1 1. Middle Of The Night

_12:00 am_

Chapter 1

D o r r i s

The clock strikes midnight and Elias hasn't come back yet he left this morning around 7am he told me he had to go help his homies out but never came back since. I sighed glancing away from the clock to the T.V. I might as well turn it off Keeping Up With The Kardashians is trash anyways. It's all fake just like their bodies. Why do they keep on doing this to themselves? I turned the T.V. off putting the remote down and laid on the couch pulling the covers over me.

The covers were hot, it just came out of the drier. It even has Elias scent, we both shared it every night and morning now that he's rarely here I keep it all to myself. He sleeps in our room while I sleep on the couch keeping my distance from him. When I'm passed out on the couch he would often carry me to our bed if he feels lonely or can't sleep. I have mixed feelings about that should I get freaked out or comfort him?

I do both

He used to be sweet and loving towards me when we first met love at the first sight they said and it was. His charming handsome smile brings the light of my day positive vibes other than that he changed and began to come super late. About 1 in the morning the latest he comes is 6am I get pissed and start yelling crazy at him but he shuts me out every single time when I brag him about coming late.

He gives me uncanny vibes when I'm around him. It doesn't matter if his arms are around me, having rare conversations with him just small regular talks. It gets awkward. I tense, by looking at him I stared brazenly into his chocolate eyes for a brief minute before we broke eye contact whistling lowly. I furrow my brows drifting off to sleep about 5 minutes later the door opens and I open my eyes blinking a couple of times for my vision clear

My eyes wondered off at the front door a large figure who happens to be my boyfriend Elias, an alpha he is in almost alpha to we're both possessive and protective for one another but I'm slowly drifting away from that. He was beautiful I might say his skin catches my attention the most it's so heavenly dark mocha skin to die for.

It turns me on.

He caught me staring at him I blushed deeply not knowing what to say but I star to stammer rudely. He cut me off by shouting at me.

"What the hell Dorris! You've been blowing my fucking phone at 10 pm over 2000 text messages and phone calls are you some lunatic." His jaw clenched and I stared at him full in shock those words stung me hard he was right but he's been gone since this morning I knew that I have every right to call him as many times as I can

"And where the hell were you I've been blowing up your phone to get your ass back home." I nearly shouted and my mouth went dry soon after that he rolled his eyes in annoyance while speed walking straight to our room and his dreadlocks bounced at every movement he stepped on.

I sat up cursing under my breath getting up from the couch chasing after him. He closed the door once I got to it but pushed it opened he took off his clothing beginning with his shoes. Placing my hands on hips moving my head to side to side giving him small hints to explain himself

"I'm waiting." I told him out he met my eyes but broke it off within a second and we made meaningful eye contact. This is bullshit this isn't the man I feel in love with, where's the wise spoken hearted man I feel for?

"What?" He asked giving me attitude I scoffed

"Aren't you gonna tell me where the hell were you or just keep on ignoring my question! I was beyond furious with him my heart increased and sweat went down my head. I was also never ya for his next respond I didn't want to have a fight with him but we're getting there quickly

Once he took his shirt off his muscles were on display he gave me a glance going to the dresser "Just friends" he responded why be with friends for that long?

"But why that long I was worried sick about you Elias I thought you were d-dead-." He cuts me off by hugging me tightly against his naked chest his heart began rising. Our hearts pounded when we hugged we must love each other even if we got into a small fight

He pulled away kissing me softly "Don't worry baby I'm fine I just had to handle some business go to sleep I'm heading towards the showers." I nodded slowly watching him walking to the bathroom leaving me all alone in our room with the fan on

Tears formed in my eyes I gulped down hard as I got into bed pulling the covers over me thinking about what happened earlier. It was weird. He must be bipolar maybe he must be telling the truth by going to friends but I don't know anymore but if he keeps this up more I have to call up my friends to stalk him

It really hurts to think that way and him coming home so late I'm so worried sick every now and then. I don't know what else to do

He pulled away kissing me softly "Don't worry baby I'm fine I just had to handle some business go to sleep I'm heading towards the showers." I nodded slowly watching him walking to the bathroom leaving me all alone in our room with the fan on

Tears formed in my eyes I gulped down hard as I got into bed pulling the covers over me thinking about what happened earlier. It was weird. He must be bipolar maybe he must be telling the truth by going to friends but I don't know anymore but if he keeps this up more I have to call up my friends to stalk him

___the next moring

I felt a gentle rub on my shoulder and I groaned, starting to move around. He wasn't giving me a break I knew I had to get up, sitting up rubbing my eyes so they could adjust to the bright light. I looked over to my right and saw Elias.

I stared down at legs I wasn't in a mood to look or talk to him. I'm still hurt from last night. He's always been distant from me; he wasn't like this before. He would often be by me telling me all of these sweet words which I hardly hear anymore. It makes me feel so lost in the world. I was his world but I've been dragged into a maze of it finding a way to get him to love me again

"Good morning." He says I nodded

"Why are you so up early in the moring it's only 7am." I told him triely he places me on his lap I'm worried what he's going to say next. He would often go over to this friends house then comes back home so late I'm here alone in this apartment of ours.

"Today is you and me. The day after what happened last night I feel guilty not being around you for so long. I want you to give me a second chance." He pleads I rolled my eyes I'm always giving him too many second chances I don't know what else to do anymore I try my best to keep this relationship stabled but nothings working though

"Doris I-I don't know."

"Come on just imagine you and me hanging out together doing the stuff you love to you just like the old times we had. I promise I'll only focus on you." He says his eyes begs for forgiveness and understanding while mine are misery and suspicious. I sighed giving up

"Okay fine."

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