201 I want to make you feel the things he did

Rex.

"He is not talking to me right now,'' I tell Justin. We are in his car on our way to school. Justin is Bell's mate. The only other person that is actually interested in going back to school. Beau mentioned that he is taking a couple of weeks off. I can understand that he is exhausted. I mean, he just came out of a war.

He can have a couple of weeks to himself.

"You know you kind of fucked up,'' he reminds me. I already know. I should have handled the whole thing differently. Thinking about it, I am the villain. The person that kind of sort of cheated. I shouldn't have led Gyles on. I made a promise to Blue and then I was kissing another guy.

I get why he would be upset.

"Yeah, I did.''