Roman
I leave Malin and go to Colin's room with dinner for him. I don't even know how I can look him in the eyes and hide the fact that I literally just finger fucked his cousin an hour ago.
Every time I come to him; he tries to get me to talk. To tell him things about the blood moon pack. He tries to get me on his side but I don't even know how I can sincerely tell him that I am not on the society's side either.
I am just an unfortunate being that is stuck in an unfortunate situation. Telling him the truth. Telling him that I am from the shadow pack is just a way to reduce how guilty I feel but it didn't do anything for me. It didn't make me feel any better. If anything, it made me feel worse.
"Why are you doing this?''
There is disbelief in his eyes.
He is already judging me.
He doesn't even know the full story and judgment is all I see in his eyes "Does it matter?"
He rolls his eyes