10 10 - (Sebastian/?) Happy thoughts...
*********** Sebastian Perspective ************
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I don't even need to see Ellyn's face to realize that Cassie is behind me, possibly looking at me with a disgusted face and wondering what the heck is going on. But I think if I take a right step, I can cover her mouth before she screams for my mom or dad.
...
- MO....
- Somnus!
Out of nowhere, the Ellyn stretched her arm and Cassie started to close her eyes and begin to stagger. What did she do?
- Casssie!
* holding Cassie before falling
-Hey, hey ... Cassie?
- Calm down, Sebastian ...
- What did you do , Ellyn ?!
- I...
- Cassie, come here!
Damn it! My mother is calling her! And Ellyn is just standing there, looking at me in a way that looks like she's really nervous about what she just did!
...
- Cassie, I want to talk to you! - Ah, mom!
- Ellyn, come here and help me.
- O-Okay.
- What was this?!
- I used magic to her quickly fall asleep. She won't remember what she saw here.
- Okay, but now it's complicated for us if mym mom see us!
- S- Sorry ...
- Forget this and help me here!
I see through my door that Cassie's bedroom door is open. The way is to put her in there and look like she really slept before my mom came here.
- What do I do?
- Take her legs and follow me ...
I lift Cassie up by her arms and torso, while Ellyn takes her legs together. I hope we can pull it fast.
- Cassie, I'm calling you! - Her voice raised! She'll be here soon!
* leaving the door open with my foot
I look down the hall and see the direction that leads to the back of the house, where I heard my mother's voice. It's now or never!
- Come on, Ellyn! Come on, Ellyn! Come on, Ellyn!
* moving into Cassie's room quickly
- Cassie?
We did it! But now my mother is probably in the hall by the intensity of her voice.
- Throw her on the bed!
...
- And no...
- Daughter? - Oh screwed! You can see and ...
...
- Cassie? I'm call ... Ah ... Slept...
Before my mom saw us, Ellyn pushed me to the wall where the door opens, put her hand on my mouth and is pushing herself against me on the wall. Please, mom... DON'T LOOK HERE!
- (speaking quietly) Stay calm ... - How do you stay calm like that?
I can only stay here without moving and afraid to touch Ellyn. The most worrying thing is that Ellyn is simply pushing me with the front of her body, with one hand on my mouth and the other pushing against the wall, looking at her hand with an expression of nervousness.
- Why the window is open?
Damn it! When she turns around, she'll see us both here!
- (speaking quietly) She will see us, Ellyn.
Ellyn said nothing and just closed her eyes and rested her head on the hand that is covering my mouth. She is moving her lips as if she is saying something very quiet ...
- Now yes. Turn on the air conditioner but do not close the window. Cassie, sometimes... - Don't turn around!
...
Huh? How is she not seeing me and Ellyn? She's clearly looking at us ... Wait ... why am I glowing green?
- I think it's best to let her sleep in peace.
- (speaking quietly) Ellyn?
- (speaking softly) Invisibility ... Now shhh !
- Huh ? - Mom, go away!
...
After looking around, my mom ended up making a "must be nothing" gesture , ended up leaving Cassie's room and closed the door. When that happened, Ellyn broke free of me. It is not for nothing that I am catching my breath. My mom wouldn't just fall into one of "too nice moms" and let me get away with it ...
- Sebastian ... I ... I didn't want to do that ...
- You said she just ... slept, right?
- Yes it was...
- And that you won't remember anything, right?
- Yes...
- So no problem ...
Cassandra ...
- Let's go...
I slowly open the Cassie's bedroom door and look around to confirm that there is no one in the hall. With that, Ellyn passes quickly into my room and I enter shortly thereafter.
* closing the door
- Ellyn ...
- Yes?
I thought that if this "contract "business accelerated soon it could help her, but I think we should do it elsewhere. I'm not going to risk someone in my family getting in here and having the same reaction as Cassie.
- Will you still want to make this contract?
I look at her and she looks empty.
- Sebastian, I ...
* knoc knoc knoc
- Sebastian, it's me.
Mom? What was it this time?
- (speaking quietly) Ellyn, hide.
Ellyn said nothing and simply nodded , lying on the floor and placing herself on the other side of the bed, which is near the window. As a precaution, I think I better put my shirt back on.
- One second, mom .
*opening the door
- Yes mom?
- Were you changing ? - Too perceptive!
- I was going to change now.
- I understand. But I wanted to ask you something. - Huh ?
- You can ask, mother . - Just stay there and don't go into my room !
- Did you go to my room today?
...
Cover it up better, Sebastian!
- No mother. Why?
- Well, it was that I had organized some clothes of mine to take to a donation center and other clothes for me to see if I can arrange to use. But when I went to organize, I didn't find a piece of clothing that I would take to adjust. - Don't tell me that ...
- What piece of clothing?
- A shirt with a sleeve and a khaki shorts. - Okay ...
- No. I didn't go there.
- Okay, but by any chance, did you see if it was in your wardrobe? Your father maybe have mixed the clothes again .
- No, it's not.
- I understand. Okay, son. Make sure you don't sleep late.
- Alright, mom.
* closing the door
Sigh ... I didn't know that. It was so much in the prey that I didn't even notice ...
- Ellyn, I ...
I turn my gaze to Ellyn and she is wearing that green dress of hers. And the clothes she was wearing were on the bed, separated by my mother's and the jacket she created herself. Then, she climbs on the table and prepares to go out the window.
- Ellyn?
- I'm going now.
- Hey, wait ...
- No, Sebastian. I...
...
- I need to go.
- Then take the clothes.
When I said that, Ellyn looked at the clothes for a few seconds and just sighed deeply.
- Says to your mother that it's a gift for her.
- Ellyn, please don't .....
- Goodbye, Sebastian.
- Ellyn!
Before I got to it, Ellyn ended up jumping out, but I don't know what happened, but I could feel a small pressure of air going through me. When I looked out the window to find Ellyn , I saw only a few leaves falling from a tree next to my house ...
What was this? Why did she leave like that? And without the clothes I gave her? But ... there was something that made me aware ... That empty look in her ...
- Ellyn ...
...
*far away
* jumping from tree to tree
Why? What happened to me? Ahhhhh !
It wasn't supposed to be like this! Was not! Now, Sebastian ... He's going to ... Yeah ... I shouldn't have just done it all. ..
Easy, Ellyn ... Easy ...
* looking at the night sky
"Why is everything happening again?"
...
I need to find him soon. If I don't find ... I don't know but what I do ... I think I can shoot another arrow yet ...
- Sagittarius Ellyn!
I look down and see someone. A boy wearing a kind of dark blue coat, black pants and white gloves ... Ah, yes ... It can only be him ...
- I finally found you, Ellyn. How about getting down from there?
- Hmph ... I'm on my way ... Jack ...
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Aug. 22, 2018
05:30 AM
**************** ? Perspective ****************
- "You two will not pass me !"
- "Please stop that! We can help you ...!
- " No! I never will want your help to keep order! Only I know the right way! And the way is to eliminate anyone who breaks the rules! "
.. .
* cellphone alarm ringing
... Where is ...?
* picking up the cell phone
Hmph ... That dream again ...
- I have to stop .. . to sleep so late ... next time.
...
I look at myself in front of a mirror inside my room and look at myself ...
Today will be a normal day ... Today will be a normal day ...
- "Normal? Don't get up yourself into illusion, believing it will be a day nor bad after what happened. "
Calm ... Stay calm. Happy thoughts. .. Come on.
After a few seconds, I go out of my room, dressed in my uniform and get my backpack . I walk down the stairs to my house, leave my backpack on the living room and go to prepare my breakfast.
- Already awake?
I hear a voice and look behind me and realize that it is my mother, all disheveled and with a face of evident sleep. It looks like she just came out with a long hangover.
- I'm making fried egg. You'll want?
- If it's not uncomfortable, I want to.
- Fine. Just wait a while, mom.
...
- So, how was it at school?
- It went well, mom.
- Nobody got weird when they saw you?
- No, mom. Everyone acted normally with me.
- I see.
- Why the question?
- You know, you haven't missed a day at school since you started there. I thought someone would miss you or whatever. - Is that something to say, mother?
- Mom, everyone acted normally.
- Fine. I understand...
I remove the frying pan from the stove and bring the fried eggs to a plate on the table .
- Daughter, your shaking didn't happen anymore, right?
- Yes ... They didn't happen anymore.
- "Shaking? Is that what she thinks? "
Happy thoughts ... Happy thoughts
- Let me put it in the sink. Go eat.
My mother gets up from the table and takes the frying pan from my hand, but passing her hand over my hand . I just sit down and start having my breakfast.
...
- Are you going to do something today, mom?
- Well, I'm going to clean the house and I think I'm going out today. Take a walk.
- Right ... Ah, someone wants to talk to you.
- Who?
- Mrs. Rodrigues.
- Hummm . Did you stop by Sebastian's house?
- Mother, it is not what you are thinking.
- Relax. It's okay to stop by his house and go with your little boyfriend ~~
- I told you, mom. Sebastian and I are just friends.
- I know. But tell me ... when will you admit your relationship?
- M-Mom !
- I'm kidding hehe~~
* sigh
- But one day, I hope he will become my son-in-law ~~
- Yeah, it won't do to put in your head that he and I have nothing.
- "But you wanted to, right?"
Even you will be playing with me early in the morning ?!
- Play aside... He is a good boy. Why not give him a chance?
- Hmph ... Mom, you know it is useless to do this if he doesn't seem to care about these things.
- "Your mom is consenting and you want to make up excuse?!"
Shut up...
- Yeah. He's a little disconnected anyway. But he will wake up by his feminine charms ~~
- "Feminine? Hahahaha ~~ "
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- I'll stop listening to you, mom ...
- Well, I think I'll go and talk to Larissa later. And enjoy and spend the afternoon with Sebastian there ~~
- Mom ... You sometimes don't even care what I think.
- No, daughter. I think so. I was like you when I was younger. And if there was one thing you took from me, it was that putting the wrong idea in your head can make you miss great opportunities to make your life happy. And I don't want it to be repeated with you.
Mom ... Why did my dad give up on you? / - "Mom ... Why did my dad give up on you?"
Apparently, we both agree on that ...
- Okay, mom. But apart from the lustful part you thought about Sebastian and me ...
- Fine. Fine.
As much as I've gotten used to the idea of separated parents, I don't understand why. My mom is just as nice as Sebastian's mom and dad ... it's more serious, but she cares about my future and my sister's future. But I think that even in this situation, they should not abandon everything they already had ...
* cellphone vibrating
I take my phone out of my pocket and see a new message ... From him ...
- Good morning, Naomi.
...
I think it's best to talk to him in person at school, so I'll ignore it for now.
- So... is it not time for you to go ?
I look at my phone and see that it's already 6 am. As much as classes only start at 7:30 am, I like to walk slowly, since the school is not that far away. I think I took this from Sebastian ...
I grab my backpack and my house key. Before you leave...
- Love you mom.
I hug my mother tightly. If I could, I would be doing this for longer so she would be happy to know that there will always be someone who will love her.
- I love you too, daughter.
...
- Have a nice day, Naomi ~~
- See you later, mom ~~ / - "See you later, mom."
06:50 AM
As I get closer to school, I already see students seeing me and getting nervous . Maybe they expected Sebastian to come with me, but after yesterday ... I don't think I could look him in the eye.
I'm not mad at him. I was just really surprised by that "Ellyn" acting that way in front of him. I don't like the to be around people scandalous or overstated. But I cannot apply this to whoever Sebastian talks to or leaves. In fact, I have no right to even ask for satisfaction for what he does or doesn't do. He's always like this ... Help everyone . But it bothers me sometimes ...
- "Anything , I'll do it for you!"
And I still have to deal with you ...
- " Simply, will you let that extremely common girl stay close to him ??? She deserves ... Correction! "
Happy thoughts ...
I think I better get in soon. Anything, if he shows up at the student council, I make a point of talking to him ...
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03:30 PM
It's time to go to the student council room. I just hope that the members are already there to do what they have to do. They spent two days doing nothing and still want me to stay calm. It looks like I'm going to stay calm ...
- "Hit them with the fan so they know their place!"
Why don't you go to sleep? Let me take care of my way.
- "Your way does not seem effective. I do a thousand times better to leave! "
No. A thousand times better at screwing me! I won't let that happen.
That damn voice ... Even though I know that I am myself, I need to not let myself be carried away and allow "she" to take care of my things ...
- "Look, Naomi."
* passing in front of the science room
And imagine that it started here ... Everything that I try to forget , but never disappears from my mind ...
...
Two months ago, I and some other students were cleaning this room, until out of nowhere, we saw a blue light appear out of nowhere ... And the next thing I remembered was that it was covered with a green light being consumed by a purple mist ... After that, I don't remember what happened. I just remember being passed out on the floor, with some teachers trying to wake us up. But I only understood what happened after when "she" came to talk to me ...
Naomi Yuhkana is my name, but I am known with President Naomi in other places. Places that many people would not understand logic or would find surreal ...
"President Naomi ... You are a Gacha from now on."
That's what the girl in the blue jacket told me. She called herself a creator or something, and because of a negative influence, she ended up turning me into that being she calls Gacha. I didn't understand why, but I decided to listen to what she was saying.
At first, I felt different. It was as if my body was functioning at the maximum power that I would not have imagined it had. Tiredness was something I no longer felt and my physical effort seemed to be at its peak all the time. But even with that, I ended up having a side-effect like "she" even said ...
I ended up winning a kind of another "me". A more extreme version, which puts order above everything else, another "me" that is always with me. As a normal human, I am in control, but as Gacha, the other "me" takes control. And I have to live with "her" all the time, telling me ... my most sincere thoughts.
Because of the other "me", I get shaky, angry when someone breaks a rule, I want to scream ... Basically, I need to stay calm and think about happy things that won't let her take over. I've been doing this since I came here, but doing it every day ... leaves me with a full head. But...
* bumping into someone
- Oh... Sorry. I didn't want to...
- Naomi? - It's him...
But when I finally rested my head, it was because he was there ... Sebastian ...
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