25 Memories.

"Memories of 10 years ago" came into my feed. I can't stop my tears. Those days were precious to me. I just had hunted her on Facebook & read those messages we used to have. Those lovely words from her touched me a lot. Don't know when and how our slight of friendship turned into a love. I loved her a lot, just adorable she was. She'd become an addiction to me. We used to chat for hours. Her voice was so sweet that I'd never get bored to listen. She used to change the topic as always when I asked about our marriage. One day she finally had her words ,"I care you,and I love you a lot but not as a lover ,just as a friend. I can't stand in relationship with you, I'm no deserving to you." I was like, " What the heck lady! You're not deserving? . Not deserving in what sense? I can't even think of any other girl." " There's a little life left in me. Please leave me! Please understand me nah!" ,she replied in the yelling tone. "Little life? What you mean? What's happened to you?", I said.

" I don't know but I feel I have very little life" , she replied. I laughed at her. She didn't bother to make me understand.

Going through the message I found the thing which is quite touchable to me. It reads , "Couple relationship is better only when they are living longer , when love continues life-long. In case of me even if I'm willing I can't give you life-long love. So,sorry I'll be happy if you can excuse me. If incarnation occurs, I pray to be yours for ever, I promise. God isn't willing us to be together in this life. Sorry, I only can love you ,can do nothing more. Simply the thing is I don't want to make you mine because I don't want your life to ruin, I don't want to make you cry when I leave. If you can't perceive it even now then I'm compelled to hate you, I hate you HUHU."

I changed her mentality of life & love. Finally, the day came when I won. I made her mine, we married. I was much happier indeed. God had any other sight to our relation & love. Third day after marriage when we were talking to each others, she swiftly fainted, I rushed her to hospital. When she came back to cognizantal state I cried ," What happened lady?" She was willing to tell something, no words did came. I feared that, what she feared if happened? She was weeping. I could say nothing, just hugged her and said "Everything will be fine,keep calm." With a wry smile she shook her head. With red eyes and wetty cheeks, she left. I was promised not to cry on her leave, I couldn't stop. Sorry lady, I didn't keep your promise.

Those fuckin' promises, I really meant when being told. I promised to make her happy everyday, just three days I had. I couldn't even make her aware how much I loved her. We promised not to break each others' heart, she broke my heart apart.I promised to stay together, she left. Nothing went our way, what went was we married and became each others'.

Ten years gone by, still memories of her are fresh. Lady,wherever you are; surely in heaven, I promise that we'd continue our story there. Could you please wait for me? I now can't leave for you because I've parents whom I've dreamt to give a beautiful life ahead.

I'm never done with love of yours,I still need much of those. Will you wait for me, I promise to come one day for sure?