65 More Good Looking Than Him or What?

His soft whisper made Ting Mei's heart feel a tinge of happiness and embarrassment. The tip of her ears had already turned pink and an indescribable emotion started to well up at the bottom of her frozen heart.

She wanted to believe, she really wanted to believe, she wanted to believe that someday, somewhere, someone would make her feel that emotion call love again - but was it really possible?

When she was in such a horrible pit, none of these so-called people in love with her reached out to her. Life is really cruel, lying to her like that before stabbing the harsh reality in her already dead heart.

She didn't need this lie, she didn't need this lie that someday, somewhere, someone would always cherish her even when she fell in a thousand-meter hole because that person loved her that much.

Ting Mei laughed at her pathetic self that didn't want to believe anything anymore.

" Look at me, I only rely on myself and I don't have any confidence in others. How pathetic am I? I became like that just because of a silly foolish emotion called love... How weak and pathetic am I? " Ting Mei sneered at herself

Coming back here, she thought she had changed, she thought she had become a different person but till now she was still the same arrogant and selfish person. The same person that couldn't trust anyone else but herself and the same person who couldn't help but only rely on herself.

She wanted to learn to love again, to trust again, to stop blaming her past to justify her actions and to free herself from the shadow of her past life.

She didn't want revenge, she didn't necessarily want to hurt others but those people went too far and she was not a saint: she will never be. She will take revenge but afterward, she just hoped she would be able to take a break and enjoy a new, simple and nice life.

And maybe, just maybe, learn to love again, to love a person that will also love her as much as he will, maybe someone like him...

After checking the pictures on the photographer's camera, Heng Huan walked to Ting Mei, satisfied.

Nevertheless, as he approached Ting Mei, he felt a cold and gloomy atmosphere around her and his brows furrowed, " Did she really hated to take a picture with me? "

Heng Huan gently took her hand and called out his name in a soft voice, " Mei? "

Hearing his deep voice, Ting Mei looked up to the man in front of her and their gazes interlocked.

One soft, one cold, a small hand in a big hand.

The layer of frost and sadness that covered Ting Mei's pupil slowly faded, only to be filled with the beautiful face of the worried man.

Even though she still had a lot of doubts in her heart, concerning many subjects, seeing his concerned expression on his cold face, Ting Mei decided to just let go of her worries and to enjoy her time with him.

She didn't know why but she felt very comfortable and secure with him. Maybe it's because he was a powerful king, maybe it was because his cold and usually indifferent face showed concern for her or maybe it was just because it was him, maybe it was meant to be...

Thinking about this, Ting Mei quickly dissipated her dark thoughts and chose to trust this man, letting her guard down.

" Mei? Are you ok? " Heng Huan asked in a slightly anxious voice as he didn't get any response from her.

" Hmm! Let's go play! " Ting Mei sweetly smiled to the man.

Seeing a wonderful smile blossoming on her pretty face, Heng Huan's heart skipped a beat as he stared at her, a bit dumbfounded, " My little devil showed me such a beautiful smile..."

Yeah she smiled, she didn't show a fake or polite smile, she showed him a genuine smile coming from the heart.

" It has been a long time since I felt so relaxed..." Ting Mei chuckled as she observed Heng Huan's cold face stiffen a bit.

" Well, let's go! " Ting Mei said before dragging the mighty king with her in the amusement park.

Because it has been a long time since she came to the amusement park, Ting Mei decided to start with some softcore attractions but as she got more and more into the mood, she wanted to get on the scariest ones.

So during the whole day, Ting Mei happily dragged the fearsome president around. At first, Heng Huan wasn't really sure what to feel but when he saw her smiling from the eyes, his heart softened and he let his little devil drag him around.

After riding at least ten rides, Ting Mei finally felt hungry and went to buy herself a ham&cheese crepe while Heng Huan took a spicy beef crepe.

Just like a little kid, Ting Mei happily enjoyed her meal but seeing Heng Huan's delicious looking crepe, she unconsciously swallowed her saliva.

As Heng Huan saw Ting Mei's glistening eyes eying his crepe, he couldn't help but sigh, " Was this crepe more good looking than him or what? "

Nevertheless, Heng Huan still shared his crepe with his little devil.

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