7 Cut Like A knife

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When I woke up to my alarm, my body ached in protest as I tried to reach and slide it off.

Every muscle in my body burned I felt like I'd been electrocuted and all my muscles had been frazzled.

I turn my alarm off but don't move I just lay their in bed pitying myself until I eventually fall back asleep.

Once I do wake up it's nearly 1pm and my phone is full of missed calls and messages.

I check Danielle's first, 5 missed calls 8 messages.

'Trin are you up'

'Are you coming in? '

'I've got gossip!!'

'somebody must be hungover haha'

'are you okay? Trin reply!'

'where are you? Do you need me to come over?'

'I told the principle you weren't well so you're not in any trouble but message me'

'I'm gonna stop by Elijah's and check on you'.

The last message was only a few minutes ago I quickly reply not wanting her to come over when I am like this.

'just woke up, must have had more to drink then I thought last night I'm fine though you don't need to come over.' I lie.

Evans tried to call me 3 times and left 4 messages.

'you're late again what's going on with you?'

'what your a no show to school now?'

'Answer for God sake trinity'

'what's going on with you, are you okay?'

And then Elijah who hadn't tried to phone but left 1 message.

'wow she has one drink and can't crawl out of bed the next day.'

God if only he knew he was the reason I was immobile in the bed right now.

Tink still doesn't seem to have settled down from last night and is begging to released.

Right now I don't think that's such a bad idea I manage to get out of bed even though my every muscle complains every move I make.

I throw on some comfy clothes which consisted of a pair of cream leggings and a cropped jumper I threw on a pair of Nike trainers.



I quickly brushed my teeth and threw on my glasses not feeling up to putting contacts in today.

I head out the front door and walk the same direction I did when I went to the woods with Danielle.

Once if found a tree I was sure to be able to find on my way back I hid behind it and got undressed then shifted.

As soon as Tink took over she let out an almighty howl. She was hurting.

We starting running, sprinting faster then ever before. Through the trees and the darkness until we hit the river.

My wolf felt calmer here, most wolves felt calm when by water and this place was beautiful.

I sat there by myself for what seemed like hours. I didn't move I just laid on the pebbled floor next to the water staring at the sun reflecting from the river.

I was snapped to attention when I heard the low grumbled howl of another wolf.

I shot up and looked in the woods to where I heard the howl come from. This was our territory so I doubt it would be a rouge though its not impossible.

I prepared myself for the worst and got my body in a stance so I was ready to pounce into a fight if I needed to.

But the wolves that appeared to me I knew. And I recognised their scent as soon as they stepped out into the opening from the woods.

Danielle and Evan. They strolled over towards me and shifted back. Evan had seen me and Danielle a thousand times when shifting and we had seen him so this wasn't anything new.

Danielle threw a long top on and threw another at me clearly wanting me to shift to.

Tink didn't want me to but I did while Evan pulled a pair of shorts on I shifted back and pulled the shirt on.

"talk or mute" Danielle and Evan said and the same time.

"he slept with her" I blurted out.

Clearly by the looks on their faces this isn't what they thought I was going to say.

Danielle spoke first "what? Are you sure"

Evan answered for me "she'd know if they had Danielle, she'd.. Feel it" he said hesistanly while coming towards me and wrapping me in a hug.

"was it.. was it painful? " Danielle asks as if struggling to say those words.

"the worst pain you can imagine, physically and mentally" a tear runs down my face.

Danielle comes over and throws her arms around me too so we are all in a tight group hug.

"I can't do that again I really can't" I say sobbing in full blown tears now.

"have you told him?" Evan asks with a soothing cooing tone.

"no, I won't either. The last thing I need is something else for him to make fun of me about" I say through my tears with shaky breaths.

At this point Danielle is crying too hating seeing me so broken and Evan is frantically trying to stop us both.

After awhile our tears are all cried out and the air surrounding us feels cold we all decide to head back stopping to get changed.

I ask them both to come with me as I don't want to be home alone with our bastard alpha right now.

When we get there his car isn't in the drive although I'm glad he isn't here I can't help but feel disappointed too.

We hadn't seen each other all day and the last time we did see each other yesterday I thought we had a moment. Clearly I was sadly mistaken.

All three of us go into the living room and watch Lucifer me and Danielle love it and Evan pretends not to like it even though we know he does.

We all end up falling asleep on the sofa. But all get woken up by a gut wrenching scream at about 1am. He was doing it again.

My body flung off the sofa and hit the floor as my body contorted in the sheer agony.

Both Danielle and Evan were instantly by my side trying to help but they couldn't nobody could I'd have to wait it out like I did the night before.

After about an hour it faded and I just lay a heaving pile of broken bones on the floor. Evan picked me up being as gentle as he possibly could but even that was excruciating.

We lay on the huge corner sofa. Danielle laid on the corner bit while me an Evan laid on the other side with him behind me in a spoon like cuddle.

He playing with my hair and sung me songs to try soothe my broken heart but I couldn't hear much of his lullaby's over Tink demanding to be set loose again I fought it and pushed myself into a sleep.

Only to be awoken a second time by a terrifying growl. We all shot up to see a pissed off looking Elijah stood in front of the sofa where we all laid staring at a cuddling me and Evan.

"get your hands off my mate" Elijah spat at Evan.

Wow this man really had the nerve to demand no one to touch me after he was just making love with another woman I was seething.

"what you can do as you please screw the consequences but my little Trinity can't even have a bit of a spoon" Evan spit back rising to his feet clearly not intimidated by Elijah.

Elijah took a step towards his with clenched fists. I quickly stood up infront of Evan putting my body between the two of theirs.

Danielle came up from behind Evan dragging him away "come we need to go now" she said pushing him until they were out the front door.

Me and Elijah hadn't moved a muscle however we just stared at each other with menace in our eyes.

I won't back down here HE was the one in the wrong not me. I can't imagine what I look like to him right now still only in a t-shirt hair thrown up and messy eyes red raw and cheeks stained from tears, my lips chapped and my skin sickly pale.

Eventually he sighs giving up "look tri-" but I don't care to hear what he has to say not tonight. I storm to my room slamming and locking my door behind me.

Was this to be a daily occurrence for me now? Is this the life I'm destined to live?

The next morning I wake up not even remembering falling asleep. But at least it's Saturday I don't need to get up early.

I look at phone and it's 9am I decide to text Lee see if he wants to practice our dance some more before our show on Tuesday.

He replies yes almost instantly and soon enough we are in the dance studio rehearsing all our dances by 10:30am.

Dance has always been my out let, my sense of peace and right now that's exactly what I needed!

We stay there for about 5 hours before we are too tired to do anymore and we go get something to eat together.

He says we'll go to his local diner and I don't complain I'm so hungry I'd eat anything at this point.

But when we get there I soon realise that nearly everyone is here. Danielle and ryan, Luara and Elijah, lea and Pete and Callum, Jace and jade.

Great this is exactly what I didn't need or want but I wasn't going to make a scene.

As me and lee sat down everyone gave us funny looks as if they expected we'd been up to something except Callum who just smiled at us happily.

Everyone starts to order there food as if they were waiting on us. But suddenly I don't want to eat I've lost all my appetite and feel nauseated.

Lee notices I didn't order and whispers in my ear to ask what up.

"lost my appetite" is all I whisper back so only he could hear.

"I get it, I don't know what I'd do in your shoes. I'm really sorry that this is happening to you trinity you don't deserve it" he whispers back understanding even though I hadn't said a word to him about how I felt.

Before I could whisper a thank you back into his ear. A low growl made me jump "rude to whisper" Elijah said giving me a death glare.

After everyone had finished up Elijah asked if a wanted a lift back with him and Laura. No was my only reply instead I walked back by myself.

I decide to walk through the woods on the way back for some peace and quiet.

But that's not what I got, I fell to my knees screaming.. Again.

This time however I was outside deep in the woods so I let Tink take control my clothes shredded as I shifted but I didn't care.

The pain wasn't as strong when in my wolf form but it was still debilitating. My wolf dug her claws into the soiled floor scratching at the dirt trying to compose herself.

Until she couldn't hold it no more and let out an earth shattering heartbroken pained howl. And then the pain faded much sooner then it usually did. God I think he heard my howl.

Once I'd laid on the ground having shifted back I tried to get my breathing back steady.

Once I could move again I scrambled around naked trying to find my phone. Once I had it I called Evan and asked him to come get me.

It must of only been 5 minutes later and he was here throwing his top over and off his head and onto me coving up my nakedness.

He scooped me up bridal style and began walking without saying a word, he knew by looking at me what had happened.

My body dangled from his, my head buried into his chest not having the strength to hold them up.

After a minute walking I felt myself slowly sliding into sleep. But before I was fully out I overheard Evan having a conversation with... Elijah?

"pass her here, is she okay?" said the panicked voice.

"get away from her, you need to stay away from her" Evan said furiously.

"I-I can't just give her to me ill take care of her" said the other voice.

"you've done enough, this is all your doing. If you don't want her you need to let her go" Evan said and it was the last thing I heard before the sleep took over.