7 No More Alone

'I came inside you' he said with regret evidence in his tone 'yeah I heard you I was just playing with you' I said and he pulled out as his dick throbbed inside of me, i could feel it too

he took a towel cleaned himself then moved to my side and cleaned my thing clearly just cleaning my outside area, it's like he wanted me pregnant

after that he laid himself beside me took my head then as he placed it on his chest, i was really tired but still he felt the need to comment on what I've said earlier

'So you heard me but still purposely asked me what I've said just playing with me right wifey' I heard him say but didn't respond as i felt the words to be my imagination then he spoke again 'it wasn't my intention, I'm so sorry' he apologized this time and pulled my forehead as he placed a kiss on it

I was tired of him blaming himself for something I myself not regretting off, it wasn't a big deal it's just semen in me it was guaranteed that I'll get pregnant or whatsoever moreover I can have a morning pill to avoid it 'don't worry I'll take a morning pill, so no big deal unless you have a virus ofcourse' I said and he immediately pulled his lips from my forehead

'No you'll not, you're my wife so no morning pills and don't worry I have no virus in my blood I'm a healthy man wifey' he said 'I'm not ready for a child hubby' 'ofcourse you are!' He said and I didn't want to argue anymore instead of responding, i placed my leg around his waist and arm around his chest then drifted to sleep as my eyelids closed

The smell of fresh cupcakes was disturbing my nose, i tried to concentrate on something else but it was just too much, i battled hard on opening my eyes as the sun raises were disturbing, after my victory witch successfully opening my eyes I looked beside with my hands searching for him but didn't spot or feel him

I was still holding something but realised it was a pillow, so he placed pillows beside me which I cuddled thinking it was him, i quickly threw them away with anger took the shirt I got access to which was his office white shirt, i wore it and it came in my mid-thighs, yes Chen was abit taller than me so it was natural the shirt looked oversized on me, i spotted his sandals then i rushed to his side took it and wore them as i rushed to the place where the pure smell was coming from

I followed the smell and finally after minutes of walking i reached the room where the smell was coming from, it was from the kitchen

I spotted Chen hammering to the songs lyrics "perfect" by edsheren, it was my favorite song too and hearing him hummer to it gave me joy, it was then that my brain registered that i was married now, i stood right at the door just amused by the view he was looking dam handsome, he was jeans with no shirt but in apron and since he was muscular, the apron just covered part of his chest exposing pat of his chest, his back wasn't covered at all accept for the area which the robes of the apron covered he looked really funny

imagine a person with no shirt putting on a cooking apron, very silly right

'You know a pic last longer right' he teased as soon as he noticed me, i ignored him then went close to him 'you're making breakfast?' I asked as soon as I reached him 'yes! Please take a seat' he offered but I refused, I've always help make breakfast in my life so won't let this pass

'No! Let me help you' I insisted 'you want to help me?' He asked and I smiled nodding, he left whatever he was doing set me on the kitchen counter went to the fridge side and returned with a glass of juice 'please finnish this for me' he said handing me the glass 'but this is not work I want to help not eat' I tried to complain but he ignored me 'do you like cupcakes?' He asked 'yes, they are my favorites, please hand me one, or i won't drink it' I knew it was still not ready so atleast I'll get an excuse of not drinking the juice

But I was wrong he gave me a cupcake which wasn't that ready but brought back my burried memories, tears started rolling down my cheeks just looking at it, i realised Chen's hands wiping them away as he gently spoke 'my mom always told me that drinking juice early in the morning is important to our bodies, I'm sorry I just want to keep my wife as healthy as possible' he said and I felt really bad for his silly apology, he didn't do anything wrong

'The cupcake flavour reminded me of my mom, she always baked me a banana flavor as it's my favorite when it comes to cupcakes, every morning i was forced to have a cupcake and juice as she claimed to be crucial and in evenings she always took me for icecreams particularly vanilla as that is my favorite when it comes to icecreams' I said with a sad smile

'Wow! My mom said the same things, she also took me to icecreams every evening and forced me to have cupcakes for breakfast, I'm sorry for your loss' he said 'sometimes I wish dad was dead instead of mom' I cursed 'I wish that too' he said supporting me 'you What?' I confusingly asked thinking may be i imagined it 'i wish your dad died instead of your mom' he confessed 'you do? I mean you're supporting my evil thoughts' 'yes but if it makes you feel better then I'll do it, we'll curse all the people you want if that makes my wife happy, i just want her happy nothing else' I pulled back the tears that were threatening to fall

Chen was really sweet last night he defended me from Wang's mother and today he's cursing with me, I've been alone in terms of mentally support since my mother passed away, i needed therapy but never got one as dad wasn't serious with my step mom worse as she went to the extend of insulting our school therapist for suggesting that i neede to start therapy sessions

Yes you might think I'm normal but I'm not, since my mother passed away years back I haven't been the same anymore, whenever I was I a dark room I'll start hearing voices of my step mother telling to be the cause of my mothers death and my mom asking for my help, this things still happen to me, as long as in a dark room that's why I'm very much scared of the dark

'Wifey you're crying' he asked as he wiped my tears, 'did I do or say something wrong? Please forgive me if i did, i didn't mean to' he apologized 'no you didn't do anything wrong, I'm crying because you're so sweet, I've never had someone accept for my mom care for me this way, you're so sweet' 'I'm sorry I just can't help it sometimes' he responded and I smiled yes he was so sweet that i somehow feel like it's a dream 'I'm really scared' I confessed 'why?' 'Because I might wake up back to my horrible life and turn out I was just dreaming all along' 'No you're not, i know this is not some movies where things turn out perfectly but I'll try to make it as a movie for you, you were alone back then but not anymore you have me now both in mind, body, spirit and heart..I'll never leave your side Lin no matter What life throws at us' 'promise' 'I promise you that wifey, now please eat your cupcake, I'm sure mother is very happy to see you eat and follow her rules' he convinced I nodded then took a bite of my cupcake

Minutes later

I was on chen's back, he carried me piggyback while he was doing the dishes behind the sink, i offered to help but he refused again, that's why I decided to climb on his back just so he gets tired but was I kidding he was a strong men, he even managed to give me kisses at times while doing his dishes, i just gave up and decided to watch him do the dishes but still on his back that was before I heard my phone ring, i placed it on the counter table earlier so almost climbed off his back to get it but he refused 'no we'll go get it together okay' he said as he walked to the counter

'lost hope' he said said after glancing at the caller ID, i was shocked hearing that name, i mean that number never called me that's why I saved it lost hope 'that's my dad, he never called me that's why I saved him lost hope, i wonder what he wants now' I said as i took the phone which he handed me then heard something I've never heard from him or maybe forgot he ever said to me 'Belle! Are you okay? I heard you're not home..please tell me you're fine my daughter I can't concentrate..did something happen?' He asked so many questions at the same time and I ran out of words, I've never heard him show concenity to me before

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