Till the last breath

I was holding him for the last time, tears rolled out, every bit of me became still like a glass, a glass so clean that all the memories that I had with him were now gone into the blue of something unknown, it's like there is nothing left like a still-life picture, every tear was making the glass even more clear, the glass that we painted for the past 4 years, with colours full of cheery blossoms, feels like the glass is shattered it's in different pieces crushed so finely, that I can collect them and connect to the place they belong, Avisa someone called my name I looked back and it was Drishya's mother, I went a step back loosen the grip that was only from my side as Drishya was on fairyland and had left me alone with a lot of unanswered questions, I placed my beloved on the bed, he was looking so seren but he's asleep now perhaps he didn't wanna stay here for us, Avisa his  Mumma came next to me " I am sorry my child", you have to move on, she said I'll live for him because I know how much we loved each other, it will always be him, I sighed while wiping my tears, and I came out of the room, I rushed toward my car where I have kept his last belonging, I ran as fast as I can so that I reach my car as soon as possible, tears were rolling through my eyes but I didn't let them take away the spirit I have for my love and maintaining a life he always wanted me to, I'll rebuild the castle alone and with his essences that he has left for me, in all these hustle bustle  I didn't know when I reached to my car, I open it sat on the driver seat and next to me was a guitar, and a  ukelele that he gifted me on our first and second date, Drishya was enlightened by the music he uses to say to me "Avi music gives a magical power, and I feel like I can conquer  everything On this planet, if two of the things are on my side that's you and music"