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=THE MIRROR=

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Once again i found myself infront of the one thing which casts my reflection back at me that one thing that i never wanted to see , i wondered looking at the mirror while different thoughts striked my mind

Reminding me of all those words that she said to me

" you fatso"

"you look like a pig"

" why do people like you exist in the world"

"i wish i never gave birth to you"

"can't you just shed a little weight is that so hard to ask"

" just go and die"

"i would rather die than call you my daughter"

"No one can ever believe a mother would say such to her own child,"

"but she did!"

"she casted me out like i was nothing to her"

"why is the world so cruel"

"No friend"

"No family"

"no where to call my home"

"It's just me in this cruel world"

Those words continuously rang in my head adding answer to them

"Bloody answers!"

Those scars where the only thing that reminded me of her

"And i hated it"

"just end your life no one will care"

"but what people don't know is that rest doesn't await you after suicide"

"Hell does!!"

"i'll be strong"

" i will take the critizims"

"i will hold in all that pain"

" But one thing i will never do is"

"KILL MYSELF!!!"

I let out a laugh as a smirk crawled on my face

She locked me up in this house just so that no one knows i'm her daughter

All i want to do now is leave this place this help hole

She never came to visit me, not even once

"It's been years since she held me here i don't even know what date it is"

A nurse had come into my room to give me my morning injection

she saw me in the bathroom and smiled

"Y/N it's time for your injection"

I just nodded as she made her way to me took my hand and injected it into me

Y/N:

"You still won't tell me what date it is?"

Nurse:

"You know well that you are not allowed to know y/n so why are you asking

Y/N:

And you know me better don't you?