4 hannah

Hannah's POV;

As we drove home sitting at the back of the car I could feel blossom staring at me I just didn't have the heart to stare back at her as I kept on looking through the window of the car watching the hustle and bustle of the street,street I'd never bothered to notice all eight years of my life living in winds hall street.

I was brought out of my unconsciousness when I realized blossom had gotten into my house and parked highlighting from the car i watched as heaven brought herself close to me and interwined her hand with mine I looked into her eyes and with the little strength in me in me I carried her up in my arms all this while blossom kept silent

she finally spoke but it wasn't directed at me she spoke directly to heaven"you should let your aunt get some rest now you know she's not feeling too well at the moment " she told her.

I glared back at her God knows how long i will be able to keep this facade of mine I felt heaven stir in my arms as we got closer to the door I put her down and I could see her as she ran to the room I made her.

Now left alone with blossom I suddenly became self conscious of my surroundings wasn't sure of what she would say,why I felt this way or what I was gonna say to her as well or should say the aura she gave made me feel guilty of putting her in the dark all along but I was doing it for her I am someone who should be separated from the world but deep inside of me I was waiting for a light to keep me out of my melancholic state,

knowing I was in for some interrogation I went in and sat on a nearby couch waiting for her to come has I laid myself properly on the three sitter couch.

I finally heard her come beside me as her stilettos gave her out,she took my arms in here as she dragged me to my room making sure of locking the door she dragged me in

"have you eaten" I asked her hoping to lighten the atmosphere but she decided to ignore my question after all "what is it bothering you"she asked replacing it with mine.

knowing it's either now or never I had to tell her "it's just the nightmares"I started I looked through her eyes waiting for her to say something but nothing was coming forth

Finally she said "I thought you said it stopped "that was years after the rape "this was a sour topic on my side still I had to say it cause she knew she was there when I had the dream I had told and what happened after that was a proof of my dreams coming through one of the reasons I have avoided getting close to people minding my business sometimes I wish the dreams were good enough to share and it would come too pass ironically the bad one seems to be the ones overshadowing the good.

I had to tell her if ever I would get help, starting from the tunnel to the light and her laying unconsciously on the bed and then I remembered something from the dream I decide to bring it to her notice,she must have been listening to me attentively for I was shocked when I heard her ask the same question I was about to ask"John?do you guys happen to know each other?now that I think of it he's Paul friend r his senior at work though,what do you think his presence would mean beside me on the

bed do you think..."her words trailed off as I caught a smile on her lip decided to leave that silly blossom here I was worried about he r being sick and all she could think of was John better not try something stupid.I glared playfully and meaninfully at her forgetting I was about to ask her that earlier before

"really blossom I was expecting you to say something else about the winged man but John"I stared at her shockingly

Then she came to her senses and asked me to continue I rolled my eyes at her.

"he said some words I didn't understand before you guys decided to wake me "I rolled my eyes this time suckingly at her and not ignoring the part of John where she had trailed off I asked"what about John where you about to say"

"John is a very good friend of Paul even though they're of different ranking just as you know Paul's a lieutenant while john's a general but something happened which became a mystery to others paul might know but he won't tell but all I know is John has been in seclusion we don't know if he's okay we just don't know what's wrong"

"so you think he might be coming out of seclusion,now let's leave that what do you think of the man in white do you think an angel would appear to me I mean..."I couldn't complete my word trying not to be a pessimistic kinda person I had to stop but blossom must have figured out what I was about to say she said it out not giving me chance to overlook it

"a mess,I think God chose you cause you're special it could have been anyone"

"I..."I tried to form a word in me but I couldn't the heaviness I felt in my chest wouldn't let me i stopped and let the tears flow on its own not holding it back any more

she came closer to hug me and i felt relieved,what would I do without her, for a moment as she drew back and I took the hint that the interrogation as she decided to take her leave was over, as I walked her out to the sitting room,I rushed to heavens room, heaven who has fallen asleep was carried out of her room in my arms to her mum's car,as she was tucked in the back seat of the car then blossom came to stand in front of me.

"would you be okay,alone,you can come with us ,"tempted to take the offer but not ready to be a burden

"I'll be fine"I simply said"as I heard say a light okay.

"I will see you tommorow right"with eagerness in her eyes or more like a don't think too much and go to bed straight look,I nodded my head slowly as she gave me a take care hug and headed home.

As I walked back inside i ran a bath for myself and got in the tub as I slept off it wasn't until late at night before I woke up with an ache on my neck realizing how long I have been in the tub, I got up,as I tied a towel around my body,not bothering to find me a nightgown I laid me down as I drifted off to my peaceful slumber I pray.

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