World after the fall (15)

Jaehwan shook his head in confusion.

'What is he trying to say?'

"Or if I am not one of them, I don't have the right to believe in your world?"

The doctor's head was bleeding. It seemed like he struck his head as he fell. Before Jaehwan could say anything about it, the doctor spoke again.

"I'm sorry Jaehwan. It's all because of me. I ruined you. I destroyed your world and I dared to try to analyze it."

"Hey! Don't say anything! You are…"

The doctor continued however.

"But Jaehwan, in some way, that wasn't me. I wasn't the one who declared your world to be a delusion and connected it to your 'father' without consent. It wasn't my will…"

Jaehwan wanted to ask, 'Then what was it? If it wasn't your will, then what?'

"That is…"