thousands miles apart

Life is hard it's full of uncertainties. Yet we are still hoping for things that we are unsure about, I don't know if it's Right to feel this way, I don't know if he's being real to me. How would you feel if your boyfriend seems to care so much for other girl? Even he said she's just a friend and I don't have to worry about it, he keeps her as a sister. How would you feel? This is all mystery to me I don't know how should I react or how should I feel?because right now I fet like I'm just nothing, I felt like they are more important than me. I'm so drawn to him that made me go crazy if I don't talk to him even just an hour. Doubt, fear, pain, and confusion whats inside me right now. This is a real life story. So, guys if you're gonna read this.. please give me an advice. Thank you in advanced and I apologize for my writing skills, Im not really good at this ..there might be incorrect grammar, sentence and others .. please feel free to correct it, I will be glad for that.. Thank you