Memory of Christmas

An Luxia tried to read the words on the page in class, but they seemed like absolute nonsense as her brain was far away thinking of other stuff.

During this time when she was beginning to forget things, An Luxia could not deny that she was horrified. She was scared. Very scared. She tried to be brave and not think about it, but it was hard. The idea that she was dying and before long, she would go completely crazy was terrifying to her.

It would be terrifying to anyone.

All she could do was focus on other things, and she stayed up late doing school work that was not even necessary, studying things that weren't even taught in the course yet, only to forget them the next morning.

She wrote more chapters than she even needed to publish, until she was out of ideas to write about. She was even starting to forget the names of her own characters, and had to look back to find them and reread their information over and over again to remember.