5 Chapter five- Long time ago...

He disappeared. He broke my heart setting into pieces laying on the fall sepearated but still in its former shape. Shining bright red, still pumping. Ever since he left and sat his sexy ass on those plane seats, i knew. I just knew this would be the last time i see the Noah i knew.

It all started 3 weeks after he left.

Maliyah and i was walking from the mall. After seeing Noah with That girl, i changed. I started to go into how I look at least making me look presentable rather than a slob. And boy was my mom ready to hear that I was finally willing for her to actually get me into looking like a girl.

While Maliyah was yapping about her 2nd boyfriend, after her first cheated on her, I was lost into thought. I found myself thinking about Noah and how he was. If he is doing well in college life now. If he is dating or to busy studying. What would his life be like?

While day dreaming about him, I notice a familiar face.

When I squinted my eyes to find out where I've seen that face before, My eyes widen.

Isn't that Sydney?

She was lip locked with someone that I know for a matter fact is not Noah.

I wondered if they were still dating after a year. I pulled out my new phone that my parents gotten me and swiped to Noah number. It was the first contact on my list because he was marked as favorite, though this iPhone is not really letting me put all the heart emoji's I want. I Typed a quick text and looked back up.

Sydney was still into the lip lock. I scrunched up in disgust. If they are still dating then I don't know if I should tell. I felt excitement and that feeling made me guilty. If Noah was in love with me- which is not even possible- and I had a boyfriend who was cheating on me I would want him to tell me.

I saw the flash go off and I looked down.

Mo Mo: YH? WHY U ASK BUNNY?

I gulped. Should I tell him?

I looked back up at Sdyney and the red head boy. Yes.

ME: I AM SEEING HER LIP LOCKS WITH A RED HEAD...I DON"T KNOW IF I SLD TELL U BUT I AM SRRY

it said he read it. Bubbles popped up then disappeared. I waited and waited, but nothing. Nothing happened. No text no response nothing... My heart pounded and i felt guilty for even telling him. For even feeling happy. If i love him as much a i do, then i should be happy when he is happy.

I turned my phone over, and looked back up. I was confused on why they stopped. I mean they were going at it. In front of a old lady. Poor lady. Then i saw Sydney look down at something and then she pressed the object to her ears. I realized it was her phone!

Is noah calling her??

Oh no!

She looked mad. She pushed the red head away and turned around. I panicked as our eyes locked together.

I quickly picked up my phone and purse and dragged Maliayh with me. I turned around and saw Sydney yelling and walking towards us.

I started running. I didn't even bother to look if Maliayah was even behind me. I just ran.

**

It's been 3 days since the inccident.

I texted Noah 18 times. but who's counting...

Its christmas time and i was excited. Noah is coming home.

I dressed up in my new clothes and pinned up my hair in curls. I knew i was still young for Noah...way to young. He is 18 and yet i am still 14...pity me right?

It was our turn to cook dinner for christmas. Every year for any holidays, The Johnson's and us take turns cooking and celebrating any holidys in eachothers house. It became a tradition i guess.

Once i heard laughter downstairs, i rushed down the stairs.

I was halfway down when i saw Noah. He looked...I sighed. A sigh of releif he was looking the same.

But my smile was quickly turned into a frown. His arms that was supposed to be around me was tightly wrapped around a new girl. She looked a bit older and her face was coated in makeup. I scrunched up my nose.

Noah looked up at me. I waited for his smile and his sweet voice calling me "Bunny"

But instead nothing escaped his lips. He turned back to my parents and smiled.

That fake smile i knew was not the Noah smile i know.

This was not the Noah i know Long time ago...