The decision to find him.

Gyles.

I don't know what to do and how to stop the hurt.

My wolf is crying.

Crying so loud and I don't know how to stop it. the only way things can get better is if he accepts me. after the dream, I thought things were better. I thought I was finally on his good side but I don't know anymore. I don't know what to do.

I just wanted to hear his voice. I wanted to talk to him.

Is that too much to ask for?

Well, you deserve this. 

I don't know whose side my wolf is on. We are one. No matter how much he tries to hater me. he will always be a part of me. I get that I was a bitch to him but I have changed. I am trying to be better.

You are still the same selfish person. You keep thinking about yourself. 

You will end up alone.