1 the nightmares

<p>while we kept speaking the unspoken word I could feel a gaze on me staring like a lion preying on it's prey my gaze successfully landed on those beautiful hazel eyes of heaven<br/><br/> I wasn't intending to praise her for that but something in me wanted to hug her and thank her for distracting us but I wasn't ready for that<br/>what are you doing there ,I scolded her I could see her shivering as well made me wonder if it was the cold or the mood she caught us in I wasn't going to let a privilege like this pass me by just like that,I wasn't done scolding her as well,as blossom followed my gaze and saw her as she stood by the door of the room wandering if she had noticed of any of our reaction I just have to leave here I tell myself and this seems to be the best opportunity for that.<br/><br/>standing up I moved towards heaven who still haven't left I could see blossom recover from her own dreams as she walked towards me and walked me out as I leave the luthra's house as i drove slowly back to mine why?cause I wasn't ready for what was to come<br/><br/>getting home,taking a shower and sending an email to the court to inform them I wasn't sure if I would be around the following day I laid on my bed waiting to be enveloped in a sleep where dreams has become a torment for me<br/><br/>walking through the dark tunnels of life seeing no one to talk to,to call,cry and console you all I ever wanted now was this but all i have ever been surrounded by is darkness even the eye has no eye for it to see but there comes hope at every disaster as I walked close to the light I begin to hear voices I smell weird stuffs in the air as I walk closer it gets stronger and familiar and a thought crosses my mind wandering if I should continue but my heart walks my legs as it carries me to the light,now I get the smell it smells rustic as it saturates the air ,what ,where,why,how questions keep appearing in my head making me feel this looks real what is blood possibly doing here shivering at my own thought I get to the end of the tunnel and I see where I am an hospital.</p>