Done with it all

I just walked, I didn't know where I was walking and I didn't care but all I felt was pain and betrayal. *Flash* "I will always love you, I will never hurt you, I will never do you any wrong, I will never let anyone lay a finger on your head" Ace said "I love you too" I mumbled *Flash*. A memory, my heart felt heave my eyes felt watery and my muscles felt sore. I looked up to see that I was in front of the boys locker room and I pushed the door open and walked in to see Jc and a few more bits all being stupid in towels. I don't know why I came here but it felt right "hey Miss I think you got the wrong locker room" a coach said. I looked at the coach to shake my head and saw Jc turn to see me "Willow" Jc said as he threw a towel at my face to cover my eyes. "I'm done with it all" I bitterly smiled as I covered my eyes with the towel as the boys threw on pants. "can I take the towel off" I mumbled "yea" Tyler said as I took the towel off I saw Tyler was in the change room with Jc and a few more boys. "I want to go home" I complained "I want to get laid" one of the boys said. "sure not like I got anything else to do" I laughed the boy came closer to me and went to grab my hand to take me away "Don't even think about it" Jc spat. "I'm not in the mood right now I want a smoke" I said as I went to jc "it's break I'll take you to lunch" Jc smiled as his arm went around my shoulders. I wrapped my arms around jcs waist and grabbed a pack of smokes that had a label that read evil. "I'll see you all later" jc said as he looked at the boys "Lets go" jc said as he went to walk my arms came off his waist holding the pack of smokes and took the lighter out of my bra. "bye" the boys replied "Willow you coming" jc said as he got to the door and I stood in front of his looker liking at a picture of my parents. "Little sis" jc called I turned "coming big brother" I said as I ran to the door. we got to jc black Porsche and I jumped into the front seat we started to drive for a little bit "what's wrong" jc said. "I can see the pain in your eyes and the hurt on your heart" jct continued. "I hate him, I hate love, I hate forgetting everything, I hate being hurt and I hate not being with our parents" I yelled as the pain I had been holding in came out. Tears feel from my face, my hands started to shake like I was gonna losing everything, my head hurt from thinking. we pulled up in front of a park and I knew I couldn't do anything to bring back my memories or my parents. We got out off the car and I lit a smoke and walked to the swings and started to swing "I know you hate this but it's for the best" Jc said. "Did you just get cheated on, did you just get into a fight cause some ass wanted to get laid, did someone tell you that you were mine and made you remember that you were raped" I yelldled as I inhaled the smoke from my cigarette. "No I didn't" jc said "did you lose your memory, to wake up asking why you had scars but you knew your name and age but nothing about your family but you had pictures off them to remember who they were" I yelled. "no" jc said in guilt I had finished my first cigarette and started a new one "I miss them" I cried "I miss my twin sister and my parents" I cried. "I'm sorry" jc said "but there gone" I whispered we sat there in silence for a while "I miss then too and I'm sorry about all of it I really am" jc said as I got of the swing. I hugged my brother tightly as the tears stopped "I'm gonna kill ace" jc said "don't his not worth it" I laughed "his so ugly to like how can you fall for a clown like him" jc laughed. I started to laugh "there's that smile I love" jc happily said "let's go back" I said we walked to the car and went back to school. Tyler and Red were waiting for us at the car park when I got out of the car I threw Ace's jacket at Tyler and said "give it to snow". "I'm sorry baby girl" red said as he hugged me tightly all I could do was hug him back "don't be I'm glad we're done" I laughed "I can't find her" sin said as she came towards us. "there you are" sin yelled as she hugged me "here I am" I smirked "I was worried" sin said "don't be I'm a big girl" I laughed. "we have gang try outs" Tyler said as he looked at me "who's we" I spoke "I think you would be a good addition to the gang" Tyler said "I'll only join if red does" I laughed. "what about me" sin said "your already in the gang" I laughed "how did you" sin asked "I know everything" I smiled. "Red can join but only if you can be of help to me" Tyler said "deal" I said as I came closer to Tyler and stile his sunglasses and put them on my head. "your little snowflake got to learn her place though" I smiled as I started to walk off. "boss she stole ur glasses and you didn't react" Jc said "it's ok she can steal anything from me and I wouldn't care" Tyler smiled. I walked into the class to see Ace and snow were making out and I turned around and went back to Tyler and stole Ace's jackeylt from his hand. We all walked to the same class and I threw ace's jacket at snow and said "you might need that for your cold heart". "who do you think you are talking to me like that" snow said as she got of ace's lap "I'm willow but you can call me red back" I smiled. "your ugly is what you mean" snow said "if I'm ugly than why do you have my leftovers" I laughed "willow" Ace said "were over not like we were even together but this thing we were is over" I laughed as I wore a smile. "Baby we have to get to the meeting" Tyler said "I'm coming" I smiled as I turned around "babe I want your leather jacket" I smiled as Tyler picked up his leather jacket from the table. "you can wear it if I can have a kiss" Tyler shamelessly said "fine" I said as my lips covered his and our tonges started to explore each others mouths. He tasted sweet like an endless supply of candy that I never wanted to stop eating as our kiss ended Tyler nibbled on my bottom lip.