4 Hey Piggy!

After that incident I never saw him again, besides I don't have any face to show him. I just left without saying thanks and even accused him of taking advantage of my drunk self. After that incident I have'nt slept for a week, thinking alot of weird things.

"My clothes are still intacked I guess nothing really happened"

"But he could just put them back before I wake up"

These thoughts kept bothering me all the time. I mean it does'nt matter if I'll lose my virginity, but atleast I'm aware and done it with someone I love and not by someone whom I just met. Its been two weeks after the incident but I'm still not over it, although its better than the first week, atleast I could sleep at night.

I just hate these 2 weird traits I mean its not just I'm a cheap drunk, I'm also a heavy sleeper. I mean, I need to set up 5 alarm clocks just to wake me up every morning. So when you combine a cheapdrunk with a heavy sleeper, it's going to be a big mess. And yeah! it was really a big mess, I messed up. I just can't dare to show my face to him. What a shameful creature am I?

It's been three weeks and I guess I'm over it, or maybe because I haven't seen him for almost a month and maybe he'll just forget about me. I still can't figure out what really happened that night. I guess nothing really happened because I never felt any pain in my bottom.

Yeah! I'm getting over of what happened but those words.

"I like your soft hair"

Just like what that person said to me. But I have to forget everything about that person.

In this semester my class schedule is not making me stressed out, I like my schedule. My first class starts at 1pm and my last class ends at 6pm then I'll have my free time after that and I would be able to go out and hang with my friends without worrying of sleeping late at night because I don't need to wake up early, besides I'm not a morning person after all. After class together with Jason and Stacy we usually go to starbucks and study for the next day's oral recitation or sometimes test. This university's standard is very high, they always expect to much from the students even if they knew that the students can't handdle it, but for me everything is doing great. I love my schedule, profs, and maybe my classmates. Since Stacy and Jason are my classmates I guess I'll be okay with it. So going back, I usually hang out with them sometimes we go to the city library to read some books but I really hate studying so while Stacy is reading some boring biology books, I read novels while Jason is sleeping, I really don't think he could pass any test, just can't see him becoming a doctor. He's always late. Even if our class starts at 1pm, he usually arrives around 1:30pm and misses a surprise quize everytime. If he's not in the mood he'll just text me to go get him notes because he won't be able to go to school because he just wanted to stay at home doing nothing but sleep. Maybe Stacy and I should just help him with the test soon. Stacy is now focused with her studies because no one distracts her aside from me and Jason. She just broke up with his boyfriend who cheated with her. That dou**bag deserves a beating, how could he do that to my bestfriend? Oneday when I can finally meet him I'll show him why I got black belt from taekwando. I will really kick his ass and let him kiss my shoes ( I guess that was a little harsh ) I really love my bestfriend Stacy. She's the only person who knew my secret. And everytime I breakdown she's always there to hear out my rants and childish behavior ( I usually act childish when I'm broken hearted ) that is why I love her. If she was not my bestfriend, I would totaly go back on being straight and ask her out. That is why I would do everything just to protect this lady. Although sometimes she gets mad because I am being clingy with her that made people have some assumptions that we are dating. These people just don't have any idea why Stacy allows me to cling over her.

While Stacy, Jason and I were hanging out to somehow divert Stacy's attention from that dou**bag we decided to go shopping and get Stacy a new hair cut, since alot of girls say that everytime they got broken hearted they usually change their hairstyle. So I decided to treat Stacy and get her a new hairstyle.

She wanted to cut her hair short about almost getting a bobcut and dyed her hair with ash grey. I guess she's really that broken. After the makeover Stacy is now a different woman. She is a strong independent woman. Maybe I should have got a make over when that bastard broke me.

So while walking I felt sudden change of atmosphere. I suddenly felt hungry, so I told them that we should go and eat something. We decided to eat at the mall's biggest buffet restaurant, at Pablo's buffet & restaurant. I guess the owner of this buffet and the owner of our school is the same. And since I am so hungry so I decided to go and get alot of food. I got 4 of my plates filled with different viands 2 plates with dessert and 1 plate with a titanic pile of rice. Yeah! I admit I really eat alot, I can stock up alot with this tiny stomach with six pack abs. So while I was busy filling my mouth with some food, because again I'm hungry. The atmosphere became weird. I felt a sudden goosebumps. I just don't understand what I'm feeling right now. It's not simmilar to what you feel when your full and wanted to throw up, besides I'm still hungry though. The feeling is like somone is staring at you. Ofcourse alot of people would stare ate me because of my weird appetite. I just ignored everything and continued eating. Stacy and Jason stood up and went to the buffet to get more food. When I was just about to lose my sight to them someone stood infront of our table. I thought that it was just someone who would pass by, but then that person muttered something "Hey piggy!" The voice is very familliar. It seems like I've heard it before. When I checked who that person is, I knew it! It was him. It was Kris.

"I never thought you had such a humongous appetite." he teased me in a whispering voice.

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