102 I want to taste you.

Darrien. 

I don't know if this is taking things too far but here I am wanting a lot more than innocent kisses with him. 

So we are not allowed to have sex. We don't need to have sex for us to feel good. I want to get to know him sexually. Now that I know this isn't wrong, I don't plan on taking things easy with him. 

I am a very sexual person. I express my emotions by pleasing my partners. Even though I have never been with a man. I plan on showing him the things he has missed. I know this is a first for him—with anyone. 

I am happy to be his first. 

I will be his first and his only. 

He has been unable to stop staring at me. all of me; it's not like that is not what I wanted. This was the plan, get him to see me. find out what he likes and what he doesn't. I want to satisfy him in all aspects. 

''Like touch you… down there?'' he gestures to my dick.