1 The unsent Letters

This is about him someone the dearest yet even his physical presence is quite isolated.

I am fading without him.

The stars & moon are shining bright as always it used to but yet it seems something missing without you.

I would have missed you if something wrong hadn't happened to me. Because that wrong was something like detachment to me.

As you were there to survive me but I was impotent to face you.

Despondent but I could not miss you.

I thought,

I'm your that loving book which you usually call it as your Dairy but, I feel sorry about this cause my this thought was mistake I made to me.

I'm closure to you this thought was mistake I made to me.

I did everything to you that's a concealed mistake I had ever.

I adore you, you are the reason for smile. Do shine bright you matter for me.

Yes

He has moved on from my life.

but yet he's there in my mind.

Yet his presence is there in my words.

Brings me up with every breathe of his name. By his movement it seems aloof but yet he's my power to remain.

He's moved on & yet I'm happier in his happiness.

I walked into you to get the realisation breath in you.

I looked towards you my heart full of memories with you.

You are the one I adore the only I have loved like crazy.

So again when I see a shooting star

I wish to have clear visions

I wish to again have him besides me to whom I could be the open book of my life.

I wish that again he will be the reader this open book & he could correct the mislead lines.

Without him the fear sounds like I am killing my own will at night.

Like someone is splashing my emotions for a while.

Like I am falling in my own eyes.

Like I am detaching my soul from body.

Like an anonymous in every aspect of mine.

My truth

I lost everything trying to do right.

My sanity, my hope and eventually the will to keep trying. What was shameful wasn't the way you loved me, But the way I loved you.

You could never match what I gave Deep down I always knew it.