3 Chapter 3- Jealousy....

I flipped through the loppy magazine and sighed, throwing it on the bed.

"What's wrong?" I looked up into my best friends Grey eyes. She looked up at me from doing her nails a hot pink, that made me want to gag. I hate pink. Its just too...Girly. My parents say i am going through a Tom boy phase. I didn't care about it much because i am not the girl who cares for my looks.

"I am bored."

Maliayah laughed and blew her nails waving in front of her. "Let's watch a movie. Then my nails can dry faster."

I nodded and we ran down the stairs. We watched Finding Nemo. For two 13 year old we sure still act like kids. I stuffed my mouth filled of cheese doodles. Mm.

Once Maliyah left when her mom picked her up, I got bored in my own house and quickly ran to Noah's house. I knocked on the door, being greeted with a smiling 2nd mother, and a chubby baby girl on her hips.

"Hey precious. Come in."

I rushed in and sat down on the couch. The Johnson's are like a second home to me. Ever since I met Noah when I was 5, our family grew together like grass. Just never being cut.

"Noah isn't home yet. Do you want to watch TV?"

I nodded. I clicked on the television. Half way through the movie, The door opened. I quickly turned with a smile only to pout. It was Noah little brother Nathan. Nathan is only 5 years younger than me. He shares Noah's messy brown hair, but he has plain brown eyes from his father.

He looked at me then shrugged and ran up the stairs.

I sighed....Where is Noah?

I yawned. This was my 3rd movie and the kid isn't even here yet. I scratched my head, and let out a burp. Mr. Johnson sat on the couch and placed a bowl of chips and two bottles of beer on the coffee table. He placed his feet on the table and changed the channel to the football game.

"Wanna watch?"

I shrugged and again stuffed another batch of chips in my tiny mouth. I did the same thing as Mr. Johnson and rested my arms behind my head. If being a girly girl requires, nails and makeup and hairdo's then no thank you. Being like this is sooo relaxing...

We burped and laughed.

Then Noah Entered the house. I didn't even look up too distracted by the game between the tigers and eagles when Mr. Johnson stood up.

"Nice to meet you sydney"

That's when i looked away.

I peeked over the couch and saw Noah. I stared. He was so beautiful. His disheavled Brown hair that looks as if he just rolled out of bed. Those light hazel and blue eyes. It was so light it makes him look...angleic.

He His smile causing his one dimple of his left cheek pop out. Even when he isn't smiling you could still see the deep dimple.

But then i looked next to him. A georgous girl with Dirty blonde hair in big curls. Her lips were cated in a light layer of shiny clear lip gloss. When he tucked her hair behind her hands, i noticed her new pedicured french nails. She was dressed in a light blue and brown dress with simple yet shiny brown boots.

Noah arms were wrapped around her waist and he pulled her closer. Are those the type of girls Noah likes?

I looked down at my baggy Jersey from my dad and my stained up Jeans shorts. My hands were covered in rubber braceltes from Dad's job and my hair was tangled in a ponytail.

Compared to Ms. Perfect, i look like a downgrade.

I gulped. I wished the floor could suck me whole.

I wlaked over to Noah and he looked down at me and smiled.

"Hey bunny."

I pouted and crossed my arms. "Mo Mo when are you going to stop calling me that."

He laughed and i felt my chest tighten. God that laugh...

"When you stop calling me Mo Mo.

I smiled and leaned in closer to him, smeling his minty breath and his after shave. "Never."

Thorugh a chuckle, Noah looked back at blondy and she smiled down at me.

"Babe this is my little sister Emmaline, Emmaline this is my girlfriend."

Girlfriend. Girlfriend. Girlfreind.

The word echoed in my ears. I stared at The blonde and watched ever feature of her face. It was clear unlike mines. She was beautiful unlike me. She was sweet and smelled like honey and vanilla, unlike me.

"Emma?"

I blinked back tears and forced out a smiled.

"N-nice to meet you." I flinched when i heard the sound of my voice. It sounded like a frog. '

Noah looked down at me worried. WHile ms. perfect staered at me. She suddenly sighed and held Noah's hands. "Babe let's go to the ice cream shop please."

Noah looked down at her and smiled. "Of course."

What happened to goofy Noah. The one who wears glasses and had braces. What happened to Lucy?

what happened to us...

He was now Handsome than ever but he was always handsome in my eyes. Making my breath catch in my throat, made my heart skip beats and make my knees weak by one simple touch from his elbow next to mines. It hurted that he looks at me like a kid. I missed his laugh and how he rode around on his bike with me. But now he is 17, busy with highschool, girls, friends. I watched as he left without one look at me. He was to captivated by her.

I knew what this feeling was. I just didn;t want to think deep on it. I hated the feeling. BUt i had to suck it up. I am 13 not 5. We are growing up...

I walked back home feeling down and sad...filled with one feeling.

Jealousy