1 Farewell World

" Today is the day I die ".

My life is flashing right before my eyes.

Being known as the ice queen. I don't get along with others. By giving them the cold shoulders, I was hated.

I was fine with that. I don't mind being left alone. I am used to it and I already have everything I need. Beauty, talents, and reputation. I am perfect the way I am. Who needs friends when they have everything!!??

Me being the smartest and talented student, what more can I ask!!?? My school is painted with fame and glory in my achievements. I am the most perfect girl.

" Why am I thinking all of this now?" I ask myself like a dumb person.

As I am lying in the pool of my blood, trying hard to breathe and last as long as I could, I tried to look around and get a grasp of the situation I'm being thrown into. A lot of people are forming around me

" I see....., Hit and run huh.....".

My eyes are blurry but I can still understand the commotion that is happening around me. I was hit by a car. It was supposed to hit a pregnant woman but, I saved them.

I saw her running to me and hold my hand as she trying to tell me something while crying. I can hardly hear anything she said.

" Maybe she tries to calm me?" I thought, "or maybe she wants to apologize?"

As I thinking that, my consciousness is slowly started to fading away as my whole life flashed in front of me. Then I feel something like warm liquid formed in my eyes as it flowing to my cheek.

Are these tears?

Why am I crying?

Am I going to die!!!?

No...no!!!! I can't just die like this!!??

I work hard every day just to get to this point, I can't just waste all my effort to die like this!!?

I frantically tried to use all strength that I have left to not give up and die right now.

Fuc..kk.. why is my body is betraying me!!!???. I gritted my teeth as I tried to hold the pain all over my body.

Who am I kidding, it's not like someones cared about me. I give up after realizing my effort is just a waste of time.

It's not like my parents loved me.

I wonder if my parents will cry if they know that I'm dead?? I chuckled.

Does someone care about me?. I don't know why but I feel like laughing like a maniac right now.

Will someone even remember me if I die? I want to laugh but, somehow only tears are pouring out of me.

Why...I choked at my own words.

Why am I stuck in this shitty situation now?

Why dammit!!!!!???. I clench my hand as my tears are overflowing.

All negative thoughts are roaming and dancing inside my head. Each thought just makes me sadder and sadder.

I tried everything I could to muster up my strength to stay conscious yet, I'm starting to lose energy.

"Don't worry!! The help is on their way!!," the pregnant woman tried hard to calm me, "I m sorry!! I m sorry !!." Suddenly, she apologized which is not a surprise to me.

" If only I was careful, then all of this won't happen to you!! I'm sorry!!!" said her while crying."The help is on their way just, keep holding on," She then put my hand near her heart. " I will never forget your kindness!! Never!!, if you didn't help me back then..." She lowers her head and stares at my face

I don't have the strength to talk right now but she somehow understands that I'm trying to say something. She brings her ear closer to my mouth to hear me whispering.

" I'm glad...," I place my hand on her stomach, " the baby is saved-" and I smile at her.

She is shocked. I can see that. Her eyes widen as she sees me smiling. Then she shed her tears again.

I look at her crying face, I'm going to die anyway so better use my last drop of energy to say something nice to her so, she won't feel miserable if I was going to die.

Little by little, I find it hard to breathe. I can hear the sound of the siren. I look at the woman's face again. Her mouth is moving like she wants to say something to me. I grip her hand tightly. I gasped for the last bit of air as my eyes start to blurry. As my surrounding turn pitch black, I heard the pregnant woman voice.

" I'm not pregnant though.."

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" What do you mean that you are not pregnant!!!!????"👹👹👹 I shout when I woke up.

" That was the most embarrassing moment of my life. Usually, inside a novel or manga, the last moment of your life is supposed to be the most dramatic scenes ever!!!." So, why did she said she is not pregnant !!! I held my head as I tried to calm myself.😤😤

"Huh??"

The white sheet of my bed is the first thing I see. I can also smell the fragrance of flowers.

" Am I not dead yet?" I glance left and right. " Is this hospital??"

I tried to gather all my strength and wake up. I don't feel any pain aside from this crazy headache in my head and the tiredness in my body. "Wait!!" I realized something.

If I am not dead... Then I might meet with the pregnant woman again!!." I thought as I facepalm myself.

" Why am I so tired right now??" I look to my left and saw a glass of water. " I should drink first and calm myself for a bit". I thought. I tried to reach for that glass but, it seems that I have underestimated the limit of a weary body and fall flat to the floor with a loud 'thud'.

" Ughhnn...hhh..." I groan in pain.

Then I heard loud steps like someone is running " Maybe it's the nurses and doctor.." I thought and the door suddenly burst open and I saw a few panicked maids. " They came at the right tim-."

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"Wait...the minute," I stare at them." A few maids!!!??? maids!!!???" "What is going on!!??"