11 chapter 11

"Lidia what are yo--" I pushed him on the bed. making sure to hold back his arms."Lidia... what are you doing?" "what you asked of me Jasper." I put my lips on his neck and gently made my way down to his chest. I unbuttoned the shirt he had on and took it off. "Lyly do you really want to do this?" "yes maybe you'll finally leave me alone about how I feel." "wait so your doing this just so that I leave you alone?" "yeah if that's how you want to put it..." "Lidia this isn't fair...I only want you to do this when "YOU" want to"I thought about it and realized I do like him but do I like him as a friend or a lover? maybe if I do this I can find out. I took my shirt off. "Lidia...." Jasper whispered. his hazel eyes turning gray. he pushed me off and rolled on top of me. "Listen to me Lidia. You don't want to do this." I thought about what he said "maybe your right... but I know you want to...so--" "just because I want to doesn't mean you have to. I love you and that's why I'm not going to do this to you until you want to." we gazed at each other. then he grabbed my shirt and helped me put it on. then he took my face in his hands and kissed me softly. "there, now be a good girl."

Elle- hey guys sorry this one was kinda short but I hope you like it! 🖤🖤🖤