1 Fourth Life.

My name is Aurora Aaron: I was born with a three-leaf clover at the middle of my eyebrows.

I was an ordinary human with no special trait. If you call the three leaf clover as a trait then its the only trait I have.

I have been living an ordinary life with zero motivations or without any goal in my life until I turned 16. Why 16? It was the time when I met her, my love, who messed my life; completely turning it upside down, leaving chaos behind.

She was really beautiful. If you ask me to describe her beauty then I have one word to say ''indescribable''. She is not a beauty that mortals like me can easily describe.

''If she walks under the moonlight then the moonlight will ignore the entire world: illuminating her and her Beauty.''

''If she walks under the Sun, then the Sun will hide away from her: in fear of harming her.''

''Wherever she walks; nature will sing for her in Joy.''

''Wind Breezes! Flowers Bloom! Trees Sways! Snow Falls! Dewfalls From The Leaves! The Air Smells Like A Sweet Fragrance!''

''The Entire World Resonates With The Every Foot Step She Takes! Leaving A Beautiful Melody Behind!''

She is my love ''Aria Arumi Black Hawk.''

The first time I saw her is in my school, she is a transfer student who suddenly barged into my life. Until I met her, I had doubts about my sexual orientation. Why? Because I didn't get attracted to any women/girl or my thing got any reaction.

But for the first time when I saw her, I felt a reaction down there, it may sound like a joke but it was the truth, my heartbeat began to accelerate, I thought it was going to explode: for some reason; my entire body got out of control.

I was like a puppet solely born to love her.

The first time I saw her I believe I lost my soul to her.

I was unable to erase her from my mind.

I searched for her, every time when I walked.

She came like a Cloud and disappeared like a Thunder.

At that moment; she saw like a rain. She drenched me wet; felt my entire person and disappeared like a lightning.

I searched for her in the entire school but was unable to find her. I gave up on searching her and went back to my class.

Finally, I found her in my class.

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She was a top student, good at studies and I am not good at studies but I studied hard to catch up to her, finally I succeeded and caught up to her, from then on I slowly entered the top student's circle and made little conversations with her: every now and then.

I became friends with her in school and a stalker after school. I tried to protect her from every harm; whether it may be small or big. I even got/involved in fights for her.

I was living my life like this, everything was going according to my pace: until that fateful day.

Something happened on the way after the school, a lunatic popped out of nowhere and started attacking people with a knife, my love was also caught in that accident. I, who was stalking her saw her in the perilous situation and rushed forward to save her.

I acted at the correct time and pushed her away from that lunatic's knife attack, the knife missed her and stabbed the empty air, I relaxed a little after pushing her to the side, but the lunatic didn't stop there and stabbed me in my heart.

I had fallen to the ground. Someone kicked the lunatic and snatched the knife away from him but it was too late, I got stabbed in the heart and was on the verge of death, it looked like that stab missed some critical spot; from instantly killing me.

My love whom I pushed away ran towards me, she was crying while calling my name, "Aaron! Aaron! Don't die, don't die, I know you love me and stalking me every day, so live on, I will tell you something after you are healed, Aaron! Aaron!,..'' I closed my eyes.

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Next, I was born in the Cultivation World, same as before, I was born; named Aurora Aaron, this time I had two Clover leaves on my forehead, met my love at 16, fell in love with her; love at the 1st site, got closer to her, died while protecting her from a spiritual beast sneak attack.

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Next, I was born in the Magic World, same as before, I was born; named Aurora Aaron, this time I had One Clover leave on my forehead, met my love at 16, fell in love with her; love at the 1st site, got closer to her, died while protecting her from a Magical beast sneak attack.

I was Born three times, in the first life I was born with three leaf clover, in the second life I was born with two leaf clover, in the third life I was born with one leaf clover, each life, one clover leaf got erased.

* Well, let's watch the journey of my cursed love.

I was born three times, fell in love with the same person again and again; ironically in each life I died protecting her.

Now I used all the mysterious Clover leaves which symbolized a life. I got died permanently so as I thought,...

I opened my eyes again, ''did I got reborn again?''

After the Death, I was born in the Fantasy World where monsters roam freely all over the world.

I, Aurora Aaron was born in the word of Fantasy, filled with different kinds of powers, I don't know who my parents are because I lived in an orphanage.

When I turned five, memories of my past three lives were slowly awakened. It took me an entire year to awaken my memories. I have a feeling that I was missing something.

Also, this time the only exception is there was no clover symbol at the center of my eyebrows.

Soon I reached seven years old. It was the time when people awakened their powers in this World.

Humans were bestowed with two Kinds of powers: Magic abilities (Fire, Water, Earth and Wind) and Qi users (knights).

Rare/Special/Unique = Body Enhancement (Born with powerful bodies/special bodies.)

We, children of the orphanage and the local surrounding areas children were brought towards the Altar of Bestowment: a place where we awaken our powers.

I am standing at the center in a group of children; watching them entering the middle of the altar and awakening their powers one by one.

Special/Unique Ability: if they were surrounded by a silver glow, then it means he/she had a special constitution.

Yellow glow means magic, and blue glow means Qi user. No glow? No ability.

The entire surrounding was filled with cheers. Everyone had awakened their abilities soon it's my turn to awaken my ability.

I entered the altar. One minute has passed, but there were no glow, two min, three min; finally, five minutes have passed, but there was no glow meaning I had no ability.

Everyone started to gossip; some of them felt pity for me. In my batch only I am the one who has no ability.

The awakening ceremony was over, and we went back to our respective places.

When we returned to the orphanage my nightmare has begun, the people in the orphanage started to look down on me.

They started to mistreat me and forced manual labor on me: completely treating me like a servant.

Whenever I complain, they beat me or verbally abuse me like saying ''a no ability like you want to freeload and to expect for a comfortable life? Fuck off! Work hard like a slave if you want to feed your stomach,...''

I completely became a manual laborer, enduring their abuse,... the kids my age who awakened their powers also started to mess with me after we turned 10 years old. They were slowly being corrupted; in the beginning, they felt sad/pity watching me but they never mistreated me.

Sadly, year after year they watched me getting mistreated and at one point they felt numb towards me and started changing; they were being corrupted slowly.

When I turned twelve the kid of the same age as I lost control on his power and wounded me critically, I thought I was a goner, the orphanage staff didn't bother helping me, they just dumped me into the dump yard where they dispose trash.

I was lying in the dump yard fighting for my life. When I was on the verge of death; a three leaf clover shone on my forehead and the memories of my first life flashed in my mind. Next, one of the clovers leaves disappeared and my second life memories flashed, soon flashed by the third life.

When I was 5-6 year old I awakened my memories but I have this strange feeling as if I was missing something very important that I shouldn't.

Now, when I am on the verge of death; all my memories flashed once again with the missing additional memories.

In all of my past lives, I haven't died immediately; I was on the verge of death after protecting my love. I clearly saw her running towards me calling my name in tears, I wanted to confess to her before my death but I was unable to make a slight sound.

I gave up without any fight, but, it was when something unexpected happened, my love confessed to me and she told me how she knows about my love towards her or my stalking her,... she even said that she was waiting for my confession all this time, and finally knowing that I won't live anymore she committed suicide before me and in each life she committed suicide and died before I die.

She committed suicide and died in front of me saying: "I Love You''.