1 Wish I had given a second thought!

Why do you want to marry me? I would say. He would just look me in my eye and say, "why wouldn't I? You have everything I need in my woman. A working woman who knows how to handle house work also and has such a kind heart with a smart brain. What else do I need from my woman."

This was enough for me to decide I want to live forever with him but was it enough for him?!

I always thought love was the most important factor in a marriage and you know it was. In fact it still is but not necessary in husband and wife only.

"I think there's something fishy in the way you want to be dressed all the time" I said. He said "no baby, it's just that you have styled me up this way and now you feel I am overdressed. Please don't overthink. There is no one and nor will there ever be. The heart of your hubby belongs to you and only you." And I would keep quite thinking maybe I am actually overthinking. I did not want to over manifest the whole thing so I let it go.

Then it became a pattern and things went from fishy to finally a day when I caught the fish in the net. Now that he was caught he could not deny but he was shameless and he still carried out his affairs. Now in-spite of knowing everything I could do nothing. Not because I was married to him but because there was lot of others things at stake. I needed to sort out all that before I could kick out this man from my life and start a new.

Only thing I feel every-time is love is not enough and that wish I had given it a second thought.