no I stopped em" my words were slurred and I'm not sure if I made any sense but I know it was nothing to do with the alcohol I'd drank this was something else.

Stephan leans in kissing me as he pulls me further into his body, I don't really want to kiss him right now but I can't find the strength in my arms to push him away.

He eventually pulls away placing another kiss on my cheek grabbing his drink and another glass of water for me which I take from him as he leads us back to where everyone is.

Laura is stood with lea but soon comes over to me "oh there you are where did you go?" she asked with fake concern as if you wasn't the one who'd pushed me to the boys in the first place.

I dont respond to her just walk pat her to sit with Danielle and Evan who both have their mates attached at the hip.

I see Stephan walk towards jade who's talking to some guy while I drink my water attempting to sober up though it seems useless. My mind is is working 100mph as if I'd shot up heroin . As if I'd been spiked.

I had only had two drinks how could one of been spiked it made no sense and I was suddenly over being at the club as everyone else smiled and laughed.

I made my way towards the exit needing some air, the coldness of the October wind pinched my skin as I walked towards where we parked the van.

I root through my clutch finding my set of keys, there was 3 sets I had one Elijah had one and of course Callum had one. unlocking the van I pull the doors open climbing in and out the cold.

I take close the doors blocking out the cold leaving me to the dark van.

"come here" the voice made me jump and fall to my bum as I try to see where it came from.

"No need to be so scared little pup, it's cold home under blanket" I crawled on my hands and knees to the man in front of me not being able to work out his face through the blur but that voice I knew my mate.

I crawled up on his lap straddling him, he wrapped his arms around me tight as if scared I'd run away, why would I run away from my mate?

I wrapped my hand around his neck letting my finger play with the end of his hair. "what are you doing trinity, are you punishing me with what I'll never have" he said resting his forehead against mine.

I didn't reply just shoved my lips to his grabbing his neck in a dominating choke to take control of the kiss as I pressed my tongue across his bottom lip biting it between my teeth earing pleasurable growl from us both as I rocked myself against him on his lap.

He pushed away for a second as I tried to kiss him again "stop Tinkerbelle, you don't want to do this" he said in a heartbroken voice.

"mate, my mate" the words left me as if I was in a trance someone else steering my body while I was merely just a puppet on a string.

His head dropped in defeat "your drunk, of course your drunk" he picked me up off his lap and laid me so now my head was resting on his lap instead.

A blanket was thrown over me wrapping me in a warmth as I hug the torso of my mate as he played with my hair humming a song until I fell asleep.

Elijas pov

Trinity was flat out on me now I could tell she was asleep my the steadying of her breathing I'd come to love listening to her sleep, unable to sleep myself without it.

I ran my hands through her long dark hair gently brushing out knots from the night with my fingers. Wafting her apple and cinnamon scent through the van consuming me entirely.

Nothing had ever smelt or tasted better than her and I couldn't have her.

We'd been in here alone for about and hour or so before everyone else drunkenly made there way back into the van, stealing away her scent from me as the van was overloaded with all theirs. but hers outshined, it always did.

The all give questioning looks as to why we were in here alone but didn't dare question their young alpha for being with his mate. Only mine.

I was their alpha here where we would stay until we were 21 then we'd move to the pack house on the other side of our territory we're my dad is currently alpha waiting until I turn 21 to step down fully. It wasn't the way most packs ran things but we'd done it like this for generations.

"shut up, don't fucking wake her" I glared at them all stumbling around like elephants on skates.

Once we got to the cabin I picked trinity up revelling in the tingles that shook my body like electricity shooting through me.

She curled into me in her sleep as peaceful as sleeping beauty herself. God the moon goddess hated me. Like Adam I'm the garden of Eden my forbidden fruit was right in front of my face reachable but untouchable.

"Elijah, Elijah come on hurry up baby" Laura shrieked like a fucking banshee.

"shut up Laura for god sake" I whisper yell at her but it's too late her wailing had already woken trinity up.

Trinity looked up at me and smiled clearly still to out of it to remember she hated me "shh littlepup, go back to sleep" I said in a soothing tone as I carried her into the cabin walking past Laura without a word.

Not that it stopped her from following me, she wouldn't take the hint and give me space, constantly throwing the one thing she knew would make me go back to her in my face.

I carried trinity up to her bed tucking her in with a kiss on her forehead which seemed to wake her up again.

"stay" she said trying to pull me down onto the bed with her.

God this woman was driving me insane. "I can't, and I promise you want won't me here when you wake up in the morning" I say stroking hair out of her face.

"but I do want you" is all she said pouting. Breaking my cold heart. How could she ever of asked me to give her up when she was the only thing that conquered my indifference, the only thing to ever make me really truly feel.

"goodnight my Tinkerbelle" I whispered leaving the room and her before I lost the strength to.

TRINITY'S POV

I load there in bed unable to get back to sleep before deciding to get out of bed and get something to eat.

I walked downstairs to the kitchen and made myself a bowl of cereal which I ate at the island.

"where did you disappear to tonight then" I voice said from behind me making me jump spilling some cereal on the counter.

I grabbed a cloth wiping it up "I got tired so went back to the van" I said realising I could talk normally again though my sight was still slighted, my head still pounded and I felt like I'd drank a bar out of tequila but its a start.

I placed my bowl and spoon in the sink and when I turned around Stephan was there leaning in to me.

"I need them benefits tonight sweet pea" he said before devouring my lips with his own, picking me up to place me on the cold counter making me arch my back and gasp.

He took the opportunity to delve his tongue into my mouth exploring with a feverish need, desperate for the touch.

He pulled my hips sliding me across the counter until I slammed into his chest feeling him between my legs as he rocked his aching self against my red lace thong my dress already ridden up to my hips.

He picked me up off the side I quickly locked my legs around his hips while he walked us to one of the spare room that nobody had chosen.

He kissed down my neck making me moan for more, he closed the door behind us throwing me down onto the bed.

He kicked his shoes off and unbuttoned his now wrinkled flannel before throwing that to the floor too.

He crawled over me on the bed lifting me so he could get to the zip of my dress which was quickly discarded thrown somewhere across the room as I fiddled to undo his pants giving them a yank down leaving him to kick the rest off.

Once we were both just in out underwear he resumed kissing my neck sucking it into his warm wet mouth with a bite that made quiver.

He worked his kisses down stopping at my boobs he bit my nipple through my sheer lace bra making my back arch of the bed a moan escaping me.

While my back was arched he reached under me undoing the clasp of my bra pulling it off my arms and tossing it to the end of the bed.

Once I was bare before him he dived in sucking one of my nipples into the warmth of his mouth while he grabbed the other with his hand a little roughly.

He kisses a trail down my stomach leaving little bites as he work his way to my thong which he removes in one quick motion throwing to my bra.

He carried on kissing down and around my thighs sucking and licking the insides making me desperate for his touch.

He looked up at me then he pushed me over so I wash laid on my belly then lifted my hips so I was on all fours.

I knew the reason he wanted it this way, he didn't want to see my face I wasn't the person he wish he were with nor was he mine but we both knew what we were getting into.

I felt the mattress move then felt his mouth on me where I need it, I cried out with shock and pleasure and the foreign feeling.

He was lying on his back beneath me, my knees spread over his face, his arms wrapped over my back hugging me in place. I couldn't move if I tried.

Stephan groaned against me his arms tightening if possible. My claws dug into the sheets and cut holes into it, shredding beneath my touch.

He suckled me making me scream as he flicked his tongue is small fast movements then long slow sensual ones.

I couldn't move, I couldn't rock my hips into him like I needed to. "god yess, don't stop don't t stooop" I moaned.

He removed his mouth from me much to my displeasure and entered a finger deep into me "have you never even been touched like this" he asked struggling with my tightness around his one finger.

"ne-never" I moan back.

"I'd best make this good then" he said with a palm coming down on my ass while he thrusted his finger and resumed sucking and licking at the same time.

Sending my mind on overload, I screamed and my body clenched instantly shuddering me through my orgasm, making me accept the explosion of pleasure.

Stephan's hands were on me roughly palming my ass, shoving my against his mouth licking relentlessly. Making me whimper as my body fell limp.

He came from under me and kissed the centre of my back before crawling up the bed and pulling me to his chest to sleep?

He was taking nothing for himself as he held her close to him drifting to sleep.

I waited there wide awake and still a bit shaky for around 15 minutes and when I was sure he was asleep I slipped out of his grasp.

I pulled on my bra and thong from the end of the bed though I couldn't find my dress in the dark.

Watching him as I opened the bedroom door as quietly as I could walking on my tiptoes to make sure he didn't wake and see my escape.

Only to walk right into someone walking past in the hallway, I knew by the touch and by his unmistakable scent who it was making me not want to turn and face him as I bit my lip in anticipation. You don't usually run into your mate on your walk of shame.

I slowly turn to him biting regretting not finding my dress before leaving the room because now I stood before him in my lacy red underwear on my freshly Pleasured skin which I knew he could scent. Fuck.



He looks behind me past the still open door to a sleeping Stephan only in his boxers on the bed. "good night little pup?" he asked in a strained voice making me want to shatter like a mirror before him.

After everything he's done to me I shouldn't feel guilty in fact I told him I was going to have fun but nothing could shake this feeling right now as if I'd betrayed the man I was made for and I suppose I had even if he betrayed me first.

A/N let me hear your theories guys! Did you like the little POV from Elijah?