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TW: transphobia, homophobia, and life endangerment.

Kageyama POV: 

*BEEP BEEP BEEP* I groaned as I rolled over and turned my alarm off. I got up and started to do my morning routine. " another day of living this life I guess." I mumbled while walking to my bathroom and grabbed my box of syringes and my viles. I gave myself my shots and then went to my room to grab one of my volleyball kits. I went back to the bathroom and started my wrapping. halfway through I heard a knock on my door and I sighed while muttering a "shit, what am I supposed to do? im not done wrapping yet." and then I tucked the rest of my bandages into the hem of my shorts and sliding my hoodie on while I walked to the door. I opened the door and stared at a certain boy standing outside my door.   "what the hell are you doing here boke?" I said while looking down at hinata. "well i wanted to walk to schol with you today and i didnt see you walking down your street and you werent anywhere else so i figured you were here. sorry kageyama but i just got concerned i guess." he said while smiling at me. o sighed then moved aside. " come inside and wait in the living room. you can go anywhere in the house except the bathroom and my room at least not until im done getting ready that is." he nodded and i turned and walked around before he could say anything. after i was in the bathroom i closed the door and started to wrap again while woking around my wings. when i was done i put my practice shirt on and went to the living room. "come on dumbass lets go." i said with a sneer. when he stated to prance over i slightly smile but quickly wiped it off my face as we had to go to school and there was no way i was going to break the persona i had made for myself. as we were walking and a few feet from sakinoshita shop i started to feel a sharp pain go through my ribs but it had been happening for about a week now so i just ignored it.  when we were almost in the gate it happened again but this time i felt really lightheaded. i ignored it again and just started to walk to the gym. when we were outside i felt my chest tighten and i reached out to grab onto hinata for support but i missed his shoulder and i braced for impact. i felt a hand wrap around my the back of my neck and another on my back slowly easing me to the ground. i lookd up and saw a blur of blonde hair and another two orange and green blobs. the blonde and green blobs which i assumed to be tsukishima and yamaguchi stayed behind while the orange one sped away. " T-to tight. my bandages." i choked out through heavy breathes. they immediately understood and yamaguchi took my shirt off while tsukishima spread his wings out to sheild me from sight from behind while yamaguchi spread his from the front. soon wings that looked like sugawara, coach ukai, and kiyoko surrounded us aswell and yamaguchi brought his back into his back as he diligently continued to undo my bandages while i continued to have trouble breathing. as he got closer to getting my bandages off i heard him say a faint "suga come here. hinata trade places with him and dont look back here." suga and hinata traded places and suga was at my side with my practice shirt in hand waiting for the bandages to be completly off. when they were suga slid my shirt over my head and held both boys held ,e while i cried and tried to regain a steady breathing rhythm again. after a while of being held by the boys when i started to calm down the others put there wings down and slowly sit down next to us. " Hey kageyama i know its hard to come out as trans but just know that im here for you as a trans man and so is yamaguchi. dont be afraid to come to us if you need anything. and just because were tran smen doesnt make us any less of men." sugawara said and i loooked up shocked. "w-wait you guys are trans? You mean i wasnt alone all this time and  i thought  was the only trans guy in school." i started crying again while i immediately hugged sugawara and yamaguchi tight. " Hey i keep different sied sports bras in my locker if you want me to go get one for you for today. it wont be very tight becayse of your bruises but it something so your not exposed and supportless for the day. and me, suga, and coach are taking you to the hospital to get the wounds and bruises treated." yamaguchi said and i nodded whike listening o everything the guys were saying. " Kageyama, you are not allowed to practice until those injuries are fully healed." coach said and i nodded. i soon realized that the whole team was there and i got scared thinking that they would hate me but they all gave me reassuring looks and smiled at me. i started to let my tears i had been holding back flow down my face not giving a damn about my facade i had been putting up any longer. " im sorry to ask this but i cant take it any longer... can you guys be my new family? mine abandoned me when i came out as trans and a gay man and they packed all their shit and left.  please i really just need a hug right now. i dont know what to do." i said while letting more tears fall. they all immediately let out a long breath and immediately dropped dow and all hugged me. after a little while of hugging i felt a nod on my shoulder and i knew that suga usr have been signing to yamaguchi. i was right as the next thing i heard made me freeze. " Hey kageyama you dont have to answer if you dont want to but why are you so thin?" suga asked. I sighed and started to explain. "I guess theres no point in hiding it any longer huh. after my family abandoned me i fell into a deep depression and developed eating issues. i cant eat and when i do i have to throw it up. I got body dysmorphia and i hate my body constantly." i said and pulled my shirt tighter around my torso so the rest of the team could see my waist. i let my shirt fall down back around me and i heard another question asked. "kageyama what happened to your wings if its not to far to ask that?"  my breath hitched and i immediately grs=abbed onto suga and he gripped my shoulder and squeezed as a form of reassurance. i took a deep breath and started to speak. "I was kidnapped in my first year of middle school by my half brother after he killed my father because my dad left him and his mom when my mom got pregnant with me. i almost died that day but he was dumb enough to not take my phone and when i regained consciousness i called the cops and i got help." i replied.

"alright thats enough questions for now. suga, yamaguchi, and kageyama get in my car so we can go to the hospital." we nodded and got up and went to the car.  we went to the hospital and after i was treated coach took me home. when i got to the door i was about to reach for the handle when it turned and the door flew open. i saw a face i never wanted to see again. "Yui where have you been all day! i thought i told you that you were a trans piece of gay shit and you didnt deserve to be seen anywhere!" i was about to speak when two voices spoke up from behind me. "WHATS WRONG WITH BEING TRANS AND GAY BITCH?!" i looked behind me to see yamaguchi ans suga without shirts on and yamaguchi in a binder and suga with scars on his chest. i looked back to my mom and i opened my mouth. "yea "MoM" whats wrong with being a trans gay man. im proud to be who i am and i dont need you in my life to make my mental health any worse. and where have you even been the last 2 and  half years. probably off somewhere fucking some random man like the whore you are. get back out of m life and never come back. you used to always say that you wanted a son but when you finally got him you abandoned him and treated him like sit. leave again and never come back." i felt two hands on my each of my soulders and one on my head. then another voice spoke up and it was coach ukai. " not only are these three transgender and gay but so is my boyfriend so why dont you listen to your SON and leave." i turned around and looked at him shocked. i turned back around saw my mom raise her hand and start to swing her hand in a downward motion.i got ready for impact but instead i heard a smack i opened my eyes to see coach ukai bringing his hand back down and my moms hand swinging away from my face my eyes widen in shock as i couldnt believe my eyes. after my mom's hand was placed limply down by her side there was another voice that spoke up from behind. "TOBIO kageyama will be coming to live with me and my two kids from here on out and i will claim HIM as my SON! and if you dont like that you could always go back to the hole you have crawled out of because i have already notified the police and they are on the way to come and arrest your child abandoning ass. HE will no longer have to work 3 jobs after school and on the weekends to pay for things that YOU should have been doing as the widowed mother this BOY! if you have any objections i will gladly take them and your physical strikes but you will from here on out leave that BOY alone because HE was no longer your SON the day you left him behind. now kei go help HIM pack his stuff and load it into the car so we can take HIM to HIS new home. You to akiteru also tadashi sweety, you go help also." i looked back to see tsukishima with a taller man who was still shorter than him and a woman that was even shorter than both of them. tsukishima and who i assumed to be the akiteru guy as well as yamaguchi started to walk into my house. "wait a minute i wanna do the honors of something" i said as they got close to my mom. i walked up and shoved past my "mother" and into my soon to be old house. " hey kageyama, i know i dont show it but i really do care about you and the team as well. thats why i asked my mom to let you move in. tada- i mean yamaguchi knew but i asked him not to say anything. because i wanted to surprise you with it." i was shocked as tsukishima started talking. "oh and also call me kei at my house so nobody gets confused."  " ok tsukishima. also you should tell the team how you really feel." i smiled at him and walked to my room to start grabbing my stuff. me and tadashi got all my stuff for female issues and my t-shots and everything like that while tsukishima and his brother got my clothes and the other stuff i needed. we went outside to see my mother being put into handcuffs. a police officer walked up and started to speak. " which one of you is yui kageyama?" i was about to speak when i got inteupted by tsuki's brother. " actually sir HIS name is TOBIO kageyama. please do not misgender or dead name him. he"s been through enough already." the officer nodded and bowed down while speaking. " i am sorry i didnt realize that you were a masterpiece of bravery. so mr.Tobio would you mind coming with me so i can ask you a few questions?" i nodded letting a few tear fall down my cheeks. yamagucji grabbed my duffel bag that i had around my shoulder and nodded for me to go with the officer. after everything at my house was taken care of i went with the tsukishimas and yamaguchi to their house and settled in with help from all of the guys. 

~~~~time skip~~~~

Its been about a month since i moved into tsukishimas house. my secret got spread by some catty bitches but i couldnt care either way because i was happier than i had been in years and i was so comfortable and proud of who i was. i walked into the gym for practice but when i walked in i saw hinata standing in the middle of the court with a nag in his hands. he looked at me smiled and started to speak. "tobio kageyama i have liked you since we first met at that tournement you might act like a cold jerkwaffle but that doesnt mean you do all the time. ive seen your soft side so much more than the rest of the team. what im trying to say here is will you be my boyfriend tobio?" i let my tears fall as i immidately hugged him and started spouting yes over and over again until it made physically sick to hear anymore. he hugged me bacl then the team came out from the supply closet and suga, yamaguchi, daichi, and tsukishima all walked up to me with a present bag. "what is the bag for you guys?" i asked genuinely curious and daichi was the one to speak up. " my dad was the police officer that showed up at your house a month ago and when he came home and found me hugging koushi- i mean suga crying he asked what was wrong. i told him everything and he told me he was the one that put your mom in handcuffs and then asked to talk to you, he felt so bad for accudentally misgendering and dead naming you that he ordered something for you in secret and they didnt get here util last night. so here. this is a present from officer sawamura." i hesitantly grabbed the bag and opened it up and inside there was 2 binders and a couple sports bras. i hugged daichi and then he hugged back. "now theres one more surprise for you mr. tobio. now turn your emotional ass around and go thank the guy in the doorway." i turned around and the same officer was standing in the doorway. i ran up to him and hugged him while my tears continued to fall and thanked him." thank you so much you have no idea how much this means to me that you did this for me. im forever gratful to you mr. sawamura." he hugged me back while i cried. and after i was fone ballimg like a little bitch i turned to tsukishima and gave him my signature smirk. it was time. " HEY tsukishimaaaaaa isnt there something you want to say to the team." i said mockingly " damn you king. But yea there is actually something i wanna say to the team. Even though it may seem like i dont care i really do. i love all of you guys even though i dont show it. now dont ever quote me on that or i will kill you all." the whole team laughed including daichi's dad and both coach ukai and takeda. practice started and life was back to normal. 

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Thank you for reading this chapter. there isnt going to be anothert chapter for a while do to the fact that i got grounded. and i wanna say thank you to my friemd chloe for letting me borrow her computer to write this chapter. i know your reading this chloe. so hey thanks man. im sorry if i made you cry but hey im a fan fiction writer. its my job.thatnks for reading again but heres me signing off.

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