9 SORRY FOR NOT BEING ACTIVE

So I haven't been updating since like I can't remember. So the reason is that 1 out of 45 students in my class failed in our "Practical Reseach" and I got really sick.

I decided to focus first and actually I did really well after I failed. My revisions were great and all. In short I doubled my effort.

Everyday I wake up at 5am and start my class at exactly 7:30am which ends at 5pm. After that I need to go home with a travel period of around 1and a half hour - 2 hours, so basically I usually arrive at home around 6:30pm-7pm since I live far from the downtown. Then I need to prepare for the night and cook dinner for my family. Since I am the first one to arrive at home since my parents work late, I am told to do everything at home, btw. I am an only child so I have no choice. Then my parents would arrive, around 9pm and we'll have our dinner at around 10 since they need to prepare themselves. After dinner I would prepare my stuffs for my class the following day. At around 11pm I would start to study and do homework and my practical research subject, until around 2am and sometimes my groupmate would call me around that time to do proof reading. So basically I would go to bed at around 3am and needs to wake up at 5am to prepare for my day. This has been my routine eversince I stopped updating. Then I noticed that my body is already not feeling well and I know something is up with my health. I tried to endure it and hide my suffering to my parents. I've been going to school with a high fever and feeling weak. Then my parent noticed that I look weak. They wanted me to have a check up but I refused because I have an important upcoming report to do and it would really hard for me to cope if I miss it, given that I have medical certificate. I declined my parents offer and endured it. Then one time I vistited mom to her office, after class. She actually works in a hospital as an administrator in an intitute. She knew that I've been really getting weak, so since I'm already at the hospital she forced me to have a check-up and I did, since sge got furious with me not taking care of myself. Then when I had my check up, the doctor checked my breathing and unfotunatelly she can't hear my breathing since the pathway is narrow and it is really dangerous that I might collapse anytime and would die from the lost of breathing, so she requested a wheel chair and sent me to the emergency room since I need an immediate care. So without my mom knowing I was sent to the emergency room of the hospital where my mom works. When she called to check me out, I told her that I was sent to the emergency room, she was not shocked since she saw it coming. Btw. I can't breath really well and get dizzy from time to time. So was put on oxygen and nebulized to clear my air way. Then I had ex-ray and there it found that I have "COMMUNITY AQUIRED PNEUMONIA" yes I had pneumonia and thats really bad. So the doctor ordered that I need to be admited, but I told them if possible I can't be admited since I need to do an important reporting the next day. My mom got mad because of that.

she told me

" why are you still thinking about that damn school, look at you, your sick and can barely breath and yet you still think about your school?"

then thoughts came, cool I guess my parents are okay if I drop out. heheheh just kidding.

but I insited so I begged and the doctor said that if I won't look weak he could discharge me. So I acted energetic and all, so I was discharged. YEHEYY and so I did my important report and yes I did well. Btw. I was discharged at 5:19 am and needed to be at school at exactly 8am. So I just went home, took a bath, prepared my business attire for report, then went to school.

After school I suddenly felt dizzy and went directly to my mom and yeah It went worse and I needed to be admited. So I am admmitted right now and had my finals next week which I needed to be healed on or before that day, which has an 80 of chance that when that day comes I still won't okay.

I am really sorry for not being active and yeah I will have my break in updating, but please don't lose hope I needed your support guys and btw. thank you for your support and sorry for being a disappointment to you.

I promise after the finals and when I am already well I will have my update and I will not disappoint you guys.

LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT, LET US ALL KEEP OUR FAITH IN OURSELVES AND ALSO PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!! LOVE YOU ALL